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[Jenne]

taylorserveshard: I hope you know what beth is up to
JenneUCSC: what does that mean?
taylorserveshard: she came up to me this afternoon and said would you be mad if I voted for you
JenneUCSC: that doesnt surprise me, she is closer to mikey then she is to you
JenneUCSC: but thats a weird way of approaching the subject with you
taylorserveshard: so is it me tonight?
JenneUCSC: taylor i have gone back and forth
JenneUCSC: and beth and i have talked about it a lot
JenneUCSC: because how am i supposed to chose between my two best friends in the survivor land?
taylorserveshard: I understand
taylorserveshard: I just wish you guys wouldn't have agreed to a final three with me
taylorserveshard: if this was going to happen
JenneUCSC: its not like anyone knew what would happen
taylorserveshard: so it is me?
JenneUCSC: i had a final 3 with you adn kyle too
JenneUCSC: its you
taylorserveshard: why?
taylorserveshard: I want you to look at me
taylorserveshard: and tell me why in the hell you are backstabbing me
taylorserveshard: why have you lead me on
JenneUCSC: *takes taylor's hand and looks you directly in the eye*
taylorserveshard: you could have told me last night
JenneUCSC: no matter what decision i made i would be backstabbing someone
taylorserveshard: i don't give a fuck
taylorserveshard: tell me why
JenneUCSC: and i always planning on going to the final 2 with you
taylorserveshard: then why are you voting for me
JenneUCSC: but things changed in this game along the way
taylorserveshard: why
taylorserveshard: what happened
taylorserveshard: why
taylorserveshard: what did I do
JenneUCSC: taylor you didnt do anything wrong
taylorserveshard: TELL ME
JenneUCSC: but if you want to know why , i am closer to mikey than i am to you
JenneUCSC: strategically i shouldnt vote for you
taylorserveshard: So you screw me over when I'm out of town
taylorserveshard: and now you do it here
taylorserveshard: great way to treat a friend
taylorserveshard: you nor beth will get my vote in the finale
taylorserveshard: congrats
JenneUCSC: taylor please dont be like this
taylorserveshard: HOW WOULD YOU FEEL JENNE
JenneUCSC: i would feel hurt
JenneUCSC: and betrayed
JenneUCSC: and upset
JenneUCSC: just like you
taylorserveshard: Well I'm voting for you tonight
taylorserveshard: then
JenneUCSC: i thought you might say that
taylorserveshard: if you couldn't have the respect to tell me that that it will not happen
taylorserveshard: that I won't make the final two
taylorserveshard: I don't deserve this
JenneUCSC: what do you deserve?
JenneUCSC: what does mikey deserve?
taylorserveshard: I should have been told before had
taylorserveshard: hand*
JenneUCSC: what do any of us deserve?
taylorserveshard: I'm not Kyle or Annette
JenneUCSC: this is survivor, and someone goes
taylorserveshard: I'm Taylor
taylorserveshard: someone you've known for two fucking years
JenneUCSC: you are being told beforehand
JenneUCSC: this isnt a decision that was made a long time ago
taylorserveshard: 3 hours is before hand
taylorserveshard: well I hope you have fun playing your game and being honest
JenneUCSC: beth and i talked last night
taylorserveshard: no wonder the jury hates you
JenneUCSC: they hate me because i outplayed them
taylorserveshard: no
taylorserveshard: they hate you because you do this shit to them
JenneUCSC: vote them out?
taylorserveshard: honestly I never want to talk with you again after this
JenneUCSC: that makes me really sad taylor
taylorserveshard: well then you shouldn't have told me that it was the plan all along last night
JenneUCSC: but if you want to throw a friendship away over a survivor game, then you never were my freind to begin with
taylorserveshard: make an alliance with me at the jamie vote to go to the final three
JenneUCSC: chris voted michelle out at this point in the first season
taylorserveshard: but you could have told me
taylorserveshard: before hand
JenneUCSC: i am!
JenneUCSC: we didnt decide till we talked last night
taylorserveshard: 3 FUCKING HOURS ISN"T BEFORE HAND
JenneUCSC: you had already gone to bed
JenneUCSC: this is the first time i've been on
taylorserveshard: YOu could have called
JenneUCSC: oh jesus taylor
taylorserveshard: you could have done something
JenneUCSC: this is an online game
taylorserveshard: forget it
taylorserveshard: bye jenne
“taylorserveshard” signed off at 2:51:37 PM.
