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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 15:28:27 GMT -5
Beth: you're HIDING
Tenzil: no i'm not
Beth: *grin*
Beth: found you
Tenzil: i'm never hard to find :-)
Beth: yay
Beth: has anyone talked with tay yet?
Tenzil: not me
Tenzil: it shouldn't be me to tell him i think
Beth: *nods* I agree
Beth: I was gonna tell him
Beth: but he's on a mobile
Tenzil: i'm sure you will have a chance before tc
Tenzil: (i just realized jenne can't do it maybe)
Beth: yeah
Beth: and I want him to know beforehand
Beth: *giggle*
Beth: I was teasing Jenne last night that I was voting her ass out
Tenzil: bad :-)
Beth: *grin*
Beth: I know
Beth: just don't hate me when I try REALLY hard to win the nexgt challenge
Tenzil: i think we all will be
Tenzil: and no matter what i tell her--I honestly don't know who I might pick
Beth: you and jenne are safer than I will be though
Beth: eh
Beth: you'll take Jenne
Beth:
Tenzil: i think you both have pros and cons
Tenzil: I mean, we all do
Tenzil: but....well I don't wanna be Colby :-)
Beth: LOL
Beth: what are the pros/cons for me?
Beth: out of curiosity
Tenzil: you've played a more consistent game then anyone--to name one con
Tenzil: a pro is you seem to bring out the most resentment
Tenzil: (which is bs as i have often said)
Beth: a pro for you .. people will hate my alias
Beth: if they haven't figured out yours that is
Tenzil: i wonder if they got used to it? they've clearly known for some time (Ashlee's fault I'm guessing)
Tenzil: mine is more of a surprise
Beth: freakn ashlee
Beth: she was always our weak link
Tenzil: she did it herself
Beth: wonder if she confessed to *that*
Tenzil: dunno
Tenzil: it sucks because when she IS with you and has your back she's a GREAT partner
Beth: what sucks
Beth: is all 3 games I"ve played with her
Beth: she does the SAME exact thing to get voted out
Beth: even if she DID have my back
Beth: she still would ahve gotten voted out
Beth: not one single girl trusted her
Beth: and especially when people heard of her final deals with most of the boys too
Tenzil: i would have made more of an effort if she hadn't blown me off more or less when we working on getting mitch out
Tenzil: ok...off i go to do some errands
Tenzil: take care
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 17:03:15 GMT -5
SurvivorGracie: you there?
maroonedcastaway is no longer idle at 3:43:46 PM.
maroonedcastaway is idle at 3:53:52 PM.
maroonedcastaway is no longer idle at 3:57:37 PM.
maroonedcastaway: yeah
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: how are ya?
maroonedcastaway: goopd
maroonedcastaway: good*
maroonedcastaway: you
SurvivorGracie: good ... only one more hour til quitting time
maroonedcastaway: miss final 3
maroonedcastaway: I hope I can become mr.
SurvivorGracie: I hate this
SurvivorGracie: I don't want anyone to leave
SurvivorGracie: how upset will you be if you're the one voted out?
SurvivorGracie: I think everyone is afraid to face you at f2
maroonedcastaway: umm considering ellie told me the jury likes lucas the best
maroonedcastaway: and umm I would be very pissed since we agreed on lucas at the merge
maroonedcastaway: just like we agreed we would all be the final 4
maroonedcastaway: well the three of us agreed we would be the final 3
maroonedcastaway: so I would hope that would be honored
SurvivorGracie: the problem is ... no matter who gets voted out .. you or tenzil .. you'll both be mad
maroonedcastaway: that's to bad Jenne you and I all agreed
maroonedcastaway: we've strung him along for so long
maroonedcastaway: and I would vote for him over the both of you if you voted me off tonight
SurvivorGracie: wow
SurvivorGracie: that's not really fair
maroonedcastaway: it's not
maroonedcastaway: would it be fair to go back on a promise that was made weeks ago that we would be the final three
SurvivorGracie: I don't know .. would you like to ask kelley, steve, annette, kyle, and ellie the same thing?
SurvivorGracie: we all broke promises WE all made to them
maroonedcastaway: I know this
maroonedcastaway: but we didn't sit in a room together with them and say " we're the final three"
maroonedcastaway: and promise to vote out the other member of our four at the final four
maroonedcastaway: now would we?
maroonedcastaway: I hate to piss you off, but I don't know why your doing this to me
SurvivorGracie: I'm not trying to do anything to you
SurvivorGracie: you out of everyone should know that's NOT how I operate
maroonedcastaway: I have been nothing but honest with you the whole time Beth
maroonedcastaway: I know that
maroonedcastaway: and I know your honest
maroonedcastaway: but I would like a straight answer here, are you voting for me tonight?
SurvivorGracie: I have no idea tay
SurvivorGracie: right now I'm tempted to make you all face a purple rock
maroonedcastaway: why?
SurvivorGracie: because both you and tenzil are laying the guilt on me pretty damn thick
SurvivorGracie: and honestly
SurvivorGracie: i don't deserve that
maroonedcastaway: you know we don't have purple rock don't you
maroonedcastaway: it
maroonedcastaway: it's* past votes
maroonedcastaway: and tenzil had a few more than me
SurvivorGracie: the other thing I'm tempted to do
SurvivorGracie: is roll a dice in chat
SurvivorGracie: and make you both pick numbers
SurvivorGracie: I don't do guilt well
maroonedcastaway: I'm not trying to upset you
maroonedcastaway: not put guilt on you
maroonedcastaway: that
SurvivorGracie: this is a HARD vote
maroonedcastaway: 's not what I'm doing
maroonedcastaway: we made a deal at the jamie vote
maroonedcastaway: that you were fully behind
maroonedcastaway: if I had won immunity I would have no doubts that you Jenne and I would be the final three
maroonedcastaway: and would have voted for him over you in a heart beat
maroonedcastaway: I like you and I respect you
maroonedcastaway: but this is upsetting to say the least
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> it would have been easier if you had won
maroonedcastaway: can you see where I
SurvivorGracie: definitely
maroonedcastaway: am coming from*
SurvivorGracie: but what I still think about too .. is how you've been telling me is no way I can beat you at f2
SurvivorGracie: and
SurvivorGracie: I know you would take Jenne over me to f2
SurvivorGracie: and htat's okay
maroonedcastaway: and lucas wouldn't?
