Thursday: Feb 10

[Jamie]

Confessional

I'm irked.

Why?

Because I normally don't play this game emotionally. I have no qualms voting out friends or betraying people, backstabbing.. or in the old Survivor quote.. I love to lie, cheat and steal.

So my problem?

I actually stuck my neck out this time. Made friends. Got myself a love interest. Should've known better than to do that. Considering I've always been the one to backstab in previous games, why shouldn't it happen to me?

Its karma.

So lets talk about Jenne and Gracie. Because at the moment I can't distinguish one from the other. I don't know much about their change of plans, only what I heard rom Lucas, which involved them not voting off Kyle like the group had planned/arranged but voting off - instead - Kelley.

There are now two problems. (1) Jenne and Gracie are getting bull headed and want their way, they've decided to try and sway the group to go their way and hoped that this would happen because we don't want strife and drama. Unacceptable. And (2) Kelley is still a while card, I could use her to my advantage later in the game, as for Kyle, well he's been plotting against me and I want him gone - whether or not he deserves to be where he is at. That is not a factor in my books.

Lucas wants to repair the alliance. Best of luck to him, I'll see what he can manage, but I can't trust those girls anymore. Oh no, they're on my "bad list" now, and after Kyle they'll be the only ones left, having crossed off Lisa, Stephanie, Ryan and Kyle (Rami and Mitch were smoothly handled by Arrow).

As for me? Well I'm more than willing to stick by my Kyle vote right now, but you can bet your bottom dollar that I'm thinking of terminating our alliance. Lucas and I can take our votes elsewhere.

They got greedy. What I want to know is when I lost control of the alliance. I had it coming into merge I thought, but somewhere along the lines they went their own way. My control solely is with Lucas now, he has leverage with Taylor and the girls, but I'm irked that Gracie and Jenne have taken off.

They're expendable.

[Jamie]

Conv: GRACIE


Zienna: Not talking to me? What did I do now?
SurvivorGracie: lol . hi
SurvivorGracie: I didn't notice you weren't "away"
Zienna: ::pout::
SurvivorGracie: aw .. I sorry ... I was reading a book and watching a movie
Zienna: Unacceptable, how dare you do anything but pay attention to me!
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: I know .. I failed
Zienna:
SurvivorGracie: I rented Shark Tales
SurvivorGracie: it's cute
Zienna: OMG! My roommate d ie the same, lol.
Zienna: we were just discussing watching it, but I have Apprentice tonight and she has OC!
SurvivorGracie: ooh .. Apprentice
SurvivorGracie: I forgot about that
Zienna: ::laughs:: Its not very good thise season.
SurvivorGracie: I'm rooting for street smarts
Zienna: I'm not
SurvivorGracie: lol
Zienna: I have such a headache from all that stressing.
SurvivorGracie: are your tests all over with?
Zienna: Yeah, I've been trying to relax all day, but nothing is working.
SurvivorGracie: aw
SurvivorGracie: <-- is drinking a beer
Zienna: I want wine
SurvivorGracie: .. no wine at my house at the moment
Zienna: There is at mine, but thats an hour away.
SurvivorGracie: hmmmm
SurvivorGracie: in that case .. it's pop for you
Zienna: Pop? I'm drinking a Pepsi, yes
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: that works
Zienna: So nyah
SurvivorGracie: this is a CUTE movie
Zienna: Aww, we're gonna watch it instead of Apprentice, because I have an IC and a TC. So I'll DL apprentice tomarrow.
SurvivorGracie: where do you go to dl stuff?
Zienna: I use BitTorrent and I have a webpage that I go to.
SurvivorGracie: ah
SurvivorGracie: I don't think I've ever heard of taht
SurvivorGracie: that*
Zienna: Its a great program. If you want me to give you tips on how to use it, google "BitTorrent", DL it and then get back to me, I'll tell you the site to go to. Its just for TV shows. There use to be a larger one for everything, but it got shut down somehow.
SurvivorGracie: cool

[Jamie]