JenneUCSC: bye taylor

[Jenne]

JenneUCSC: so taylor isnt my friend anymore now
JenneUCSC: :-(
LucasHorowitz: he's gone off on Beth too
LucasHorowitz: she's saying she'ds going to give up immunity
JenneUCSC: im not letting her quit
JenneUCSC: cause taylor is being an ass
LucasHorowitz: thats what i said
LucasHorowitz: she's just rewarding his behaviour
LucasHorowitz: and if he treats her like that he's not a friend
JenneUCSC: thats what i said
JenneUCSC: to him
JenneUCSC: if you dont want to be my friend, then you never were
LucasHorowitz: there is definately bitteness in his voice
LucasHorowitz: I am not impressed with how he's making my Beth feel
LucasHorowitz: and now how he's making my jenne feel
LucasHorowitz: (she's invisible btw)
JenneUCSC: he's talking to me now
JenneUCSC: thing is, if we had voted you off, you never would have ended our friendship over that
JenneUCSC: ultimately, i want to be in the end with you over him because you have always been a better friend
LucasHorowitz: *hugs*
LucasHorowitz: you gonna be ok though?
JenneUCSC: i feel like i am going to throw up
LucasHorowitz: :-(
LucasHorowitz: *bug hugs*
LucasHorowitz: *big
JenneUCSC: well my dear, if we should find ourselves the f2, you are the winner of this game!
JenneUCSC: :-)
LucasHorowitz: I am not so confident
LucasHorowitz: I know anythign could happen
JenneUCSC: you'll win
LucasHorowitz: not over til its over
JenneUCSC: i can barely breath
JenneUCSC: im like hyperventilating or something
LucasHorowitz: deep breaths!
JenneUCSC: i can not ever do this again EVER
JenneUCSC: my heart and soul and body can not stand it
JenneUCSC: how people play these things all the time i will never know
LucasHorowitz: i know its just a game :-(
LucasHorowitz: others....i dunno why
JenneUCSC: its more than that
LucasHorowitz: they always get mad
JenneUCSC: they do
LucasHorowitz: i think you need a thick skin
JenneUCSC: do they have transplants for that?
LucasHorowitz: nope
LucasHorowitz: jenne's heart is too pure for it
JenneUCSC: well taylor and i will be ok
JenneUCSC: after a lot of crying
JenneUCSC: i think we have resolved a lot
JenneUCSC: i have the biggest pout on my face right now
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: *hugs again*
JenneUCSC: alright, i got to finish up work and get to class. i wish i could be there tonight. sux that i cant
JenneUCSC: *giant hug* congrats on making the f3 mikeybears!
LucasHorowitz: you too jennebears!

[Jenne]

JenneUCSC: taylor isnt my friend anymore apparently
JenneUCSC: and neither of us are getting his vote at the end
SurvivorGracie: that's what he told me too
JenneUCSC: *shrugs*
JenneUCSC: i'm losing friends left and right in this game
JenneUCSC: and i just dont give a fuck anymore
JenneUCSC: i was his friend when he voted me out
JenneUCSC: a friend worth having doesnt abondon the friendship on a lark
JenneUCSC: but this whole thing sux butt
SurvivorGracie: here's what I'm doing
JenneUCSC: i have to run and pick kid up. will you be here in a lil?
SurvivorGracie: I"m giving up immunity
SurvivorGracie: you 3 vote me out
JenneUCSC: what?
JenneUCSC: no way
SurvivorGracie: I'm tried of taylor's guilt
SurvivorGracie: i'm tired of mikey's guilt
JenneUCSC: i will not let you quit
SurvivorGracie: they both will take you to f2
JenneUCSC: no they wont
SurvivorGracie: and I will vote for you
JenneUCSC: taylor will not take me now
JenneUCSC: i have to go
JenneUCSC: i will be back in 15/20mins
JenneUCSC: dont do anything!
“SurvivorGracie” signed off at 3:00:51 PM.
“SurvivorGracie” signed on at 3:04:04 PM.
“SurvivorGracie” is away from the computer as of 3:04:05 PM.
“SurvivorGracie” is back at the computer as of 3:07:38 PM.
“SurvivorGracie” signed off at 3:07:39 PM.
SurvivorGracie: wanna know what gets to me
JenneUCSC: oh good you are still here
SurvivorGracie: taylor goes for guilt
SurvivorGracie: and lucas says
SurvivorGracie: its a game
JenneUCSC: beth if you want to give up your immunity, that is your choice
JenneUCSC: but taylor is going tonight
JenneUCSC: i will not let you quit
JenneUCSC: to save him
SurvivorGracie: I'm voting out Taylor
SurvivorGracie: the difference in their responses is what decided me
JenneUCSC: good!
SurvivorGracie: *grin* and besides
SurvivorGracie: taylor will have to vote for one of us in the end
SurvivorGracie: I'm sure Beth in socotra will now get terrible editing
SurvivorGracie: what am I missing out on?