SurvivorGracie: its what I would expect you to do
maroonedcastaway: and beth
maroonedcastaway: You have to know I was joking when I was like
maroonedcastaway: " well I'll beat everyone in the final two."
maroonedcastaway: after the ellie fasico you guys were probably beat me
SurvivorGracie: I knew you were ... but it was also something to think about
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: you also know me well enough
SurvivorGracie: that winning isn't the most important thing to me
SurvivorGracie: granted
SurvivorGracie: I'd like to win
SurvivorGracie: but it's not the most important thing
maroonedcastaway: and it's not to me either, I want to, but the most important thing to me was holding up my word to everyone in this game
maroonedcastaway: which I have done to expect for one person , and that was tony
maroonedcastaway: and it was for the advancedment of the alliance
maroonedcastaway: and I would have to hope that the rest of my alliance members would have the same curtesoy
maroonedcastaway: Just look at it this way. Lucas is the jury favorite for some odd reason, you know this as well as I do
maroonedcastaway: you have a much lesser chance of winning with lucas /you/jenne final 3 than you do with a taylor/jenne/you final 3
maroonedcastaway: let's face it, I suck at the challenges
maroonedcastaway: and lucas almost beat you
maroonedcastaway: this time
maroonedcastaway: and he's won twice
SurvivorGracie: I still don't know how I won .. or we didn't have a tie
maroonedcastaway: because you beat him
SurvivorGracie: I don't know taylor ... I'm mighy confused about everything
SurvivorGracie: and I haven't had a chance to talk with Jenne at all hardly
maroonedcastaway: I can asure you Jenne will want to keep me, I don't mean to sound cocky, but we were talking about it last night
SurvivorGracie: 'cause it's been obvious for a while that you and lucas would vote for each other
SurvivorGracie: what'd jenne say?
maroonedcastaway: I asked her if the plan was a go for lucas
maroonedcastaway: and she said " isn't that what it's always been."
maroonedcastaway: I will say this, you can't expect people not to be upset with you if this is how you vote them out every time
SurvivorGracie: what do you mean?
SurvivorGracie: by talking honestly?
maroonedcastaway: no
maroonedcastaway: by making allainces that you aren't sure you can keep and then the day of tribal council saying that you don't know if it can work and that you aren't sure
SurvivorGracie: fuck taylor
SurvivorGracie: how the hell do you think we got this far
SurvivorGracie: we HAD to make people think they were safe until they couldn't do anything else
maroonedcastaway: We got far because we trusted each other, we formed a coehsieve group
SurvivorGracie: that was a small part
SurvivorGracie: the others had to think we weren't a danger to them
SurvivorGracie: and the only way to do that
SurvivorGracie: was to let them think they were safe
maroonedcastaway: well if this is my " let them think he was safe moment" you've done a good job
SurvivorGracie: and for you to insinuate
SurvivorGracie: that that's how I'm treating you is offensive
maroonedcastaway: well it is
SurvivorGracie: no its not
maroonedcastaway: yes it is
SurvivorGracie: and hasn't been how I've dealt with ANY of you
SurvivorGracie: you know me better than that
maroonedcastaway: beth
SurvivorGracie: I've got to go
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 17:07:08 GMT -5
maroonedcastaway: vote for me if you feel you have to
maroonedcastaway: but I have been nothing but honest with you since day 1, and I feel like I've been lied to right now
maroonedcastaway: that may be a strong reaction and I know I'm not winning any points with you
maroonedcastaway: but I honestly don
maroonedcastaway: 't care
SurvivorGracie: bbr
SurvivorGracie: taylor
SurvivorGracie: i have not lied to you
SurvivorGracie: not once
SurvivorGracie: and
SurvivorGracie: when the fuck did I get to be so powerful to decide who gets voted out tonight
SurvivorGracie: and fuck you for trying to make me responsible
maroonedcastaway: because you have imunnity beth
maroonedcastaway: you have immunity in the final four
maroonedcastaway: that's power
SurvivorGracie: there are TWO more votes besides mine
SurvivorGracie: actually THREE
SurvivorGracie: *duh*
maroonedcastaway: and I'm not saying you've lied to me? What were the first two weeks of the game
SurvivorGracie: I didn't want ANYONE to know
SurvivorGracie: NO ONE
maroonedcastaway: but you told Jenne and Lucas
SurvivorGracie: and when I signed up to play this game
SurvivorGracie: I didn't even know anyone else i knew was playing
SurvivorGracie: and tenzil knew
maroonedcastaway: Neither did I
SurvivorGracie: because I had mentioned in passing that I had made a promise
SurvivorGracie: and THEN he told me he was plaing
SurvivorGracie: and then TENZIL told Lis and Jenne
SurvivorGracie: I never told them
SurvivorGracie: I finally told Jenne
SurvivorGracie: that I had to tell you
SurvivorGracie: so don't lay that on me
maroonedcastaway: then why do you want to keep some one who has outted you about five times now to different people around
maroonedcastaway: I'm not getting the logic here
maroonedcastaway: I'm not laying this on you beth, but I just don't apperecaite you saying " Would you be upset if you left tonight?" to me when we made an agreement , the three of us , that two of us are keeping, to vote off lucas at the final four
SurvivorGracie: well guess
SurvivorGracie: guess what*
SurvivorGracie: I said the same thing to lucas
SurvivorGracie: and to jenne
SurvivorGracie: you weren't special
maroonedcastaway: I don't feel special ,but I hate that I've pissed you off, and I hate that I'm mad Beth, but it just hurts that you would think of getting rid of me before the final three when we made a deal
SurvivorGracie: well i hate the fact that i've lied to so many people that are on the jury that they DESPISE me
SurvivorGracie: I hate the fact that no matter who the fuck gets voted out tonight
SurvivorGracie: will also DESPISE me
SurvivorGracie: I hate the fact that I"m hurting someone I care about
SurvivorGracie: I hate the fact that someone I care about is gonig to DESPISE me
SurvivorGracie: no matter which way I go
SurvivorGracie: I hurt someone
SurvivorGracie: someone hates me
SurvivorGracie: WHAT is it you'd like me to DO
maroonedcastaway: It's your vote , I'm not going to be selfish, I would just like to know the truth beth, what has been going on this whole game, because I guess I'm out of the loop
SurvivorGracie: you have not been out of the loop
SurvivorGracie: jest a sec .. work thing going on
SurvivorGracie: I'm not ignoring you
SurvivorGracie: our cash isn't balancing and I have to make sure it does
maroonedcastaway: it's okay
maroonedcastaway: just whenever you get back
SurvivorGracie: I hate it when it doesn't balance
SurvivorGracie: lol
maroonedcastaway: I'm sorry
SurvivorGracie: got it done finally though
SurvivorGracie: still didn't balance
SurvivorGracie: but figured out what went wrong at least
maroonedcastaway: good
maroonedcastaway: glad that's over with
SurvivorGracie: are you gonna be online in about 30 mins?
maroonedcastaway: i will
SurvivorGracie: m'kay .. I"m leaving work
maroonedcastaway: I didn't mean to get upset with you
maroonedcastaway: but just put yourself in my shoes
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> the thing is taylor .. I understand
SurvivorGracie: 'cause I DO put myself in your shoes
SurvivorGracie: that's what people don't get about me
SurvivorGracie: I *FEEL* what I vote
SurvivorGracie: never think this is easy
maroonedcastaway: I know it isn't easy
maroonedcastaway: it's not easy for me tonight
SurvivorGracie: I will never be kamiyan
SurvivorGracie: the long-lasting affect of Camp Hell is still with me
SurvivorGracie: I don't forget
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> I have to scoot though .. they're kicking me outta here
SurvivorGracie: I'll be home in abotu 1/2 hour
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 18:05:41 GMT -5
taylorserveshard: Hey
taylorserveshard: YOu know what
SurvivorGracie: hey
SurvivorGracie: what?
taylorserveshard: you could have told me when I asked you
taylorserveshard: you didn't have to be a coward
SurvivorGracie: I wasn't being a coward
taylorserveshard: I am turly hurt
SurvivorGracie: as am i
taylorserveshard: then what were you
SurvivorGracie: I told you
SurvivorGracie: I hadn't talked to jenne
taylorserveshard: that's not what she said
taylorserveshard: she said you two talked last night
taylorserveshard: and it was me
taylorserveshard: and you two were closer to mike
SurvivorGracie: you know what
SurvivorGracie: I'm giving my immunity
SurvivorGracie: you 3 vote me the hell out
SurvivorGracie: I'm done
taylorserveshard: don't
SurvivorGracie: taylor
SurvivorGracie: i'm tired of your guilt
SurvivorGracie: i'm tired of mike's guilt
SurvivorGracie: i'm done
SurvivorGracie: and
SurvivorGracie: when I said something to you today
SurvivorGracie: you went off on me
SurvivorGracie: and I listened to what you had to say
SurvivorGracie: that's not being a coward
taylorserveshard: but you could have told me something
Auto response from SurvivorGracie: I've run away from everything.
taylorserveshard is away at 6:03:41 PM.
