Post by Ashlee on Jan 23, 2005 20:25:13 GMT -5
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Hey
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ::hugs:: Good news :-P
JenneUCSC: hey sugar dumpling
JenneUCSC: whats up?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I talked with Annette and her vote, she said, was between Kelley and Jamie
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but was leaning more towards Kelley
JenneUCSC: ellie talked bout a kelley vote too
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: :-D
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I appreciate you not trying to vote me out and trusting me enough to come to me about the whole Steph thing, by the way
JenneUCSC: a man!
JenneUCSC: did you know that?
JenneUCSC: :-P
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: what?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol, I am just as confused as always
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ...Jenne
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, meet the bush, bush, meet Jenne, I'm skipping around it
JenneUCSC: karen made a post
JenneUCSC: stephanie was actually a man
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: are you voting for me?
JenneUCSC: i dont know ashlee. i dont want to. i really dont want to. but i may have to
JenneUCSC: thats why i came to you right away with how things were looking
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, I understand, and those things were completely farce
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but if there's something going on, please let me know
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: don't, please don't, let me go into this tribal council thinking Kelley is leaving
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase if Annette, Ellie, you, me, Gracie are all true...that's what would happeb
JenneUCSC: if i had my way that is how it would go
JenneUCSC: i just dont see that happening
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, please tell me what's going on
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: even if it means you're shoving me three feet out the door already
JenneUCSC: i told you its not looking good
JenneUCSC: i told you that friday
JenneUCSC: no one trusts you
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase of steph or something else
JenneUCSC: stephanie was a man
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: yes, lol, I know
JenneUCSC: stephanie also imed people after she/he was voted out
JenneUCSC: told people stuff bout you
JenneUCSC: its a mess
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase of what "chance" said, then?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: -sigh- what did it say then?
JenneUCSC: it, he he
JenneUCSC: people think you have deals all over the place
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: do you not trust me?
JenneUCSC: i want you her
JenneUCSC: e
JenneUCSC: ive told you that
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, lol, I know, but really
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: do you trust me?
JenneUCSC: not completley to be very honest with you
JenneUCSC: i want to
JenneUCSC: but its hard with everything that has happened
JenneUCSC: but i want you here
JenneUCSC: i really do
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ok, I trust you and -sigh- I understand
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but, I'm just going to let you know -everything- ok?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: so you can see that, really, I am 100% in your corner
JenneUCSC: you know i have been straight with you thru everything. i hope you know that
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I do, and I appreciate it, but now I'm just being straight with you
JenneUCSC: good
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: at the beginning of the game, I approached you and Gracie becuase you are the ones I like the most
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: coupled with Taylor and Lucas
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jamie, the day before TC, came to me for an alliance
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I said yes, becuase only a fool says no
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: the next day, she brought Ellie and Annette into it
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I said yes, becuase only a fool says no
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: full well knowing I was -never- going with them
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and, for that reason, I voted for Steph along with everyone else
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase I never had any loyalty to her
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: it's as simple as people coming to me, and me not being the fool to say no
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase I don't like for people -not- to like me, and saying no- people just assume you want them out
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and I hope I have proved that to you time and time again
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but completely having your back at the first TC when most people said your name
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I said Lisa
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I had your back, now, I ask that you have mine
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase I trust you and, I'd understand why you'd vote for me
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: really, I do, it's not going to kill me
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but...it'd hurt, to be honest, it'd hurt
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: -a lot-
JenneUCSC: i understand having deals with people. you never say no to alliances. totally understandable. and you know what i have had your back. this whole time. and like i said i want to vote for kelley.
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: right
JenneUCSC: what i am telling you is i dont think its gonna happen
JenneUCSC: everyone is so solid on this vote i dont know how to swing them
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: at this point, I don't care and I don't ask for it
JenneUCSC: i dont have the power here
JenneUCSC: yah know?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: right
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and I understand that it's not a position to put you in
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but all I ask is that I not be alone if I'm going down
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase in every game I've played, it's happened
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: every time
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx:
JenneUCSC: ive thought about it. i have. i even considered going to kellie and telling her that i would be voting for her
JenneUCSC: because i want to stick up for you
JenneUCSC: but do you want to ask me to risk my game?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: absolutely not
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I realize I am the one who has to stick up for Ashlee, and no one else
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: however
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I just ask that, solidly, with your word, you will vote for Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and Gracie, vote for Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase then, Jenne, you -do- hold the power
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and you hold the power becuase you give it to others
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: let -me- try and convince ellie/jamie/annette to vote for Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but it'd be a lot easier if I knew there were two more votes behind me
JenneUCSC: if you can pull this off and get the votes, i will stand behind you.