JenneUCSC: missing?
SurvivorGracie: lol .. you were just quiet
SurvivorGracie: did you get my text message?
JenneUCSC: taylor is talking to me now
JenneUCSC: i didnt
JenneUCSC: sorry
SurvivorGracie: what's taylor got to say?
JenneUCSC: i guess he will still be my friend
JenneUCSC: but he's pissed
JenneUCSC: and making sure i know it
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> the jury will love the fact that someone in our own alliance hates us
SurvivorGracie: taylor isn't talking to me at all
JenneUCSC: i am sure
JenneUCSC: i guess i made him cry
SurvivorGracie: well .. he made me cry
JenneUCSC: awwww
JenneUCSC: beth! *hugs*
JenneUCSC: i wont let him
JenneUCSC: i meant it when i said i wasnt letting anyone else make me cry
SurvivorGracie: I thought I meant it
SurvivorGracie: guess I didn't figure on my friends doing this
JenneUCSC: he's gonna say something harsh at TC tonight
JenneUCSC: he just warned me
SurvivorGracie: taylor?
JenneUCSC: yep
SurvivorGracie: well .. ain't that sporting of him
JenneUCSC: *nods*
JenneUCSC: well i think the only chance we have to win is against each other
JenneUCSC: lol
SurvivorGracie: lol
JenneUCSC: :-(
JenneUCSC: text me after TC? will synopsis?
JenneUCSC: i'll read transcript @ break
SurvivorGracie: oh god
SurvivorGracie: I have to face them alone
JenneUCSC: :-(
JenneUCSC: i physically hurt right now
JenneUCSC: i can barely breath
JenneUCSC: and my body aches
JenneUCSC: and this is not fun
JenneUCSC: *pouts*
SurvivorGracie: I'm just ......
SurvivorGracie: I don't even know what I am
JenneUCSC: damn him. he made me cry
SurvivorGracie: what'd he say?
SurvivorGracie: ya know
SurvivorGracie: I felt bad
SurvivorGracie: now I'm getting mad
SurvivorGracie: if we told tenz we were voting him out
SurvivorGracie: he'd say
SurvivorGracie: its a game
SurvivorGracie: if we voted you out
SurvivorGracie: you'd say
SurvivorGracie: its a game
SurvivorGracie: if you voted me out
SurvivorGracie: its a game
SurvivorGracie: we vote out taylor
SurvivorGracie: and he goes insane
JenneUCSC: no its not bad tears
JenneUCSC: its good
JenneUCSC: we are healing
SurvivorGracie: ?
SurvivorGracie: I'm jealous
SurvivorGracie: i want healing
SurvivorGracie: but I'm glad for you : )
JenneUCSC: this goes back to tonga for us
SurvivorGracie: what happened?
JenneUCSC: just resolving a lot of past issues. and i cant stop crying
SurvivorGracie: *hugs jenne*
JenneUCSC: i dont know if i've ever pouting as much as i am right now
SurvivorGracie: wh
SurvivorGracie: why why why are you pouting?
JenneUCSC: cause i feel sad
JenneUCSC: really deeply inside of me
SurvivorGracie: what can I do to help?
JenneUCSC: just be my friend and remind me now and then that i am in fact a good person
SurvivorGracie: that's easy!
SurvivorGracie: you are a good person
SurvivorGracie: and no matter what
SurvivorGracie: I will be your friend
SurvivorGracie: and if people don't see your goodness
SurvivorGracie: it's cause they're wearing blinders
JenneUCSC: :-) thank you for being my friend throughout all this
JenneUCSC: i could not have made it thru all this w/o you by my side
SurvivorGracie: same here
SurvivorGracie: without you!
JenneUCSC: i need to finish up here at work now my dear
JenneUCSC: so i'm gonna scoot
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
JenneUCSC: *ginormous hug* congrats on making the f3! goodluck tonight!
JenneUCSC: and you are keeping immun right?
JenneUCSC: so i wont bother with a 2nd vote in my early voting
SurvivorGracie: yeah
SurvivorGracie: it would be chicken to give it up
JenneUCSC: good girl!