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 19:09:46 GMT -5
JenneUCSC: taylor isnt my friend anymore apparently
JenneUCSC: and neither of us are getting his vote at the end
SurvivorGracie: that's what he told me too
JenneUCSC: *shrugs*
JenneUCSC: i'm losing friends left and right in this game
JenneUCSC: and i just dont give a fuck anymore
JenneUCSC: i was his friend when he voted me out
JenneUCSC: a friend worth having doesnt abondon the friendship on a lark
JenneUCSC: but this whole thing sux butt
SurvivorGracie: here's what I'm doing
JenneUCSC: i have to run and pick kid up. will you be here in a lil?
SurvivorGracie: I"m giving up immunity
SurvivorGracie: you 3 vote me out
JenneUCSC: what?
JenneUCSC: no way
SurvivorGracie: I'm tried of taylor's guilt
SurvivorGracie: i'm tired of mikey's guilt
JenneUCSC: i will not let you quit
SurvivorGracie: they both will take you to f2
JenneUCSC: no they wont
SurvivorGracie: and I will vote for you
JenneUCSC: taylor will not take me now
JenneUCSC: i have to go
JenneUCSC: i will be back in 15/20mins
JenneUCSC: dont do anything!
JenneUCSC is away at 5:57:04 PM.
JenneUCSC returned at 6:16:19 PM.
SurvivorGracie: wanna know what gets to me
JenneUCSC: oh good you are still here
SurvivorGracie: taylor goes for guilt
SurvivorGracie: and lucas says
SurvivorGracie: its a game
JenneUCSC: beth if you want to give up your immunity, that is your choice
JenneUCSC: but taylor is going tonight
JenneUCSC: i will not let you quit
JenneUCSC: to save him
SurvivorGracie: I'm voting out Taylor
SurvivorGracie: the difference in their responses is what decided me
JenneUCSC: good!
SurvivorGracie: *grin* and besides
SurvivorGracie: taylor will have to vote for one of us in the end
SurvivorGracie: I'm sure Beth in socotra will now get terrible editing
SurvivorGracie: what am I missing out on?
JenneUCSC: missing?
SurvivorGracie: lol .. you were just quiet
SurvivorGracie: did you get my text message?
JenneUCSC: taylor is talking to me now
JenneUCSC: i didnt
JenneUCSC: sorry
SurvivorGracie: what's taylor got to say?
JenneUCSC: i guess he will still be my friend
JenneUCSC: but he's pissed
JenneUCSC: and making sure i know it
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> the jury will love the fact that someone in our own alliance hates us
SurvivorGracie: taylor isn't talking to me at all
JenneUCSC: i am sure
JenneUCSC: i guess i made him cry
SurvivorGracie: well .. he made me cry
JenneUCSC: awwww
JenneUCSC: beth! *hugs*
JenneUCSC: i wont let him
JenneUCSC: i meant it when i said i wasnt letting anyone else make me cry
SurvivorGracie: I thought I meant it
SurvivorGracie: guess I didn't figure on my friends doing this
JenneUCSC: he's gonna say something harsh at TC tonight
JenneUCSC: he just warned me
SurvivorGracie: taylor?
JenneUCSC: yep
SurvivorGracie: well .. ain't that sporting of him
JenneUCSC: *nods*
JenneUCSC: well i think the only chance we have to win is against each other
JenneUCSC: lol
SurvivorGracie: lol
JenneUCSC: :-(
JenneUCSC: text me after TC? will synopsis?
JenneUCSC: i'll read transcript @ break
SurvivorGracie: oh god
SurvivorGracie: I have to face them alone
JenneUCSC: :-(
JenneUCSC: i physically hurt right now
JenneUCSC: i can barely breath
JenneUCSC: and my body aches
JenneUCSC: and this is not fun
JenneUCSC: *pouts*
SurvivorGracie: I'm just ......
SurvivorGracie: I don't even know what I am
JenneUCSC: damn him. he made me cry
SurvivorGracie: what'd he say?
SurvivorGracie: ya know
SurvivorGracie: I felt bad
SurvivorGracie: now I'm getting mad
SurvivorGracie: if we told tenz we were voting him out
SurvivorGracie: he'd say
SurvivorGracie: its a game
SurvivorGracie: if we voted you out
SurvivorGracie: you'd say
SurvivorGracie: its a game
SurvivorGracie: if you voted me out
SurvivorGracie: its a game
SurvivorGracie: we vote out taylor
SurvivorGracie: and he goes insane
JenneUCSC: no its not bad tears
JenneUCSC: its good
JenneUCSC: we are healing
SurvivorGracie: ?
SurvivorGracie: I'm jealous
SurvivorGracie: i want healing
SurvivorGracie: but I'm glad for you : )
JenneUCSC: this goes back to tonga for us
SurvivorGracie: what happened?
JenneUCSC: just resolving a lot of past issues. and i cant stop crying
SurvivorGracie: *hugs jenne*
JenneUCSC: i dont know if i've ever pouting as much as i am right now
SurvivorGracie: wh
SurvivorGracie: why why why are you pouting?
JenneUCSC: cause i feel sad
JenneUCSC: really deeply inside of me
SurvivorGracie: what can I do to help?
JenneUCSC: just be my friend and remind me now and then that i am in fact a good person
SurvivorGracie: that's easy!
SurvivorGracie: you are a good person
SurvivorGracie: and no matter what
SurvivorGracie: I will be your friend
SurvivorGracie: and if people don't see your goodness
SurvivorGracie: it's cause they're wearing blinders
JenneUCSC: :-) thank you for being my friend throughout all this
JenneUCSC: i could not have made it thru all this w/o you by my side
SurvivorGracie: same here
SurvivorGracie: without you!
JenneUCSC: i need to finish up here at work now my dear
JenneUCSC: so i'm gonna scoot
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
JenneUCSC: *ginormous hug* congrats on making the f3! goodluck tonight!
JenneUCSC: and you are keeping immun right?
JenneUCSC: so i wont bother with a 2nd vote in my early voting
SurvivorGracie: yeah
SurvivorGracie: it would be chicken to give it up
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 19:34:05 GMT -5
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> it doesn't even matter what the fuck I do
SurvivorGracie: so I take you're just not gonna speak to me
SurvivorGracie: okay
taylorserveshard: Gracie , Beth
taylorserveshard: It's not that I just don't want to speak to you
taylorserveshard: it's just that I'm fed up with this
taylorserveshard: you and Jenne have made your bed
taylorserveshard: you may think you are both playing the game everyone else has, but you're not
taylorserveshard: but it's time for you both to lay down in what you've made soon
taylorserveshard: and I can't wait to be there
SurvivorGracie: what you need to realize taylor
SurvivorGracie: is without me and jenne
SurvivorGracie: you wouldn't be here
SurvivorGracie: you would have been voted out a long time ago
taylorserveshard: see you both say that
SurvivorGracie: because its true
taylorserveshard: but that may or may not be true
taylorserveshard: when would I have been voted off actually?