Conv: ANNETTE


AML6349: Hey
Zienna: Hey baby
AML6349: What's up?
Zienna: Catching a little OC with the roomie before TC. What's your take on the upcoming vote?
AML6349: Same - and trying to play catchup on who we're voting for.
Zienna: Last I heard was Kyle.
Zienna: What've you heard?
AML6349: Same.
Zienna: Alright, then at least now I feel like I'm on the right page ::laughs::
AML6349: I just feel bad he's leaving, he's been real active.
Zienna: I know, but from what I understand he's been plotting hard against me I'm a bit concerned.
AML6349: Why's that?
Zienna: He calls himself my rival. This is the second game I'm playing with him. And he just got voted out of the other.
AML6349: Ugh, I hate that - games need to stay seperate.
Zienna: I agree whole heartedly!
Zienna: And the worst part is he lies to my face and is all nice about it
Zienna: So what else is new? How is the angel?
AML6349: Snoozing - she had a long and painful day, lol. Lots of ouchies today.
Zienna: Aww, poor sweetie!
Zienna: Give her a kiss for me?
AML6349: Will do
Zienna: hehe
Zienna: Ugh, I'm so tired.. just from this last week.
AML6349: Me too - I need a vacation.
Zienna: Wanna take one together? :/
AML6349: Where to?
Zienna: Anywhere but here.
Zienna: IC tonight.
AML6349: Gah, I hate creativity challenges.
Zienna: ::hugs:: Me too

[Jamie]

Conv: ANNETTE


AML6349: Ya know - I had always hoped that Ryan & Marisa would get back together but I don't really like her anymore.
Zienna: Who are they again? lol. Marisa = Mischa Barton?
AML6349: Yes
Zienna: I can't stand her.
AML6349: I used to like her but not anymore.
Zienna: I just started watching a few weeks ago.
AML6349: It's a good show. The first episode was 10x better.
AML6349: err
AML6349: First Season
Zienna: ::laughs:: Nice. I may have to try and watch that.
AML6349: Brb a sec.
Zienna: k

[Jamie]

Conv: ELLIE


Zienna: Hey girlie
Love Struck Muse: Hey
Zienna: What's up girlie? I never see you on!
Love Struck Muse: I know! Whenever I'm on you're always on away
Zienna: IM me anyways Sometimes I'm here but hiding from evil people ::hides behind Ellie::
Love Struck Muse: LOL, k
Zienna: So what are you thinking for the vote?
Love Struck Muse: I heard Kyle's name
Zienna: Is that who you're going for?
Love Struck Muse: Is that who you want gone?
Zienna: That's who I am voting for.
Love Struck Muse: k, sounds good
Zienna: Nice Have I told you yet that my best friend's nickname is Ellie? Well.. but her family, I call her Lisey, hehe
Love Struck Muse: Nope! What's her real name?
Love Struck Muse: My real name is Ellen.
Zienna: Ah, hehe. Her's ise Elise.
Love Struck Muse: Oh cool. I've never heard Ellie used as a nickname for that. Eleanor, Ellen, Elizabeth even.
Love Struck Muse: I can't remember the last time someone called me Ellen though.
Zienna: Its such a pretty nickname, I'm kinda jealous, lol
Love Struck Muse: LOL, thanks. I always wanted a name though where I wouldn't have to go by a nickname. Like Megan or Jenna or something.
Zienna: LOL, c'mon!

[Jamie]