JenneUCSC: byeee *blows kiss*
SurvivorGracie: bye

[Jenne]

taylorserveshard: You know what I spoke to soon, I don't want our talking to end, I just want you to know that even though this is an online game, I can see why everyone doesn't want to vote for you in the finals or beth for that matter. We weren't treated like people you don't build someone up coddle them and tell them they are making the final three and then vote them off like you are going to do me. You don't get involed if you can't keep the promises you make
JenneUCSC: i am glad to hear you say that. and i dont expect to win this game
JenneUCSC: i tried to keep everyone happy
JenneUCSC: and you just cant
JenneUCSC: its a losing strategy
taylorserveshard: It's not that you tried to keep everyone happy
taylorserveshard: I felt like I was treated like a lamb to salugtar
taylorserveshard: I should have known I was a fourth when I was the last to find out
taylorserveshard: I feel like something has been held over my eyes the whole game
JenneUCSC: you werent gonna be fourth all along
taylorserveshard: if you want to know the truth
JenneUCSC: we always planning on a f3 with you
taylorserveshard: you fucked with me when I couldn't do anything about it
taylorserveshard: you got rid of kyle when I was out of town
JenneUCSC: that was bad timing
taylorserveshard: and you plotted to get rid of me when I was sick and in bed
taylorserveshard: I feel used and abused
taylorserveshard: and I just hope you know I don't apprecatie it at all
JenneUCSC: :-( taylor, i am sorry that it has come to this
JenneUCSC: and i know i am the bad guy here
JenneUCSC: this fact does not escape me
taylorserveshard: I was always going to honor what I thought should have been the final two in tonga
taylorserveshard: this was sussposed to go how tonga should have
taylorserveshard: because I wasn't going to play until chris said you were, I was to busy with socotra to worry about it
JenneUCSC: chris told you i was playing?
taylorserveshard: then I find out two friends have been lying to me for two weeks
JenneUCSC: i didnt know you knew i was
taylorserveshard: and then you get rid of kyle without me, and then this
taylorserveshard: i feel like I keep getting beat when I'm down
taylorserveshard: I feel like shit right now
taylorserveshard: I haven't cried this long in a long time
taylorserveshard: I've always been with you in this game, I was never once planning to get rid of you
taylorserveshard: and I don't think anyone else remaining even mike can probably say that
taylorserveshard: i just want you to know that this is the first time I have ever been emontinally hurt in a survivor game even if it was online, and remember that's where we all met
JenneUCSC: wow
JenneUCSC: i dont even know what to say to you at this point taylor
JenneUCSC: i feel like shit
JenneUCSC: there is nothing i can say that will change what i have done or how you feel
taylorserveshard: probably not
taylorserveshard: I feel like even though I was played under a semi alias I feel like the three of you have lied to me the whole time
taylorserveshard: I know that may not be the case
taylorserveshard: but that
taylorserveshard: is my gut feeling
JenneUCSC: you were who i wanted in the f2. i meant that when i made that deal with you
JenneUCSC: and you were who we wanted in the f3
JenneUCSC: we meant that when we said it
JenneUCSC: things changed along the way
taylorserveshard: then why has it changed now
JenneUCSC: beth and i got to be really close
JenneUCSC: playing this game
taylorserveshard: I expected that
JenneUCSC: you didnt talk to me that much
taylorserveshard: I knew that
taylorserveshard: I tried
JenneUCSC: and mikey has been a better friend to me. i know that sounds harsh. but he called me on my birthday. you always forget my birthday. and i was gonna vote him out
JenneUCSC: all that time ago
JenneUCSC: but i just couldnt do it
JenneUCSC: and now...
JenneUCSC: im lost
taylorserveshard: well i'm glad I'm a shitty friend
taylorserveshard: but I will say something at tribal council tonight, so I just want you to be ready
JenneUCSC: i never said that
JenneUCSC: you lied to me for two yrs
JenneUCSC: and that hurt me
JenneUCSC: mikey has never hurt me
taylorserveshard: well I guess we just hurt each other then
JenneUCSC: i guess we have
taylorserveshard: Well I will say this
taylorserveshard: if it's you and beth in the finals
JenneUCSC: you vote for beth
taylorserveshard: you will get my vote if that makes you happy
JenneUCSC: wow, that shocks me
taylorserveshard: no because at least you had the balls to tell me
taylorserveshard: when she couldn't
JenneUCSC: but lucas gets it over me
JenneUCSC: i know there is a catch somewhere
taylorserveshard: yes he does
taylorserveshard: because he didn't make promises that he might not have been able to keep
JenneUCSC: its true
JenneUCSC: i made promises to everyone
JenneUCSC: which ultimately lead me to let everyone down
taylorserveshard: well you've made your bed
JenneUCSC: i have
JenneUCSC: i am never playing this game again
JenneUCSC: ever
taylorserveshard: You know why I'm so grauded, and you are the first peson I've ever shared this with,
JenneUCSC: you told me someone hurt you
JenneUCSC: but you never really explained
taylorserveshard: that's not it
taylorserveshard: this is revalent to tonga, my grandmother who I loved dearly died the day I applied to tonga, I applied because it was escape, my grandmother was like a 3rd parent I spent probably as much time with her growing up as I did my mom and dad, and when tonga came along I gaurded myself because I didn't want anything horrible to happen, but I openned up to you, I showed you who I am, yes I lied about my age, but that was for protection pyhscologically , because I thought if they really don't know my age or my personality then I can't let them really hurt me, and go away from me. and I openned up to you. I am not call you on your birthday, and I may not be the best friend you've ever had, but you meant something to me in a time when I needed someone to latch onto
JenneUCSC:
JenneUCSC: damn you taylor. i swore i wasnt gonna let anyone make me cry again in this game
JenneUCSC: and now im balling like a baby
taylorserveshard: this is the first time I've ever cried online since you left
JenneUCSC: you know how close i was with my grandmother. i would have understood. why did you never tell me?