SurvivorGracie: you would have been voted out instead of kelley
SurvivorGracie: or jamie
SurvivorGracie: both times they had votes to vote you out
SurvivorGracie: and there was once pre-merge
taylorserveshard: well good for them
taylorserveshard: there was always once for everyone
SurvivorGracie: jenne and I did what we had to do
taylorserveshard: I could have voted you off beth
taylorserveshard: I could have
SurvivorGracie: you could have
taylorserveshard: the final seven there was a coup against you
taylorserveshard: and the final eight
taylorserveshard: and I was the swing vot
taylorserveshard: vote*
taylorserveshard: and I didn't
taylorserveshard: because I thought we had a final three
SurvivorGracie: fine taylor
SurvivorGracie: have immunity
SurvivorGracie: have a great life
taylorserveshard: I don't want it
SurvivorGracie: never talk to me agin
taylorserveshard: I want to talk to you again
taylorserveshard: i just want you to realize that you aren't immune to this, everyone in this game could have been voted off
taylorserveshard: we always could have gotten the votes against someone
SurvivorGracie: taylor
SurvivorGracie: i have never treated anyone the way you are treating me
taylorserveshard: so saying that does nothing
SurvivorGracie: not once
SurvivorGracie: not never
taylorserveshard: I'm not treating you anyway
SurvivorGracie: bullshit
taylorserveshard: I'm being honest
taylorserveshard: I like you
taylorserveshard: I really do
SurvivorGracie: you like me
SurvivorGracie: but I'm not allowed to play
SurvivorGracie: i understand
SurvivorGracie: fine
taylorserveshard: I never said you couldn't play beth
taylorserveshard: there's a fine line between playing and toying with peoples emontions
SurvivorGracie: and guess what
SurvivorGracie: I have NOT done that to you
taylorserveshard: you may think that
taylorserveshard: but you have
taylorserveshard: I've made peace with it
taylorserveshard: I could have gotten really nasty and threatened to change your editting in Socotra, or even worse, but I didn't because I respect you, I just wish you guys would have told me earlier
SurvivorGracie: told you earlier when?
SurvivorGracie: immunity was decided last fucking night
SurvivorGracie: ANY GODDAMN THING COULD HAVE HAPPENED
taylorserveshard: umm Jenne told me you two talked last night
SurvivorGracie: and I fully expect my editing in Socotra now will suck
SurvivorGracie: so fucking waht
SurvivorGracie: write me any godamman way you want
taylorserveshard: I asked you this afternoon if it was me
taylorserveshard: and you couldn't give me a straight answer
SurvivorGracie: Taylor .. give me a fucking break
SurvivorGracie: I was listening to you!
taylorserveshard: and that's what set me off, because I knew talking to you last night it was me
SurvivorGracie: well guess what
SurvivorGracie: I didn't
taylorserveshard: I understand that
SurvivorGracie: I did NOT know last night
SurvivorGracie: you were talked about
SurvivorGracie: tenzile was talked about
SurvivorGracie: i told jenne we need to talk to both of you today
SurvivorGracie: that's where I left it
taylorserveshard: that's fine
SurvivorGracie: so go somoke that
taylorserveshard: Beth, I've made peace with it
SurvivorGracie: yeah
taylorserveshard: and I'm sorry I snapped at you earlier
SurvivorGracie: it really sounds it
taylorserveshard: I shouldn't have
taylorserveshard: but you upset me and I snapped
SurvivorGracie: well happy you
taylorserveshard: and I'm sorry for that
SurvivorGracie: you've been making me cry all afternoon
SurvivorGracie: weeha
taylorserveshard: and you think I haven't cried
SurvivorGracie: and all I did
SurvivorGracie: was simply ask you the same fucking question I asked both jenne and tenzil
SurvivorGracie: and you know what the major difference was
SurvivorGracie: jenne and tenz both said
SurvivorGracie: "its a game"
SurvivorGracie: "friends are more"
SurvivorGracie: and you
SurvivorGracie: went off on me
SurvivorGracie: in a major way
taylorserveshard: you kicked me when I was down last week with the kyle vote
taylorserveshard: and that made me doubt you two
SurvivorGracie: so yay
taylorserveshard: and I'm sorry if I went off
SurvivorGracie: you get to vote me out tonight instead
taylorserveshard: and I'm sorry I didn't it's just a game
SurvivorGracie: and I hope you can live with THAT
taylorserveshard: but it is just a game. and guess what I wanted to play that game to my bitter end
SurvivorGracie: and you now get to
taylorserveshard: beth, what I said to you today wasn't personal, it's just what i said ealier was true. I haven't felt as close to you as I know you have to Jenne and Mike, so them saying it was a game was fine
taylorserveshard: and dandy
taylorserveshard: but to me I'm a compeitive person, and I agrue the most with the people I respect the most
SurvivorGracie: I know exactly where I stand with all 3 of you
SurvivorGracie: 2nd place
SurvivorGracie: always
SurvivorGracie: I KNEW that
SurvivorGracie: I ACCEPTED that
SurvivorGracie: I always knew I wouldn't get to f2
SurvivorGracie: that's been a no-brainer to me
SurvivorGracie: but I wasn't going to lay down and die
taylorserveshard: well then neither was I
SurvivorGracie: and out of anyone
SurvivorGracie: you should know that I have ALWAYS considered friends more important
taylorserveshard: and so when I felt threatened I attacked I tried to prove why I was more worthy
SurvivorGracie: than a game
SurvivorGracie: ALWAYS
SurvivorGracie: I just wish my friends felt the same about me
taylorserveshard: I know this Beth
SurvivorGracie: I guess I've learned ~ again ~ the hard way.