JenneUCSC: but if the #s arent there, im going with the group. i want you here though
JenneUCSC: really understand that
JenneUCSC: but i wouldnt ask you to risk yourself to save me and i know you understand how i feel here
JenneUCSC: its sux
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I didn't turn against you, Jenne, I risked myself for you
JenneUCSC: i believe in your ability to turn this around. and i will support you. but im not gonna get on a sinking ship. im not dumb. and i know you can respect that
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: now, let me risk myself
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I do
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but it's a -heck- of a lot easier for someone to switch
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: when they know they're switching to where the numbers are
JenneUCSC: i feel like we are saying the same thing over and over
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: it's becuase we are :-P
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: it's just...Chris didn't even stick by me in Socotra
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: nobody did, not a single soul
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and I understand, I was leaving
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: It just...it sucked
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: It really did, and I -completely- understand where you're coming from
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but, if I tell you that jamie/annette/ellie will vote against kelley
JenneUCSC: i hated what happened to you in soc and in oki. but this is a different game
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: will you go with me against them
JenneUCSC: and this is the position you are in
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: against Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I know, lol, and I'm fighting my ass off to get out of it
JenneUCSC: i know, i respect that
JenneUCSC: i would MUCH rather vote for kelley than you
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ok
JenneUCSC: get the girls on board, im with you. but know that if its not gonna happen, ill let you know
JenneUCSC: so you at least know
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ::hugs:: this isn't a full scale attack
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I'm just trying to know where I'm starting at
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase the lower I am, the more I'll fight to get back up
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and don't think I'm lying to get back up, either
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol, becuase everything I've told you- 100% truth
JenneUCSC: i believe you. if i doubted you i never would have come to in the first place
JenneUCSC: ive always been straight with you
JenneUCSC: its who i am
JenneUCSC: i dont bullshit
JenneUCSC: i tried talking to people, feel them out
JenneUCSC: i just didnt feel like there was any hole
JenneUCSC: and i told you that on friday
JenneUCSC: i wanted you to know what was up
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: there is a hole, even if I have to make it myself
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: :-P
JenneUCSC: ill search for a jackhammer
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: screw that, I'm going for the wrecking ball
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ;-)
JenneUCSC: just promise me, no matter what, you keep me safe in whatever attack you are planning?
JenneUCSC: after my mitch drama i vowed to be low key. i dont want to be in a hoopla
JenneUCSC:
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: sorry, had to grab my laundry
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I've never gone against you Jenne, from the very first TC
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: haven't, nor will ever
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: when there was -no- reason -not- to bring your name up, I didn't...
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ...never going to change
JenneUCSC: thank you. goodluck!
JenneUCSC: you can do this!
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: oh, I know I can, lol
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: just joking, but hopefully not
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: haha
JenneUCSC: you have time.
JenneUCSC: i need to do some hw now deary. midterm and paper due this week. joy! goodluck with everything and keep me updated with your progress
JenneUCSC: bye
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: as always
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ::hugs::
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: thanks
JenneUCSC:
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ::hugs:: Good news :-P
JenneUCSC: hey sugar dumpling
JenneUCSC: whats up?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I talked with Annette and her vote, she said, was between Kelley and Jamie
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but was leaning more towards Kelley
JenneUCSC: ellie talked bout a kelley vote too
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: :-D
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I appreciate you not trying to vote me out and trusting me enough to come to me about the whole Steph thing, by the way
JenneUCSC: a man!
JenneUCSC: did you know that?
JenneUCSC: :-P
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: what?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol, I am just as confused as always
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ...Jenne
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, meet the bush, bush, meet Jenne, I'm skipping around it
JenneUCSC: karen made a post
JenneUCSC: stephanie was actually a man
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: are you voting for me?
JenneUCSC: i dont know ashlee. i dont want to. i really dont want to. but i may have to
JenneUCSC: thats why i came to you right away with how things were looking
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, I understand, and those things were completely farce
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but if there's something going on, please let me know
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: don't, please don't, let me go into this tribal council thinking Kelley is leaving
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase if Annette, Ellie, you, me, Gracie are all true...that's what would happeb
JenneUCSC: if i had my way that is how it would go
JenneUCSC: i just dont see that happening
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, please tell me what's going on
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: even if it means you're shoving me three feet out the door already
JenneUCSC: i told you its not looking good
JenneUCSC: i told you that friday
JenneUCSC: no one trusts you
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase of steph or something else
JenneUCSC: stephanie was a man
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: yes, lol, I know
JenneUCSC: stephanie also imed people after she/he was voted out
JenneUCSC: told people stuff bout you
JenneUCSC: its a mess
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase of what "chance" said, then?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: -sigh- what did it say then?
JenneUCSC: it, he he
JenneUCSC: people think you have deals all over the place
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: do you not trust me?
JenneUCSC: i want you her
JenneUCSC: e
JenneUCSC: ive told you that
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jenne, lol, I know, but really
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: do you trust me?