taylorserveshard: because you know how indepentant I am, you know how much i hate letting people see me being weak
JenneUCSC: but thats why i never felt close to you. you never let me
JenneUCSC: i wanted desparetly for that with you
JenneUCSC: and i awlays felt you shut me out
taylorserveshard: jenne there are only about 4 or 5 people that I haven't shut out
JenneUCSC: i shut down after court's family died. and i shut down even further when i lost my grandmother. i almost killed myself with my pain. i know how it is
JenneUCSC: hearing this come from you is just bring up all sorts of stuff for me now
JenneUCSC: and i cant stop crying
JenneUCSC: and my kid is sitting next to me and probally thinks i am insane
taylorserveshard: lol
JenneUCSC: cause im all snotty and teary
taylorserveshard: ehh it's nothing new for me this week
taylorserveshard: I've been this way all week
taylorserveshard: not teary but snotty
JenneUCSC: taylor, i always felt there was a wall between us. that there was a limit imposed on our friendship. that it would never get to that deeper level. and i am glad to finally know why
JenneUCSC: and i appreciate how hard that was for you to tell me
JenneUCSC: cause it took 2yrs and our friendship almost ending twice for it to happen
taylorserveshard: vote me off tonight if you want, I don't care any more
JenneUCSC: i wish we had had this conversation a long time ago
taylorserveshard: well we've had it now, no need to wish for the past
JenneUCSC: can i hug you now?
JenneUCSC: i really wish i could for real
JenneUCSC: i wish i could hold you and make you all better :-( i wish that were possible, i really do
taylorserveshard: yes you can hug me
JenneUCSC: *climbs ladder*
JenneUCSC: *throws arms around taylor*
JenneUCSC: *snuzzles into his neck and cries some more*
taylorserveshard: thank you jenne
JenneUCSC: for what?
JenneUCSC: caring about you?
taylorserveshard: just for putting up with me for the past two years
JenneUCSC: :-) oh that, yah it was a tuff job but someone had to do it
JenneUCSC: i always secretly hoped i would crack you eventually
JenneUCSC: and get past the superficial bullshit
JenneUCSC: there would be snippets here and there which told me it could happen
JenneUCSC: but they were rare
JenneUCSC: you are an interesting person taylor
JenneUCSC: you challenge me
JenneUCSC: and that is something that is rare for me
taylorserveshard: well thank you
JenneUCSC: i mean it
JenneUCSC: i know our relationship has been odd
JenneUCSC: sometimes flirtatious sometimes platonic. we have gone up and way down
JenneUCSC: and yet something always kept us coming back
taylorserveshard: i know
taylorserveshard: It's diff. been a wild two years
JenneUCSC: the minx and her dork!
JenneUCSC: :-P
JenneUCSC: sounds like a bad superhero duo
JenneUCSC: better than superboobs and cockman!
taylorserveshard: lol
JenneUCSC: *breaks into fits of giggles for the first time in weeks*
taylorserveshard: *buffs and cuffs 2: minx and her dork
JenneUCSC: "buffs & cuffs strikes back: superboobs vs cockman"
taylorserveshard: lol
JenneUCSC: *deep breath* ok, i need to finish up here at work. so i gots to go. i am really sorry i won't be there tonight
JenneUCSC: cause it sux i wont be
JenneUCSC: but i am looking forward to this game ending, so we can pick up where we left off and hopefully move forward
JenneUCSC: *gives taylor and hug and holds on tight*
JenneUCSC: i am sorry taylor, i am. :-( goodbye
JenneUCSC: and feel better! *hands tay a tissue*
JenneUCSC: *blows kiss*

[Jenne]

SurvivorGracie: hey
JenneUCSC: hi
SurvivorGracie: taylor so lied to me and tenz right before tc
JenneUCSC: stop tootn our horn
JenneUCSC: shhhh!