taylorserveshard: Beth are you more important to me than winning this game
taylorserveshard: YES
taylorserveshard: my god, yes
taylorserveshard: I thought that went understood with the four of us
SurvivorGracie: I thought so too
SurvivorGracie: until today
taylorserveshard: I'm sorry you feel I treated you badly
taylorserveshard: I shouldn't have snapped the way I did, but I wanted to prove my worth
SurvivorGracie: I understand that
taylorserveshard: and I wanted to show that you needed to keep me
SurvivorGracie: but making me feel guilty and like an awful person wasn't the way to do that
taylorserveshard: I didn't mean it to come off that way
SurvivorGracie: jenne has already done her vote so I can't change hers
SurvivorGracie: I'm taking a self vote
taylorserveshard: I don't think your a horrible person
SurvivorGracie: so vote for me
SurvivorGracie: and I'm out
SurvivorGracie: it will be over
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
taylorserveshard: you have immunity
SurvivorGracie: taylor all day you've told me how awful I am
SurvivorGracie: how badly I've treated people
SurvivorGracie: after tonight
SurvivorGracie: I"m disappearing for a good long while
taylorserveshard: yes because I felt like i had to speak for those 5 jury members who couldn't talk
SurvivorGracie: well yay for you
taylorserveshard: I'm not saying your an awful person
taylorserveshard: because you aren't
SurvivorGracie: those jury members can speak for themselves when they vote
taylorserveshard: you are a great person
SurvivorGracie: what I did to vote them out was all about getting us 4 HERE
SurvivorGracie: and yay
SurvivorGracie: look at us now
SurvivorGracie: aren't we happy
taylorserveshard: but I just don't like how you've played the game, but I still have respect for you so much
SurvivorGracie: so you'd rather I played the game and just let them vote you or mikey out
taylorserveshard: I saw what happened in Socotra and anyone that can come from as far down and out as you were will never lose my respect
SurvivorGracie: I should have let the girls vote out jenne at the first vote
SurvivorGracie: I PLAYED this game
SurvivorGracie: start to finish
SurvivorGracie: I played
SurvivorGracie: and ALWAYS
taylorserveshard: great job
taylorserveshard: you played
SurvivorGracie: the intent was us 4
taylorserveshard: but look at the cost
SurvivorGracie: yeah
SurvivorGracie: the cost is my friends .. who I played fucking FOR
SurvivorGracie: telling me what a pile of shit I am
SurvivorGracie: aren't I lucky
taylorserveshard: Beth you aren't a pile of shit
taylorserveshard: you are a shining star and that sounds so cleeshay but you will always be one
SurvivorGracie: people see "beth"
SurvivorGracie: people expect "beth" to be one certain way
SurvivorGracie: and if I do anything else
SurvivorGracie: well then
taylorserveshard: No that's not
SurvivorGracie: obviously I'm not who I'm supposed to be
taylorserveshard: it
SurvivorGracie: I HATE being Beth
SurvivorGracie: i have to go
taylorserveshard: go, but you hating being you is a problem bigger than this game
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: you don't get it at all
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 19:34:22 GMT -5
SurvivorGracie: I'm planning on giving up immunity
Auto response from LucasHorowitz: phone.
SurvivorGracie: you 3 vote me out
LucasHorowitz returned at 6:05:03 PM.
LucasHorowitz: NO
SurvivorGracie: oh yes
LucasHorowitz: thats not right
SurvivorGracie: you 3 are my friends
SurvivorGracie: and I'm tired of the guilt
LucasHorowitz: you have nothing to feel guilty of
SurvivorGracie: and I'm not losing a friend over this goddamn game
LucasHorowitz: if Taylor implied that he is not a friend
SurvivorGracie: taylor told me he will vote for you over either jenne or i
SurvivorGracie: and is purely pissed
LucasHorowitz: so why reward that?
SurvivorGracie: because I'm TIRED
SurvivorGracie: a game is NOT worth this
SurvivorGracie: not to me
SurvivorGracie: not ever
LucasHorowitz: *shakes head*
LucasHorowitz: I understand if you fo that
LucasHorowitz: but I don't like that he's put you in that place
SurvivorGracie: welcome to my personal hell
SurvivorGracie: he also told me that he totally understands why the jury hates me
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
LucasHorowitz: you are a good person
SurvivorGracie: he didn't understand at all that we had to make people FEEL safe until we voted them out
SurvivorGracie: and I'm crying in my beer now
LucasHorowitz: and he's using your emotions against you
LucasHorowitz: and you are rewarding him
SurvivorGracie: hooray
SurvivorGracie: it worked
SurvivorGracie: I tried to tell him today
SurvivorGracie: I asked him the same thing I asked you
SurvivorGracie: "how upset would you be if you were voted out"
SurvivorGracie: and he went off on me
LucasHorowitz: I didn't go off
SurvivorGracie: I know
LucasHorowitz: because its a game
SurvivorGracie: you said
SurvivorGracie: "its a game"
LucasHorowitz: if he wants to make it more then that--fine
LucasHorowitz: but I don't like that you're justifying it
SurvivorGracie: its self-preservation
LucasHorowitz: we three started this and we three should be at the end
SurvivorGracie: he also used the fact that he didn't know who I was at the beginning against me
SurvivorGracie: friends are more important to me
SurvivorGracie: I just wish I were as important to those same friends
SurvivorGracie: brb
LucasHorowitz: you are to me
LucasHorowitz: ok
SurvivorGracie: back
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: are you talking with jenne? or taylor?
LucasHorowitz: I talked to taylor. I am resisting kicking his teeth in.
LucasHorowitz: and Jenne is upset and furious with taylor for doing what he's doing
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> guess I'll show my ugly face
SurvivorGracie: the jury will love the fact that someone in our own alliance now hates us
LucasHorowitz: I only saw your face once it was adorable
SurvivorGracie: taylor isn't talking to me at all
LucasHorowitz: he's an ass
SurvivorGracie: "beth" in socotra will now look awful
LucasHorowitz: I'll talk to chris
SurvivorGracie: ya know .. if you 3 had told me you were voting me out at this point
SurvivorGracie: I would have said .. okay ... good game
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: and so would i
LucasHorowitz: and so would jenne
LucasHorowitz: we've always been honest with one another and what not
SurvivorGracie: I'm not going to play all-stars though
LucasHorowitz: we'd never claim to *like* it but we knew it was a game and understood that
LucasHorowitz: oh man
LucasHorowitz: we'd be dead
SurvivorGracie: I don't even care if I were first out
SurvivorGracie: I'm just not doing this anymore
SurvivorGracie: I'm not playing with people I know
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
LucasHorowitz: for real this time?
SurvivorGracie: for real and always
SurvivorGracie: and to be honest
SurvivorGracie: if I had known all of you guys were playing
SurvivorGracie: I wouldn't have done this one either
LucasHorowitz: I know
SurvivorGracie: not after IS
SurvivorGracie: Taylor totally doesn't get it
SurvivorGracie: and he watched my entire Socotra game
LucasHorowitz: he doesn't, i know
SurvivorGracie: he should KNOW who I am
LucasHorowitz: he sees his side
LucasHorowitz: no other
SurvivorGracie: evidently taylor is going to go off on us at tc tonight
LucasHorowitz: jerk
LucasHorowitz: even kyle had more class
SurvivorGracie: I said to jenne
SurvivorGracie: "well .. ain't that sporting of him"
LucasHorowitz: want me to stick up for you?
SurvivorGracie: only if you want
LucasHorowitz: I'll stay quiet but then but if you want me to leap in you just whistle
SurvivorGracie: well
SurvivorGracie: at least we've handed you another vote at final tc
LucasHorowitz: i know you two think i'm insane
LucasHorowitz: but I still think you two could win against me
SurvivorGracie: know what
SurvivorGracie: I don't even care anymore
LucasHorowitz: :-(
SurvivorGracie: go thank taylor
LucasHorowitz: nope
LucasHorowitz: he made beth and jenne sad
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: I hate everything right now
LucasHorowitz: :-(
LucasHorowitz: *wishes he could make it all better*
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: the final seven there was a coup against you
taylorserveshard: and the final eight
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: and I was the swing vot
taylorserveshard: vote*
taylorserveshard: and I didn't
SurvivorGracie: SurvivorGracie: fine taylor
SurvivorGracie: have immunity
SurvivorGracie: have a great life
taylorserveshard: I don't want it
SurvivorGracie: never talk to me agin
taylorserveshard: I want to talk to you again
SurvivorGracie: it's the same fucking bullshit
LucasHorowitz: *sigh*
SurvivorGracie: beth has to be nice
SurvivorGracie: beth can't play
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: and that sucks
LucasHorowitz: it totally sucks
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: I could have gotten really nasty and threatened to change your editting in Socotra, or even worse, but I didn't because I respect you, I just wish you guys would have told me earlier
LucasHorowitz: i hate his sense of entitlement
LucasHorowitz: i really do
SurvivorGracie: I hate to do this
SurvivorGracie: but in order to avoid a tie
SurvivorGracie: can I throw my vote at you?
SurvivorGracie: you and taylor vote for me
SurvivorGracie: jenne votes for taylor
LucasHorowitz: no
SurvivorGracie: okay
SurvivorGracie: I'll take a self-vote
LucasHorowitz: me and jenne do not want taylor to be rewarded for being a prick to you two
LucasHorowitz: NO
SurvivorGracie: you talk to him
SurvivorGracie: i'm out
LucasHorowitz: ok
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 20:24:19 GMT -5
taylorserveshard: I will say something that I think we can all agree on... Survivor really does Suck
SurvivorGracie: I don't even want to watch the show
taylorserveshard: I'm going to
taylorserveshard: but I really don't either
SurvivorGracie: taylor .. I'm sorry I hurt you
SurvivorGracie: I wouldn't want that for anything
SurvivorGracie: I have never meant to hurt anyone
taylorserveshard: Do you know why I was so hurt when I found out it was me and that jenne said you had forgotten to tell me
taylorserveshard: because that's what happened in season 2
SurvivorGracie: she said WHAT
taylorserveshard: she said that you two had picked me to go late last night
taylorserveshard: and that you just didn't tell me
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
taylorserveshard: that's why I was so upset with you
SurvivorGracie: I'll deal with that later I guess
taylorserveshard: because the one thing that makes me so upset is people knowning that they are getting rid of me
SurvivorGracie: taylor
taylorserveshard: and when I ask they don't admit it
taylorserveshard: and I know you didn't
taylorserveshard: and I'm cool with
taylorserveshard: alright I need to go
taylorserveshard: see you in an hour
taylorserveshard is away at 7:56:25 PM.
SurvivorGracie: what am I supposed to do tonight
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 20:59:13 GMT -5
Beth: I need a shoulder
Tenzil: *gives a shoulder*
Tenzil: (and a hug)
Beth: thanks
Tenzil: anything for beth
Beth: after this game
Beth: I'm gonna disappear for a while
Beth: I just
Beth: i'm not kamiyan
Tenzil: but i like talking to you :-(
Beth: I don't know what I'm supposed to do tonight
Tenzil: you're suppose to be strong and not let someone guilt you into hurting yourself
Tenzil: he's suppose to be a friend, not a dick
Beth: he says I've lied to him all game
Beth: just like i've lied to everyone
Tenzil: like hell
Beth: and that he could have easilu voted me out at least twice
Beth: at f8 and f7
Tenzil: I doubt it
Beth: he said there was an uprising against me
Tenzil: i never heard word of it
Tenzil: nor did jenne
Beth: nor kyle
Beth: nor steve
Tenzil: i'm sure your name was mentioned
Tenzil: but it wouldn't be the game if it wasn't
Beth: everyone's name was being mentioned at some point
Beth: he also said
Beth: he should have voted with ellie
Beth: and he could have gotten me out
Beth: 'cause you would have voted me out too
Tenzil: oh like hell
Tenzil: not a chance
Tenzil: not a chance in hell
Tenzil: and you know that
Beth: *nods*
Tenzil: I would have turned on Taylor in a heartbeat
Beth: also assures me that you wil take jenne to f2
Beth: but then says he will too
Beth: i mean
Tenzil: I will...take who I want
Tenzil: and I still don't know who that is
Beth: at f3 .. if he was immune
Tenzil: i'm toast
Beth: how would he feel if I was acting like he is
Tenzil: he'd call you a sore loser or a baby or something and its "just a game"
Beth: basically
Tenzil: but you wouldn't
Tenzil: cause you're cool like dat
Beth: nope
Beth: I wouldn't
Tenzil: Beth = awesome
Beth: lol .... at least you'll have loads of friend
Beth: i'm seriously shaking
Beth: i'm so upset
Beth: i'm just shaking
Tenzil: *hugs Beth extra-tight*
Beth: *smiles*
Tenzil: whatcha think of the *real* show?
Tenzil: interesting!
Beth: jenne just called
Beth: this is a TOUGH challenge
Beth: color me happy I'm not doing it
Beth: who goes bye bye?
Beth: would it be terrible awful if I skipped our tc tonight *grin*
Tenzil: jeff maybe?
Tenzil: um....as logn as you put your vote in for taylor
Tenzil: I understand not wanting to be ragged on
Tenzil: and I wouldn't put you through it needlessly
Beth: as long as you're there and help shut him up
Tenzil: I will
Beth: knowing that either jenne or i will be in f2
Tenzil: if you want me to jump in you whistle and I'll unleash the hounds
Beth: I feel very bad for whoever it is
Beth: because he will positively poison the jury against us
Tenzil: I don't think any of us three are gonna get by unscathed
Tenzil: everyone wants to be the bad ass
Beth: let 'em
Beth: I have a feeling I"m gonna be like
Beth: "fuck you"
Beth: omg
Beth: he's gonna quit
Tenzil: YOU IDIOTS
Tenzil: he's giving you a free pass!
Beth: lol
Tenzil: who goes? dumb or dumber?
Beth: lol .. either one is fine
Tenzil: she's asking for it
Beth: i'd vote for her to show her she ain't so safe
Beth: yay .. Angie is covered UP
Tenzil: good call
Tenzil: but kim better pick up her freakin' pace
Beth: yeah
Beth: you know
Beth: people on 1,2,3 would not have quit over a hurt ankle
Tenzil: well...he didn't quit. he just asked for mercy
Tenzil: and i respect that more
Beth: *nods
Beth: did you see treemail?
Tenzil: is it an everquest challenge? :-)
Beth: ;YES!
Beth: in fact, it is
Beth: karen loves me
Beth: lol
Beth: NOT
Beth: looks like a typing challenge
Tenzil: well i'm doomed
Tenzil: :-)
Beth: lol
Beth: depends on how they do it
Beth: IF that's it
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 22:00:58 GMT -5
taylorserveshard: hey
SurvivorGracie: hey
taylorserveshard: I think we should all just not vote and self vote and do a challenge to see who goes
SurvivorGracie: jenne's already voted
taylorserveshard: she votes for me
taylorserveshard: I vote for her
taylorserveshard: lucas doesn't vote and neither do you
taylorserveshard: lol
SurvivorGracie: have you suggested that to tenzil?
taylorserveshard: no
SurvivorGracie: I'm still immune though
taylorserveshard: true
taylorserveshard: but it takes it out of our hands
taylorserveshard: lol , why didn't we think about that before
SurvivorGracie: what did Tenzil say?
SurvivorGracie: you said this afternoon it would be decided by past votes
SurvivorGracie: not a challenge
taylorserveshard: he hasn't responded
taylorserveshard: let me ask her
taylorserveshard: I know in the past it has
taylorserveshard: but who knows here
SurvivorGracie: how did you approach it with Tenzil?
taylorserveshard: he said he would
taylorserveshard: but if it's past votes then he doesn't want to
SurvivorGracie: one problem though
SurvivorGracie: jenne's not here to participate
SurvivorGracie: did you tell Tenzil it was my idea?
taylorserveshard: they'll wait until she gets back I'm sure
taylorserveshard: I said it was my idea
SurvivorGracie: ah
taylorserveshard: but you told me to ask him
SurvivorGracie: yeah
taylorserveshard: it would be cool if it was a challenge
taylorserveshard: this sucks
SurvivorGracie: I know
SurvivorGracie: I have a feeling that someone from pre-merge is talking to the jury
taylorserveshard: yes but you somehow find tc meaningless if you are going
SurvivorGracie: I thought you were going to rip me apart tonight?
taylorserveshard: just about 10 minutes
taylorserveshard: not worth my time or my energy
SurvivorGracie: um, thanks?
taylorserveshard: lol
SurvivorGracie: you know I play all heart
taylorserveshard: I do, but I also will be honest out of the three of you you will need to work the hardess for my vote
SurvivorGracie: well .. I don't even expect to BE in f2
SurvivorGracie: and if by miracle I get there
SurvivorGracie: I don't expect a single vote
SurvivorGracie: and whether you vote for me or not
SurvivorGracie: doesn't impact our friendship a single bit
taylorserveshard: I'll vote for jenne if you vote for lucas so it won't be 3-1, lol
taylorserveshard: you know you have to keep me up to date with the final three stuff
SurvivorGracie: I do adore you
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 22:01:15 GMT -5
LucasHorowitz: clowns!
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: how do you feel about clowns?
LucasHorowitz: they no scare me
SurvivorGracie: yay
LucasHorowitz: i know the scared CJ and I always teased her about it
SurvivorGracie: omg
SurvivorGracie: I cannot imagine saying to someone
SurvivorGracie: "I'm so beautiful"
LucasHorowitz: well when you have it like us we don't have to brag ;-)
SurvivorGracie: I don't like him
SurvivorGracie: can I slap him?
LucasHorowitz: yes
LucasHorowitz: you may
SurvivorGracie: thank you
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: I have to root for Audrey now
LucasHorowitz: hard not to
SurvivorGracie: which team did the clowns?
LucasHorowitz: i think it was net worth
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: magna was smart
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: I think we should all just not vote and self vote and do a challenge to see who goes
SurvivorGracie: jenne's already voted
taylorserveshard: she votes for me
taylorserveshard: I vote for her
taylorserveshard: lucas doesn't vote and neither do you
taylorserveshard: lol
SurvivorGracie: have you suggested that to tenzil?
taylorserveshard: no
SurvivorGracie: I'm still immune though
taylorserveshard: true
taylorserveshard: but it takes it out of our hands
LucasHorowitz: lol
LucasHorowitz: he just said it was YOUR idea
SurvivorGracie: WHAT
LucasHorowitz: taylorserveshard: Beth thinks we should all not vote and let a challenge decide
SurvivorGracie: SurvivorGracie: what did Tenzil say?
SurvivorGracie: you said this afternoon it would be decided by past votes
SurvivorGracie: not a challenge
taylorserveshard: he hasn't responded
SurvivorGracie: it's an evil way for him to get you out
LucasHorowitz: yes
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: I know in the past it has
taylorserveshard: but who knows here
SurvivorGracie: how did you approach it with Tenzil?
taylorserveshard: he said he would
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: but if it's past votes then he doesn't want to
LucasHorowitz: um no
LucasHorowitz: I said i wasn't crazy about the idea
LucasHorowitz: and that was why
SurvivorGracie: SurvivorGracie: jenne's not here to participate
SurvivorGracie: did you tell Tenzil it was my idea?
taylorserveshard: they'll wait until she gets back I'm sure
taylorserveshard: I said it was my idea
SurvivorGracie: ah
LucasHorowitz: lol
LucasHorowitz: too bad i c/p him
SurvivorGracie: Magna is so winning
LucasHorowitz: they so did
SurvivorGracie: especially with the "chew" going on
SurvivorGracie: woah
LucasHorowitz: someone is bitter
LucasHorowitz: wait til he finds out it was blind luck
SurvivorGracie: how *did* he find out?
LucasHorowitz: ellie told me jenne and taylor knew one another on her last day
LucasHorowitz: and our real names were in the last tc
LucasHorowitz: doesn't take much
SurvivorGracie: yeah
LucasHorowitz: ashlle helped I'm sure
LucasHorowitz: OUCH
SurvivorGracie: suck up .. and pucker those lips *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: yikes
LucasHorowitz: he really believes I might be going
LucasHorowitz: *was
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: he doesn't realize jenne and I kept him IN the game
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: if i had picked tribes he was getting tossed to the wolves
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: how the hell does he think he was kept so safe
SurvivorGracie: because everyone ELSE felt safe
SurvivorGracie: so they didn't make a move against us
SurvivorGracie: O M G
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Post by gracie on Mar 3, 2005 23:38:37 GMT -5
SurvivorGracie: why would taylor lie to me about his idea?
SurvivorGracie: and
SurvivorGracie: lie to you too
SurvivorGracie: that was just stupid on his part
LucasHorowitz: i think he saw the game HIS way
LucasHorowitz: and only HIS way
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: he asked me to keep him informed of all the final three happenings
SurvivorGracie: I thought to myself
SurvivorGracie: yeah, right
SurvivorGracie: and get KICKED out of the game for it
LucasHorowitz: lol
LucasHorowitz: this si what will happen
LucasHorowitz: if you win--you take me (i think?)
LucasHorowitz: jenne--takes me
LucasHorowitz: if i win--shoot myself
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: sounds like you don't want to win
LucasHorowitz: I know you both understand and support any choice i make
SurvivorGracie: well yeah
SurvivorGracie: GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME
LucasHorowitz: but it doesn't mean I'm going to not feel bad either way
LucasHorowitz: oh I know
LucasHorowitz: but it will be the first hard vote i ever cast
SurvivorGracie: whatever you decide is FINE
SurvivorGracie: whatever Jenne decides is FINE
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: and same to you
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: and for taylor to be preaching about our alliance
SurvivorGracie: I almost barfed on him
LucasHorowitz: I love my girls thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: I'm wondering if they've made the leap to tenzil from mikey yet?
SurvivorGracie: um
SurvivorGracie: by now yes
SurvivorGracie: taylor will tell
LucasHorowitz: i mean, Taylor will do that
LucasHorowitz: but I wonder if they know now
SurvivorGracie: ashlee
SurvivorGracie: I'm sure she blabbed
LucasHorowitz: probably
LucasHorowitz: oh well
LucasHorowitz: looks liek only Kyle really hates us
SurvivorGracie: they have to vote for one of us
LucasHorowitz: and i don't care what he thinks :-)
SurvivorGracie: I liked him
SurvivorGracie: *shrug*
SurvivorGracie: but my life won't end without him
LucasHorowitz: i'm telling you
LucasHorowitz: if he foud friends here they would ALL do the same
SurvivorGracie: you blocked taylor?
LucasHorowitz: on this list? yes
LucasHorowitz: just to keep it tidy
LucasHorowitz: and only taylorserveshard
LucasHorowitz: he can still im me with anothe rnick if he wanted
SurvivorGracie: there's an announcement in our tribe folder
LucasHorowitz: about time?