Conv: KELLEY


Zienna: Kelley!
kelbelle1973: Jamie! how are you?
Zienna: Fine, you?
kelbelle1973: I'm holding up
kelbelle1973: my daughter has the flu though
Zienna: No! ::pouts:: That stinks.
kelbelle1973: I know but her fever was down today
kelbelle1973: so I think I'm past the worst of it
Zienna: ::hugs:: That can't b e pleasant. How old is she?
kelbelle1973: she's 6
Zienna: Such a cute age!
kelbelle1973: oh I know just not when she's sick and being tantrumish. LOL
Zienna: Well you can't blame the angel, hehe.
kelbelle1973: no, I don't
Zienna: Hey, can we sit and chat a bit? Without any of it leaking?
kelbelle1973: of course
Zienna: I really like you. Let me say that first. Second is that some people are talking about a possible vote for you tonight and if not tonight then next week. I don't like that because I think you desrve to be here more than others, and you've never lied to us. You've been loyal.
kelbelle1973: I suspected that
kelbelle1973: and I like you too...I'm really glad to have you in the game
kelbelle1973: what are my odds tonight?
Zienna: Right here, right now, we'll make an alliance. I think I had enough sway in this vote to keep you around, but I've gotta shift my alliances. And I really like you and I think we can work well together. But a key factor in this, is they can't know, not until we flip the vote on them. Whether that is tonight or next week I'm unsure at this moment.
kelbelle1973: okay
kelbelle1973: I am with you
Zienna: ::hugs:: Great.
kelbelle1973: who's after me?
kelbelle1973: no one else will hear a word of this
Zienna: I'm not sure yet. It all depends on what happens tonight. Or do you mean by the alliance that our's is a counter to?
kelbelle1973: yes, I do
kelbelle1973: who might be voting for me, rather?
Zienna: Don't speak with them about it though, k? Jenne and Gracie.
kelbelle1973: I suspected it
kelbelle1973: lol I am talking to Gracie right now
kelbelle1973: but I won't let on a thing
Zienna: :;huggles:: Just let her think you're voting however she says.
kelbelle1973: I will
kelbelle1973: I suspected it...I knew "girl power" wasn't going to get that far, lol
Zienna: I agree.
Zienna: Glad that I could convince you to see the light. I just didn't like that they targeted you over other people. I'm sitting here like "Ok, something is totally going on".
kelbelle1973: Gracie is giving me the run around
Zienna: Oh really?
kelbelle1973: SurvivorGracie: it seems like everytime I've heard something lately its someone different
SurvivorGracie: I've been hoping someone tells me soon
Zienna: Interesting. ::snorts::
Zienna: I'm pretty certain you won't go tonight, I think I've set it up so that won't happen.
kelbelle1973: okay
kelbelle1973: I trust you
Zienna: I'm glad hon. Plus, we still got SST
kelbelle1973: oh yeah
kelbelle1973: isn't that challenge supposed to be now?
Zienna: Its on the boards.
Zienna: I already did it
Zienna: Or started it.
kelbelle1973: oh, I expected it to be live
kelbelle1973: I'll take a look
kelbelle1973: lol
Zienna: So did I, lol
kelbelle1973: who would we be voting instead?
Zienna: Kyle.
kelbelle1973: okay
Zienna: He's trouble. Let me tell you that.
Zienna: Are you good with that vote?
kelbelle1973: I do think he's really nice...but if it saves my butt
kelbelle1973: you bet I'll do it
Zienna: I know darling. And he is nice.. except when he's targeting my butt
kelbelle1973: he was after you?
Zienna: Well he claims I'm his rival. In another game him and I were duking it out. I don't trust him further than I can throw him, especially since I got him voted out in that game.
kelbelle1973: I have heard Kyle
kelbelle1973: from Gracie
kelbelle1973: I hope she's telling the truth
Zienna: Hopefully.
Zienna: But I still don't know if we can trust him.
Zienna: *her
Zienna: LOL
kelbelle1973: LOL
kelbelle1973: me either
Zienna: We'll stick together, hehe.
kelbelle1973: yeah
Zienna: Here we go!
kelbelle1973: :: crosses fingers ::
Zienna: ::hugs::
Zienna: Oh those bitches.
kelbelle1973: omg
kelbelle1973: what the heck?
Zienna: I don't know.

[Jamie]

Conv: LUCAS


LucasHorowitz: *pounces*
Zienna: ::squeaks::
LucasHorowitz: can you send me a link to your SWU board?
LucasHorowitz: I had to refpormat my pc
LucasHorowitz: so I lost all my bookmarsk
Zienna: www.geocities.com/jaidrayson
LucasHorowitz: thanks sugar
Zienna: Sure
LucasHorowitz: could you send my mail back to me so *I* can post it? lost that too
Zienna: lol
Zienna: When did this happen?
LucasHorowitz: this morning. I was using my parents' pc earlier today
Zienna: YGM
Zienna: Ah ok
LucasHorowitz: yay! thats why I wasn't looking up more slave wear for ya
Zienna: heheh
Zienna: Chatting with Annette now.
LucasHorowitz: work your magic
Zienna: Oh certainly.
LucasHorowitz: you can pin the topic if you wish
Zienna: Meh, don't think its needs to be
LucasHorowitz: ok
Zienna: Annette claims to be voting for Kyle.
LucasHorowitz: we'll know tonight. after Jenne gets home from class or tomorrow I'm pulling all of us into a group chat. I'm a softie but I really want to see if we can't keep our alliance together :-\
Zienna: I'm pulling the sob game that Kyle is working against me in TWO games, no I don't have proof.. but I know it.. sniff sniff
LucasHorowitz: unless, of course, someone other then kyle goes we go mad dog on revenge
Zienna: yeah
LucasHorowitz: Annette is gonna ask me something
Zienna: Hmm?
LucasHorowitz: did you tell her the guys were working against you
LucasHorowitz: so I know what to answer
Zienna: I told her that Kyle was.
Zienna: Let me find the exact words
Zienna: AML6349: I just feel bad he's leaving, he's been real active.
Zienna: I know, but from what I understand he's been plotting hard against me I'm a bit concerned.
AML6349: Why's that?
Zienna: He calls himself my rival. This is the second game I'm playing with him. And he just got voted out of the other.
LucasHorowitz: ok
LucasHorowitz: she say anything to you
Zienna: Talking about her daughter. Though she saidshew as voting for Kyle from what I garnered
Zienna: What did those brats say about voting Kyle?
LucasHorowitz: I'm biding my time with steve
LucasHorowitz: Gracie is very grumpy but says she's voting kyle
Zienna: Hmph. I had a chat with her, just one of our playful ones. Kinda to say "not mad"..
LucasHorowitz: is it stupid that i think we can work this out and still work as a group?
LucasHorowitz: am I just being a sappy idiot?
Zienna: You're being a sappy idiot.
Zienna: But I love you all the same.
Zienna: IC tonight.
Zienna: Is Steve with us?
LucasHorowitz: I'm waiting to drop the bomb
LucasHorowitz: last minute thing
Zienna: Ah, ok. Well make sure he knows that he has a place in your alliance.
Zienna: We may need him.
Zienna: Is he close with any of the women-folk?
LucasHorowitz: uh...tough call
LucasHorowitz: he talks to everyone but kells and ells
Zienna: Hmm.
LucasHorowitz: talk to ellie yet?
Zienna: Afraid to.
LucasHorowitz: well i have no bond so don't look at me
Zienna: lol, doing it now.
LucasHorowitz: I can't wait until we can go back to talking about shagging our brains out
Zienna: LOL
LucasHorowitz: and there is Miss Kelley
Zienna: Talking to her already.
Zienna: Kelley is putty in my hand.
LucasHorowitz: what are you in my hands?
Zienna: Butter
LucasHorowitz: suh-weet
Zienna: ::grins::
Zienna: I got Kelley, Ellie and Annette say they're voting our way.
Zienna: I got Kelley by telling her that she would go tonight or tomarrow if I couldn't do something >
LucasHorowitz: that will do it
Zienna: She's mine.
LucasHorowitz: I only have eyes for you
Zienna: Thats right biatch
LucasHorowitz: you're asking for a spanking
Zienna: I had 3 exSWUers do the grading, but I'm thinking I should disqualify one of the judges because he is a real prick and doesn't know enough about SWU anymroe to have done a decent job.
LucasHorowitz: do it then
Zienna: K
Zienna: Good thing Chase came on.
LucasHorowitz: chase?
LucasHorowitz: adkins?
Zienna: No.. Chasewlf..
LucasHorowitz: ok *pounces*
Zienna: ::squeaks::
LucasHorowitz: had to do it
Zienna: Fair enough
LucasHorowitz: or do you. whatever the case may be
Zienna: I don't think Gracie is with us ::Snorts:;
Zienna: kelbelle1973: Gracie is giving me the run around
Zienna: Oh really?
kelbelle1973: SurvivorGracie: it seems like everytime I've heard something lately its someone different
SurvivorGracie: I've been hoping someone tells me soon
Zienna: Interesting. ::snorts::
LucasHorowitz: I think you're wrong. I had taylor and that gets jenne and gracie won't go against the alliance
LucasHorowitz: thats my gamble anyways
Zienna: I sure hope so.
LucasHorowitz: better we know where we stand tonight then down the line
Zienna: But why would Gracie be giving Kelley the run around?
LucasHorowitz: because kelley is still in our alliance's sights?
Zienna: But why not get her vote tonight?
LucasHorowitz: baby, I really don't know
Zienna: Meh
LucasHorowitz: I hope its kyle
LucasHorowitz: I think its kyle
LucasHorowitz: I pray its kyle
Zienna: Its going to be Kyle or someone dies.
LucasHorowitz: one day away from controlling the game *sigh*
Zienna: Indeed. I plan on winning the next IC.
LucasHorowitz: I understand they wanted kelley gone and why
LucasHorowitz: you were willing to vote her off
LucasHorowitz: but thats not we agreed to
LucasHorowitz: we = alliance
LucasHorowitz: they just had to wait so we could talk as a group
Zienna: I got Kelley now
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: but if I can salvage the secure alliance I want to
LucasHorowitz: as stupid as that sounds
Zienna:
LucasHorowitz: <--idiot
Zienna: Yes.
LucasHorowitz: thank you love
Zienna: Of course
LucasHorowitz: just be open minded. if we can keep the group together we can be safe for a long time
Zienna: I want to keep Kelley as long as I canfor insurence.
LucasHorowitz: I'll push Ellie then. try and keep the peace
Zienna: Thanks.
LucasHorowitz: *sigh* I should have stayed in bed today
Zienna: Yes you should've
LucasHorowitz: only if you'd come to see me
Zienna: Hmm? lol
LucasHorowitz: in bed silly
Zienna: Here we go!
Zienna: If worse comes to worse I just won't vote for Kelley, I'll tell her I did all I could tos ave her.. that way I can stil lcount on her in the other game.
LucasHorowitz:
Zienna: But if I voted her off anytime no matter I could looseher support, hehe
LucasHorowitz: well this game is our game
LucasHorowitz: I want to win this
Zienna: This is mine.
Zienna: I'm going to win it
LucasHorowitz: I know
Zienna: I can see F2 now "Its because of Jamie Gracie and Jenne were voted off!"
LucasHorowitz: but we have to do whats best for us in this
LucasHorowitz: not whats best for us in other games
Zienna: Right.
Zienna: Gracie's answer is making me uncomfy.
LucasHorowitz: me too
LucasHorowitz: *holds*
LucasHorowitz: I'm marking my vote
Zienna: hehehe
LucasHorowitz: my mark will be this: b <3 t
LucasHorowitz: (boston jai <3 tenzil)
Zienna: LOL
Zienna: I did "KyLe"
LucasHorowitz: it's going to read Kyle*
LucasHorowitz: just to keep it simple
Zienna: lol
LucasHorowitz: you realize if kyle survives and kelley goes we have to make sure kyle goes next before everything
LucasHorowitz: and we will need the others for at least three more days
Zienna: I know.
LucasHorowitz: so make nice and be friends with them and act....contrite?
Zienna: ::looks adorable::
LucasHorowitz: because I just don't know whats going to happen
Zienna: I know.
LucasHorowitz: and if you get bitchy and are vunerable i fear for you
Zienna: I won't, I know how to play.
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
LucasHorowitz: no
Zienna: BITCHES
LucasHorowitz: i swear i didn;t know
LucasHorowitz: I will send every chat
Zienna: ::blinks and growls::
LucasHorowitz: bastards
LucasHorowitz: I will avenge you
LucasHorowitz: I swear to god
Zienna: Take this game.
LucasHorowitz: i swear to motherfucking god
Zienna: Screw those bitches.
LucasHorowitz: I will destoy them all
Zienna: Wow.
Zienna: Words escape me.
Zienna: No wonder Jenne lied to me that whore.
Zienna: Goddamnit.