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: okies
SurvivorGracie: btw
SurvivorGracie: I told mikey he has to take you to f2 if he wns
SurvivorGracie: wins*
JenneUCSC: why?
SurvivorGracie: he owes you
JenneUCSC: no he doesnt
JenneUCSC: he owes me nothing
JenneUCSC: no more than he would you
SurvivorGracie: and I don't want him to feel guilty for taking you
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: he said he had no clue what he will do
SurvivorGracie: MEN
SurvivorGracie: and they say women can't make up their minds
JenneUCSC: he 'll beat us both probally
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: I got the feeling he was going to lose
JenneUCSC: i made him promise to take me if i voted taylor out
SurvivorGracie: LOL
JenneUCSC: arent i a brat?
SurvivorGracie: nope!
SurvivorGracie: smart
JenneUCSC: so we need to win
JenneUCSC: and it looks like OUR kinda challenge
SurvivorGracie: I know
JenneUCSC: ^5
JenneUCSC: make those jerkoffs in the jury vote for one of us
JenneUCSC: neener neener
SurvivorGracie: lol .. that will be the ultimate in funny to me
JenneUCSC: i think you and i being the hated villains is a crack up personally
JenneUCSC: we were the sheep in our respective seasons. and this in this game we were wolves in sheep's clothing
JenneUCSC: *evil laugh*
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
JenneUCSC: *snarls teeth*
JenneUCSC: i'm embracing this new role
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: our f2 tc should be quite the trip
SurvivorGracie: I think we should bring drinks
SurvivorGracie: *giggle*
SurvivorGracie: offer some to the jury
SurvivorGracie: but now
SurvivorGracie: my sweets
SurvivorGracie: I must go
SurvivorGracie: bedtime and all that
SurvivorGracie: check treemail
SurvivorGracie: and the announcement
JenneUCSC: i have! goodnight my final 2er!
JenneUCSC: *kisses cheek*
SurvivorGracie: *hugs Jenne*
SurvivorGracie signed off at 9:25:20 PM.

[Jenne]

You have just entered room "Chat final 3."
SurvivorGracie has entered the room.
LucasHorowitz has entered the room.
JenneUCSC: hi guys
SurvivorGracie: hey
JenneUCSC: so what i miss?
LucasHorowitz: i think
SurvivorGracie:
LucasHorowitz: and this is just a hunch
JenneUCSC: oh yah congratulations on f3 kiddies!
LucasHorowitz: the jury MOIGHT hate us
JenneUCSC: REALLY?
SurvivorGracie: *gasp*
SurvivorGracie: say it ain't so
JenneUCSC: i thought that was just beth and I
JenneUCSC: somehow the least trusted guy all game is lookn good to em now!
JenneUCSC: *giggles*
LucasHorowitz: i set the bar low
SurvivorGracie: lol
JenneUCSC: lmao
SurvivorGracie: jenn
JenneUCSC: gooood stat
SurvivorGracie: right before tc tonight
SurvivorGracie: taylor ims me
SurvivorGracie: and asks if we can make the tc so you 3 duke it out basically
SurvivorGracie: and then tells tenz
SurvivorGracie: that it was my idea
LucasHorowitz: I know
LucasHorowitz: trying to get it so pass votes might come into play
JenneUCSC: but i wasn't even there
SurvivorGracie: that's what i told him
JenneUCSC: what would i have been able to do for myself?
SurvivorGracie: you weren't there
SurvivorGracie: and taylor was basically counting on past votes anyway
SurvivorGracie: which would have been lucas
LucasHorowitz: there's no way it could be a tie
SurvivorGracie: and after tc
SurvivorGracie: taylor ims me
JenneUCSC: i'm surprised he voted for you mikey
JenneUCSC: he told me he was voting for me
SurvivorGracie: to ask me if i will keep him informed of everything
JenneUCSC: exuse me?
LucasHorowitz: he's still trying to be the jury's hero
JenneUCSC: what the hell does that mean?
SurvivorGracie: I think he was baiting me
LucasHorowitz: what the ic is
SurvivorGracie: if I told him anything
LucasHorowitz: how it goes
LucasHorowitz: all the dirt
SurvivorGracie: he'd tell Karen that I was talking tothe jury
JenneUCSC: brat!
JenneUCSC: i personally enjoyed taylor getting kyle's wrath this time
JenneUCSC: nice to have a break
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: taylor went nuts over it
JenneUCSC: well its true
JenneUCSC: taylor lied to kyle bout being in the 2nd season
JenneUCSC: for no good reason
JenneUCSC: and i had to lie to cover for him
JenneUCSC: i was pissed about that
LucasHorowitz: wait wait
LucasHorowitz: what happened?
LucasHorowitz: this is news to me!
JenneUCSC: taylor played in the 2nd season of holidays
JenneUCSC: his bio matched perfectly his tonga bio
SurvivorGracie: yep
JenneUCSC: kyle put two and two together
JenneUCSC: and asked taylor about it
JenneUCSC: and for some reason he felt the need to lie about it
JenneUCSC: why i have no idea
JenneUCSC: kyle came to me bout it, to check up on taylor i guess
JenneUCSC: and i lied to cover for taylor's lie
JenneUCSC: WHICH I HATE DOING
SurvivorGracie: well
SurvivorGracie: I enjoyed tonight hearing all about how Taylor had the power to vote me out a few times
JenneUCSC: i dont see how
SurvivorGracie: quite honestly
SurvivorGracie: neither do I
LucasHorowitz: swing vote my ass
JenneUCSC: mikey were you ok that we almost voted you out?
JenneUCSC: i thought you kinda already knew
LucasHorowitz: thats not how it was told to me
LucasHorowitz: so it stung
SurvivorGracie: I told you that Jenne and I couldn't do it
JenneUCSC: i think that was taylor's intentions
JenneUCSC: i asked beth if you knew, so we could tell you about it. and she said she thought you already knew
JenneUCSC: :-(
JenneUCSC: assumptions
JenneUCSC: we were going to in theory
SurvivorGracie: it was right after I found out you told jamie who I was
SurvivorGracie: and I got mad
JenneUCSC: but neither beth nor I could do it in practice
SurvivorGracie: and then got over it
SurvivorGracie: and I couldn't vote you out anyway
LucasHorowitz: no--she already knew. I just confrimed
LucasHorowitz: I want that clear
SurvivorGracie: *nods* I understand that now
JenneUCSC: lol, clear
LucasHorowitz: good
SurvivorGracie: do you hate me too now?
LucasHorowitz: I never hated anyone
JenneUCSC: no more hating of anyone
LucasHorowitz: except Mitch
JenneUCSC: thats over
SurvivorGracie: there's a club to join. membership dues and everything
JenneUCSC: we have a mature f3
JenneUCSC: THANK GOD
SurvivorGracie: I don't think you could afford the dues to join my hate club anyway *giggle*
JenneUCSC: you didnt hear?
JenneUCSC: there's a coupon now
SurvivorGracie: lmao!
JenneUCSC: they want to increase their membership
SurvivorGracie: anyone here wanna help them out?
LucasHorowitz: i bet taylor's having LOADS of fun
JenneUCSC: im inthe beth's fan club personally
SurvivorGracie: aw .. *pays Jenne*
JenneUCSC: oh god, taylor is gonna be bombarded
SurvivorGracie: I'm in both your fan clubs
JenneUCSC: either they are gonna hate all over him
JenneUCSC: or pump him for info
JenneUCSC: or both
SurvivorGracie: when he imd me
SurvivorGracie: he said the jury hates ALL of us
SurvivorGracie: and that it was scary there
JenneUCSC: lmao
LucasHorowitz: has there ever been a jury where they loved the final 2/3/4
LucasHorowitz: like, ever?
JenneUCSC: liking those that beat you isnt in the rule book
SurvivorGracie: colby/tina?
JenneUCSC: a general despising and/or loathing is necessary to fulfill your jury duties
SurvivorGracie: lol .. you're funny jenne
SurvivorGracie: you have seriously made me laugh
SurvivorGracie: and I needed that tonight
JenneUCSC: good!
JenneUCSC: this is a game
JenneUCSC: and we have fun
JenneUCSC: fuck anyone who makes this not fun
SurvivorGracie: do I hafta?
JenneUCSC: grrrrrrr
JenneUCSC: only if you want to dear
SurvivorGracie: me no likey to fuck them
JenneUCSC: but use protection
LucasHorowitz: did you see kyle's t-shirt jenne?
JenneUCSC: why do you think i said earlier i was happy to see kyle pick on taylor tonight?
JenneUCSC: beth and i needed a break
SurvivorGracie: heck yeah
SurvivorGracie: and for the record of all involved
LucasHorowitz: you know if they had friends they'd use them too
SurvivorGracie: no matter what happens at f3
SurvivorGracie: I'm okay with it
SurvivorGracie: and I agree Tenz
JenneUCSC: you know what i found out tonight though?
JenneUCSC: taylor knew i had applied
JenneUCSC: and thats why he applied to this game
SurvivorGracie: how'd he know?
JenneUCSC: i never knew that
JenneUCSC: CHRIS, who else?
