TC #13

[Host Karen]

Jenne...Twelve have left before you. You still have five more people to beat out to become the sole survivor. Is there anything you WON'T do to win? Do you have it set up so that you can go the distance?

Who are you voting out and why?

Who is your second choice of voting out and why? (in case immunity is given to your first choice)

[Jenne]

I think this question comes at a very poignent point in the game for me. I have love for every person I came to TC with today. Frankly these are the five people I could never bare to vote off. And yet here I am today, prepared to vote one of them off. Its an impossible choice at this point and yet I have to make it. I have played this game up until this point as logically and removed as possible. I tried to make decisions based on strategy over emotional attachment but I can no longer do that. I can not separate my emotions from those that are left. So there is a LOT I would not do to win this game. If I win, I want it to be admirably, so i can be proud of what i did, rather than ashamed. I never wanted to hurt anyone playing this game and i never wanted to be the person that everyone hates. I wanted everyone to be happy and have fun. But I know I have hurt some people at this point and am ashamed of that. Whoever wins at this point I will be happy for and proud to have played by their side. If it is me, I hope the others can feel the same way. I care about these people and am not willing to hurt them in order to win. I would rather be voted off now then to hurt them. With that said, to play this game you have to vote people off and it is my hope people won't take it personally when that happens because it is the fundamental backbone of this game, a game we all signed up for. As for setting myself up to go the distance...Honestly, I don't think its a sure thing I will make it to the end. I think my chances are the same as each individual left. I have played this game to get myself there and think i have done a good job of it, but in reality my fate lies in other peoples' hands, not my own. This is a great group of people who I respect and admire. The only thing I am sure of is that I will be happy with the the winner of this game.


*tearfully* My vote tonight is for Kyle. There are a lot of things you don't understand right now and I am not able to explain. You mean so much to me and I hope that you won't let a game come between the friendship that we have built. I care about you but i have to vote for you to do the right thing right now. From the bottom of my heart, i hope you find it within yourself to forgive me. If not, than our friendship never meant to you what it did to me. I would never let a game interfere with a friendship. If we never speak again, good luck in your life and I will miss you!