JenneUCSC: not completley to be very honest with you
JenneUCSC: i want to
JenneUCSC: but its hard with everything that has happened
JenneUCSC: but i want you here
JenneUCSC: i really do
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ok, I trust you and -sigh- I understand
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but, I'm just going to let you know -everything- ok?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: so you can see that, really, I am 100% in your corner
JenneUCSC: you know i have been straight with you thru everything. i hope you know that
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I do, and I appreciate it, but now I'm just being straight with you
JenneUCSC: good
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: at the beginning of the game, I approached you and Gracie becuase you are the ones I like the most
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: coupled with Taylor and Lucas
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: Jamie, the day before TC, came to me for an alliance
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I said yes, becuase only a fool says no
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: the next day, she brought Ellie and Annette into it
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I said yes, becuase only a fool says no
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: full well knowing I was -never- going with them
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and, for that reason, I voted for Steph along with everyone else
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase I never had any loyalty to her
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: it's as simple as people coming to me, and me not being the fool to say no
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase I don't like for people -not- to like me, and saying no- people just assume you want them out
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and I hope I have proved that to you time and time again
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but completely having your back at the first TC when most people said your name
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I said Lisa
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I had your back, now, I ask that you have mine
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase I trust you and, I'd understand why you'd vote for me
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: really, I do, it's not going to kill me
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but...it'd hurt, to be honest, it'd hurt
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: -a lot-
JenneUCSC: i understand having deals with people. you never say no to alliances. totally understandable. and you know what i have had your back. this whole time. and like i said i want to vote for kelley.
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: right
JenneUCSC: what i am telling you is i dont think its gonna happen
JenneUCSC: everyone is so solid on this vote i dont know how to swing them
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: at this point, I don't care and I don't ask for it
JenneUCSC: i dont have the power here
JenneUCSC: yah know?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: right
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and I understand that it's not a position to put you in
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but all I ask is that I not be alone if I'm going down
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase in every game I've played, it's happened
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: every time
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx:
JenneUCSC: ive thought about it. i have. i even considered going to kellie and telling her that i would be voting for her
JenneUCSC: because i want to stick up for you
JenneUCSC: but do you want to ask me to risk my game?
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: absolutely not
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I realize I am the one who has to stick up for Ashlee, and no one else
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: however
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I just ask that, solidly, with your word, you will vote for Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and Gracie, vote for Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase then, Jenne, you -do- hold the power
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and you hold the power becuase you give it to others
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: let -me- try and convince ellie/jamie/annette to vote for Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but it'd be a lot easier if I knew there were two more votes behind me
JenneUCSC: if you can pull this off and get the votes, i will stand behind you.
JenneUCSC: but if the #s arent there, im going with the group. i want you here though
JenneUCSC: really understand that
JenneUCSC: but i wouldnt ask you to risk yourself to save me and i know you understand how i feel here
JenneUCSC: its sux
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I didn't turn against you, Jenne, I risked myself for you
JenneUCSC: i believe in your ability to turn this around. and i will support you. but im not gonna get on a sinking ship. im not dumb. and i know you can respect that
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: now, let me risk myself
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I do
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but it's a -heck- of a lot easier for someone to switch
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: when they know they're switching to where the numbers are
JenneUCSC: i feel like we are saying the same thing over and over
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: it's becuase we are :-P
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: it's just...Chris didn't even stick by me in Socotra
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: nobody did, not a single soul
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and I understand, I was leaving
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: It just...it sucked
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: It really did, and I -completely- understand where you're coming from
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: but, if I tell you that jamie/annette/ellie will vote against kelley
JenneUCSC: i hated what happened to you in soc and in oki. but this is a different game
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: will you go with me against them
JenneUCSC: and this is the position you are in
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: against Kelley
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I know, lol, and I'm fighting my ass off to get out of it
JenneUCSC: i know, i respect that
JenneUCSC: i would MUCH rather vote for kelley than you
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ok
JenneUCSC: get the girls on board, im with you. but know that if its not gonna happen, ill let you know
JenneUCSC: so you at least know
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ::hugs:: this isn't a full scale attack
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I'm just trying to know where I'm starting at
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: becuase the lower I am, the more I'll fight to get back up
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: and don't think I'm lying to get back up, either
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: lol, becuase everything I've told you- 100% truth
JenneUCSC: i believe you. if i doubted you i never would have come to in the first place
JenneUCSC: ive always been straight with you
JenneUCSC: its who i am
JenneUCSC: i dont bullshit
JenneUCSC: i tried talking to people, feel them out
JenneUCSC: i just didnt feel like there was any hole
JenneUCSC: and i told you that on friday
JenneUCSC: i wanted you to know what was up
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: there is a hole, even if I have to make it myself
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: :-P
JenneUCSC: ill search for a jackhammer
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: screw that, I'm going for the wrecking ball
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ;-)
JenneUCSC: just promise me, no matter what, you keep me safe in whatever attack you are planning?
JenneUCSC: after my mitch drama i vowed to be low key. i dont want to be in a hoopla
JenneUCSC:
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: sorry, had to grab my laundry
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: I've never gone against you Jenne, from the very first TC
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: haven't, nor will ever
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: when there was -no- reason -not- to bring your name up, I didn't...
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ...never going to change
JenneUCSC: thank you. goodluck!
JenneUCSC: you can do this!
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: oh, I know I can, lol
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: just joking, but hopefully not
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: haha
JenneUCSC: you have time.
JenneUCSC: i need to do some hw now deary. midterm and paper due this week. joy! goodluck with everything and keep me updated with your progress
JenneUCSC: bye
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: as always
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: ::hugs::
xXHoRSeSHaCkEDXx: thanks
JenneUCSC:
