Post by Jenne on Feb 26, 2005 22:47:28 GMT -5
taylorserveshard: You do know I'm really upset
JenneUCSC: i know
JenneUCSC: you do know why we did it though right?
taylorserveshard: because you felt bad
JenneUCSC: i was crying over it
JenneUCSC: it just wasnt worth it to me
taylorserveshard: when will it be worth it jenne
JenneUCSC: :-(
taylorserveshard: this is my thing with this
taylorserveshard: it makes no sense , it's an online survivor game
JenneUCSC: so why cut a friend over it?
taylorserveshard: it's not real jenne
JenneUCSC: so what if we loose?
JenneUCSC: i couldnt do it to him
taylorserveshard: oh so cutting a friend and stabbing him in the back by lying to him is okay]
JenneUCSC: i just coudlnt
taylorserveshard: well you just lost me
taylorserveshard: I am really pissed at this
JenneUCSC: i talked to kyle before hand
JenneUCSC: i had to go with my heart
JenneUCSC: all game i ignored it
JenneUCSC: i coudlnt do it
JenneUCSC: i just couldnt
taylorserveshard: please
taylorserveshard: if you were going to go with your heart the final six is not the time to start
JenneUCSC: all game it was the four of us to the end
taylorserveshard: espsically after you lied to your sussposed final two partner
taylorserveshard: and didn't bother to call me when you had my cell
JenneUCSC: i wanted to
JenneUCSC: i thought of that
JenneUCSC: but i didnt want to bug you over a game
JenneUCSC: i said that to beth though
JenneUCSC: it was very last minute
JenneUCSC: i went to bed wed night
JenneUCSC: lucas
JenneUCSC: i woke up and i felt awful
JenneUCSC: talked to beth
JenneUCSC: she felt the same
JenneUCSC: we thought it was fine you voted withkyle
JenneUCSC: you told us you had wanted to
JenneUCSC: i knew you would be pissed
JenneUCSC: but we talked to kyle before we did it
taylorserveshard: yes but I would have liked to have KNOWN what was going to happen
JenneUCSC: i told him
taylorserveshard: good
taylorserveshard: but you still stabbed me in the back
JenneUCSC: this was not against you taylor
JenneUCSC: this was following my heart
JenneUCSC: and not playing selfishing
JenneUCSC: mikey has been my friend as long as you have
taylorserveshard: I understand that Jenne
JenneUCSC: and when i didnt think of that, i could do it
JenneUCSC: but i talked to him the night before
taylorserveshard: but he would have voted all three of us out over jamie
JenneUCSC: and it was mikey taylor
JenneUCSC: mikey
taylorserveshard: you know that as well as I do
JenneUCSC: i dont care if you all vote me out now. i would not change that vote
JenneUCSC: i hate that i did that to kyle
JenneUCSC: and i may lose someone i really care about over it
JenneUCSC: but i still know voting mikey out would have put a black spot on my heart
JenneUCSC: and that is not worth it
taylorserveshard: well It's nice to know who you really care about
JenneUCSC: dont even act like you know i wouldnt have been the exact same way over you if it were reversed
JenneUCSC: you know that
taylorserveshard: well you obviously didn't have the heart to atleast call me and tell me what was going on before I sat down at my computer this afternoon and was blindsided
JenneUCSC: taylor you and i have never been the callers
JenneUCSC: i just just call you
JenneUCSC: dontcall you
JenneUCSC: sorry
JenneUCSC: i thought bout it
JenneUCSC: but i felt weird
taylorserveshard: well I would have been nice to know from the two people I thought were on my side, now I don't even know
JenneUCSC: taylor, i had to do what i had to do to feel right in myself
JenneUCSC: you do whatever is right for you
JenneUCSC: only you know what that is
JenneUCSC: just like only i knew what was right for me with mikey
JenneUCSC: you know me
taylorserveshard: that's fine
taylorserveshard: I'm not mad that you kept lucas
JenneUCSC: if you had been here, we would hvce told you
taylorserveshard: I'm mad that you either a went behind my back so I wouldn't fight to keep kyle or b. just forgot to tell your final two partner of a huge game change
JenneUCSC: it wasnt like we were trying to hurt you or undermine you
JenneUCSC: HELLO it didnt happen until last minute
JenneUCSC: AND YOU WERENT HERE
JenneUCSC: what am i supposed to do taylor?
JenneUCSC: send a telepathic message somewhere in teh US?
taylorserveshard: you had my cell phone number
JenneUCSC: taylor i dont really feel all that comfortable calling you
taylorserveshard: pick up the phone and call it, or at least send me an e-mail explaining why
JenneUCSC: i knew i would talk to you when you got back
taylorserveshard: rather than letting me find out from reading it on the message board
JenneUCSC: im not sending you a mesage. i want to talk to you
JenneUCSC: and that sux you read it on the message board
taylorserveshard: fine go ahead
JenneUCSC: and i understand why you are so upset
JenneUCSC: but we are all still here
JenneUCSC: this close to being the f4
JenneUCSC: kyle is gone
JenneUCSC: he hates me
JenneUCSC: you hate me
JenneUCSC: but this is what we were always trying to do
JenneUCSC: i was just naive in thinking playing a game with friends could ever go well
taylorserveshard: I don'
taylorserveshard: I don't hate you
taylorserveshard: I just don't think you see that is was a mistake to keep him around
taylorserveshard: I would have probably still voted for him had I been here
JenneUCSC: only if winning is the only thing that matters
taylorserveshard: I'm OKAY with kyle going
JenneUCSC: i know strategically he should have gone
taylorserveshard: Winning isn't the only thing that matters, but when lucas I KNOW would have screwed me over for Jamie I don't feel loyalty there
JenneUCSC: if i didnt have 2 yrs history with the man, lord knows he would have been the first guy gone
JenneUCSC: i guess selling out a friend wasnt worth winning a game like this
taylorserveshard: well he sold you out to jamie
JenneUCSC: no he didnt
JenneUCSC: she is gone
JenneUCSC: and we are all here
JenneUCSC: the four of us are all here, he never went against any of the 3 of us
JenneUCSC: EVER
JenneUCSC: he fell for her. whats the surprise there?
JenneUCSC: i know
JenneUCSC: you do know why we did it though right?
taylorserveshard: because you felt bad
JenneUCSC: i was crying over it
JenneUCSC: it just wasnt worth it to me
taylorserveshard: when will it be worth it jenne
JenneUCSC: :-(
taylorserveshard: this is my thing with this
taylorserveshard: it makes no sense , it's an online survivor game
JenneUCSC: so why cut a friend over it?
taylorserveshard: it's not real jenne
JenneUCSC: so what if we loose?
JenneUCSC: i couldnt do it to him
taylorserveshard: oh so cutting a friend and stabbing him in the back by lying to him is okay]
JenneUCSC: i just coudlnt
taylorserveshard: well you just lost me
taylorserveshard: I am really pissed at this
JenneUCSC: i talked to kyle before hand
JenneUCSC: i had to go with my heart
JenneUCSC: all game i ignored it
JenneUCSC: i coudlnt do it
JenneUCSC: i just couldnt
taylorserveshard: please
taylorserveshard: if you were going to go with your heart the final six is not the time to start
JenneUCSC: all game it was the four of us to the end
taylorserveshard: espsically after you lied to your sussposed final two partner
taylorserveshard: and didn't bother to call me when you had my cell
JenneUCSC: i wanted to
JenneUCSC: i thought of that
JenneUCSC: but i didnt want to bug you over a game
JenneUCSC: i said that to beth though
JenneUCSC: it was very last minute
JenneUCSC: i went to bed wed night
JenneUCSC: lucas
JenneUCSC: i woke up and i felt awful
JenneUCSC: talked to beth
JenneUCSC: she felt the same
JenneUCSC: we thought it was fine you voted withkyle
JenneUCSC: you told us you had wanted to
JenneUCSC: i knew you would be pissed
JenneUCSC: but we talked to kyle before we did it
taylorserveshard: yes but I would have liked to have KNOWN what was going to happen
JenneUCSC: i told him
taylorserveshard: good
taylorserveshard: but you still stabbed me in the back
JenneUCSC: this was not against you taylor
JenneUCSC: this was following my heart
JenneUCSC: and not playing selfishing
JenneUCSC: mikey has been my friend as long as you have
taylorserveshard: I understand that Jenne
JenneUCSC: and when i didnt think of that, i could do it
JenneUCSC: but i talked to him the night before
taylorserveshard: but he would have voted all three of us out over jamie
JenneUCSC: and it was mikey taylor
JenneUCSC: mikey
taylorserveshard: you know that as well as I do
JenneUCSC: i dont care if you all vote me out now. i would not change that vote
JenneUCSC: i hate that i did that to kyle
JenneUCSC: and i may lose someone i really care about over it
JenneUCSC: but i still know voting mikey out would have put a black spot on my heart
JenneUCSC: and that is not worth it
taylorserveshard: well It's nice to know who you really care about
JenneUCSC: dont even act like you know i wouldnt have been the exact same way over you if it were reversed
JenneUCSC: you know that
taylorserveshard: well you obviously didn't have the heart to atleast call me and tell me what was going on before I sat down at my computer this afternoon and was blindsided
JenneUCSC: taylor you and i have never been the callers
JenneUCSC: i just just call you
JenneUCSC: dontcall you
JenneUCSC: sorry
JenneUCSC: i thought bout it
JenneUCSC: but i felt weird
taylorserveshard: well I would have been nice to know from the two people I thought were on my side, now I don't even know
JenneUCSC: taylor, i had to do what i had to do to feel right in myself
JenneUCSC: you do whatever is right for you
JenneUCSC: only you know what that is
JenneUCSC: just like only i knew what was right for me with mikey
JenneUCSC: you know me
taylorserveshard: that's fine
taylorserveshard: I'm not mad that you kept lucas
JenneUCSC: if you had been here, we would hvce told you
taylorserveshard: I'm mad that you either a went behind my back so I wouldn't fight to keep kyle or b. just forgot to tell your final two partner of a huge game change
JenneUCSC: it wasnt like we were trying to hurt you or undermine you
JenneUCSC: HELLO it didnt happen until last minute
JenneUCSC: AND YOU WERENT HERE
JenneUCSC: what am i supposed to do taylor?
JenneUCSC: send a telepathic message somewhere in teh US?
taylorserveshard: you had my cell phone number
JenneUCSC: taylor i dont really feel all that comfortable calling you
taylorserveshard: pick up the phone and call it, or at least send me an e-mail explaining why
JenneUCSC: i knew i would talk to you when you got back
taylorserveshard: rather than letting me find out from reading it on the message board
JenneUCSC: im not sending you a mesage. i want to talk to you
JenneUCSC: and that sux you read it on the message board
taylorserveshard: fine go ahead
JenneUCSC: and i understand why you are so upset
JenneUCSC: but we are all still here
JenneUCSC: this close to being the f4
JenneUCSC: kyle is gone
JenneUCSC: he hates me
JenneUCSC: you hate me
JenneUCSC: but this is what we were always trying to do
JenneUCSC: i was just naive in thinking playing a game with friends could ever go well
taylorserveshard: I don'
taylorserveshard: I don't hate you
taylorserveshard: I just don't think you see that is was a mistake to keep him around
taylorserveshard: I would have probably still voted for him had I been here
JenneUCSC: only if winning is the only thing that matters
taylorserveshard: I'm OKAY with kyle going
JenneUCSC: i know strategically he should have gone
taylorserveshard: Winning isn't the only thing that matters, but when lucas I KNOW would have screwed me over for Jamie I don't feel loyalty there
JenneUCSC: if i didnt have 2 yrs history with the man, lord knows he would have been the first guy gone
JenneUCSC: i guess selling out a friend wasnt worth winning a game like this
taylorserveshard: well he sold you out to jamie
JenneUCSC: no he didnt
JenneUCSC: she is gone
JenneUCSC: and we are all here
JenneUCSC: the four of us are all here, he never went against any of the 3 of us
JenneUCSC: EVER
JenneUCSC: he fell for her. whats the surprise there?