SurvivorGracie: yeah
LucasHorowitz: i want to do it as soon as possible
LucasHorowitz: contain the damage taylor might do
LucasHorowitz: whatever time you and jenne can agree on i can make work
SurvivorGracie: the only time I can't do it is Saturday from about 3 pm to 8 pm
LucasHorowitz: so friday afternoon/morning....late saturday...or sunday
SurvivorGracie: no .. I work on Friday
SurvivorGracie: I better modify
LucasHorowitz: well ok then
LucasHorowitz: lol
LucasHorowitz: late saturday or sunday
SurvivorGracie: yeah
SurvivorGracie: basically
LucasHorowitz: gotta get done soon!
LucasHorowitz: Gracie needs to get down to Mexico!
SurvivorGracie: too bad jenne's not online now
LucasHorowitz: i am guessing we'll be done monday or tuesday
SurvivorGracie: I hope so
SurvivorGracie: I'm going to NEED this vacation
LucasHorowitz: I want you to enjoy every last second :-)
SurvivorGracie: the word survivor won't be anywhere near me
LucasHorowitz: what about "pina colada"?
SurvivorGracie: nah .. hate coconut
SurvivorGracie: margaritas
SurvivorGracie: and fuzzy navels
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: taylor told me on his way out
SurvivorGracie: that out of the 3 left
SurvivorGracie: I would have to work the hardest for his vote
SurvivorGracie: i just said
SurvivorGracie: so don't vote for me
LucasHorowitz: good
LucasHorowitz: bout time you stood up :-)
SurvivorGracie: I haven't groveled for a single vote
SurvivorGracie: i'm not starting now
SurvivorGracie: they can all hate me
SurvivorGracie: you and jenne will still love me
SurvivorGracie: that's what counts
LucasHorowitz: always :-)
SurvivorGracie: taylor is gonna try to make me talk game
SurvivorGracie: won't work
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: what's going o n
SurvivorGracie: with what?
SurvivorGracie: taylorserveshard: the final challenge
taylorserveshard: when is it
taylorserveshard: and you don't know how much they hate us
taylorserveshard: it's scary over here
SurvivorGracie: I can't talk about the challenge or anything I got hands slapped and warned
LucasHorowitz: he should be quiet down
LucasHorowitz: or you should block him
SurvivorGracie: it's almost like he's setting me up
SurvivorGracie: not going to work
LucasHorowitz: i'm sure they do hate us
LucasHorowitz: thats what the jury does
SurvivorGracie: you know what
SurvivorGracie: I don't care
SurvivorGracie: that sounds awful
LucasHorowitz: me neither
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: they aren't a part of my life
LucasHorowitz: I care ZERO
LucasHorowitz: nope
LucasHorowitz: I will not die if I never see them again
SurvivorGracie: basically .. yeah
LucasHorowitz: so whomp, there it is
SurvivorGracie: so yeah .. they can hate me
SurvivorGracie: *shrug* .. not losing sleep
LucasHorowitz: i ahven't
LucasHorowitz: *haven't
SurvivorGracie: and
SurvivorGracie: taylor can join them in their hate
SurvivorGracie: *shrug*
SurvivorGracie: as I've said
SurvivorGracie: I can't control what others do
SurvivorGracie: only what I do
LucasHorowitz: darn right
SurvivorGracie: and they still have to vote for one of us to win
LucasHorowitz: they sure as heck do
LucasHorowitz: no "none of the above" :-)
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: and karen went EASY on me tonight
LucasHorowitz: I was not happy with my question
LucasHorowitz: not easy trying to make a case for everyone
SurvivorGracie: you weren't supposed to
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: (I couldn't very well leave any of them out)
SurvivorGracie: you were supposed to pick one
LucasHorowitz: I wasn't do that
LucasHorowitz: one would love me
SurvivorGracie: the jury may see your answer as major butt kissing
LucasHorowitz: it was
SurvivorGracie: LOL
LucasHorowitz: its not a question where I can't help but look liek that
SurvivorGracie: would have been nice if taylor had acknowledged also the fact that I gave him a lot of the answers
LucasHorowitz: you did
LucasHorowitz: and he didn't repay
SurvivorGracie: yep
SurvivorGracie: he wouldn't have done as well as he did without me helping him
LucasHorowitz: nope
SurvivorGracie: I'll be interested in seeing how I look in the next episode of Socotra now
LucasHorowitz: i'll speak to chris
SurvivorGracie: if my editing gets changed .. I just won't be around
LucasHorowitz: don't blame ya if it happens
SurvivorGracie: yeah .. basicaly
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: in fact
SurvivorGracie: i told him he could write me any damned way he wanted to
SurvivorGracie: wasn't gonna play that game with him
LucasHorowitz: *nods*
LucasHorowitz: and you shouldn't
SurvivorGracie: lol know what?
SurvivorGracie: when i get voted out ... it will be the first time all game I got a vote
LucasHorowitz: IF
LucasHorowitz: you might still win IC
SurvivorGracie: lol ..
SurvivorGracie: mebbe I'll throw it
SurvivorGracie: make you win
LucasHorowitz: no throwing!
SurvivorGracie: O:-)
LucasHorowitz: only Richard Hatch made it work
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: just call me richard *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: no tax evasion!
SurvivorGracie: damn
SurvivorGracie: and I have SO much money to hide
LucasHorowitz: *giggle*
SurvivorGracie: seriously though tenz
SurvivorGracie: if you take jenne .. I'm not gonna be upset at all
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: I don't feel a pressure in that sense
LucasHorowitz: I just want you to know it's not as easy a decision as it was at the startof this nuttiness
SurvivorGracie: it should be for you
SurvivorGracie: you should take jenne
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: *smile*
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: and yes
SurvivorGracie: I'm telling you to take jenne
LucasHorowitz: *nods*
SurvivorGracie: you do that for me if you win
SurvivorGracie: you take jenne
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: how's that for some pressure?
LucasHorowitz: *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: blackmail! :-)
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: ooooooooooh
SurvivorGracie: I know
SurvivorGracie: if you don't take jenne
SurvivorGracie: i won't send you your toy
SurvivorGracie: *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: !
LucasHorowitz: what would you do with it?
SurvivorGracie: eh .. donate it to charity?
LucasHorowitz: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: that was pretty good for blackmail though
SurvivorGracie: *giggle* and besides
SurvivorGracie: doesn't the best person ALWAYS go out at f3?
LucasHorowitz: but...we can't all go third
SurvivorGracie: damn
SurvivorGracie: new rule
SurvivorGracie: everyone is 3rd place
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: I should head off to bed
SurvivorGracie: been a looooooooooooooooong day
SurvivorGracie: and i'm sore from being beat up
LucasHorowitz: go to bed
LucasHorowitz: sweet dreams
LucasHorowitz: its all over soon
SurvivorGracie: I'm glad
SurvivorGracie: and I'm not setting foot near all stars
SurvivorGracie: you have that written in blood
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: we'd be dead day one anyways
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: wonder what will happen to chris, michelle and rafe
SurvivorGracie: if they'll get painted with the same brush
SurvivorGracie: since they played alias
SurvivorGracie: and basically did the same as we did
LucasHorowitz: that was different
LucasHorowitz: they weren't playing
SurvivorGracie: season 1
LucasHorowitz: i meant
LucasHorowitz: they as in our jury
SurvivorGracie: ah
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