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
LucasHorowitz: chris is such a blabbermouth
SurvivorGracie: I'm NOT stepping foot near all stars
SurvivorGracie: what ya'll do is up to you
SurvivorGracie: <-- NO
JenneUCSC: i thought we all entered this game innocently
JenneUCSC: not knowing bout the others
JenneUCSC: but oh well
SurvivorGracie: I only knew about tenz about 3 days before the game started
JenneUCSC: ellie said she wasnt either, and me two
JenneUCSC: that means of the 5 invited from our season, only two will acccept?
JenneUCSC: ouch
JenneUCSC: rough game
JenneUCSC: well mikey applied after i told him i was playing. i just didnt know anyone else
LucasHorowitz: i know
LucasHorowitz: I got here and I knew five other people
LucasHorowitz: like hell i ain't using that!
SurvivorGracie: five?
LucasHorowitz: Beth-Jenne-Taylor-Elizabeth-Annette
JenneUCSC: what were we supposed to do?
JenneUCSC: you knew annette?
JenneUCSC: ididnt know that
SurvivorGracie: I forget about annette
LucasHorowitz: barely
SurvivorGracie: she co-hosted in a minimal way
SurvivorGracie: ionian seas
JenneUCSC: tell everyone we were friends? then line up to be executed?
SurvivorGracie: I think I spoke to her once
LucasHorowitz: i talked to her once or twice
JenneUCSC: never knew!
LucasHorowitz: I was very careful around her for a long time!
JenneUCSC: #1 i trusted ya'll more than strangers. so of course i am going to allign with those i trust the most
JenneUCSC: #2 it would have been too hard to vote you out
JenneUCSC: 1+2= we are all the last one standings
SurvivorGracie: yep
SurvivorGracie: and
JenneUCSC: they can hate us all they want
SurvivorGracie: we had kyle and jamie hating each other
JenneUCSC: call us every name in the book
SurvivorGracie: BECAUSE of another game
JenneUCSC: but they still have to vote for ONE of us
JenneUCSC: at the end of the day
JenneUCSC: so there!

[Jenne]

JenneUCSC: :-P
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
LucasHorowitz: which I might add, Kyle kept secret from us
SurvivorGracie: yep
JenneUCSC: until it behooved him otherwise
SurvivorGracie: yeah .. the day or so before the jamie vote
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: and besides tenz
LucasHorowitz: this chat is going to make us so beloved when the show airs
SurvivorGracie: no one can say I favor you all the time
SurvivorGracie: *grin* I voted you out in two games
LucasHorowitz: *grumbles*
LucasHorowitz: stupid c/p rule
SurvivorGracie: I don't think we're beloved now
LucasHorowitz: something's messed up when they're rooting for me
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: I'm rooting for you
SurvivorGracie: oh yeah
SurvivorGracie: and another reason taylor told me tonight to vote out tenzil
SurvivorGracie: is because taylor is hopeless at challenges
SurvivorGracie: though I'm glad Karen went easy on my for my question at tc
LucasHorowitz: oh!
LucasHorowitz: i want to say on an unrelated note
LucasHorowitz: the ic on the real show ROCKED
JenneUCSC: i just find it a bit hilarious that beth and jenne are the evil villains of the season
JenneUCSC: *covers ears*
LucasHorowitz: Jene, it was a greta challenge
JenneUCSC: just finished taping
LucasHorowitz: *jenne
JenneUCSC: was gonna watched after it ended
LucasHorowitz: I'm not saying
LucasHorowitz: just that it was SO good
JenneUCSC: *sqeals* goody!!!
SurvivorGracie: jenne we're only allowed to play the way others think we should
SurvivorGracie: thinking for ourselves is stricky forbidden
SurvivorGracie: strictly*
LucasHorowitz: I did! I had to do it without my friends for a long time
LucasHorowitz: but that won't matter
JenneUCSC: for some reason they thought they had applied to the "no lying or backstabbing" season of survivor
JenneUCSC: we broke the rules
SurvivorGracie: damn
LucasHorowitz: no one held a gun to them and said to work with us
SurvivorGracie: I knew there was some fine print somewhere I forgot to read
SurvivorGracie: no one said they couldn't form other alliances
SurvivorGracie: or try to vote us out
JenneUCSC: yes we lied to them. yes we decieved them. yes we used them then discarded them. is that so wrong?
JenneUCSC: O:-)
LucasHorowitz: they could have voted out ME and JENNE out first
LucasHorowitz: they didn't
SurvivorGracie: exactly
SurvivorGracie: you BOTH were slated to go first
SurvivorGracie: and yes
SurvivorGracie: yet*
SurvivorGracie: here you are
JenneUCSC: *nods*
SurvivorGracie: you both played a great game
JenneUCSC: they had their chance...and they blew it
JenneUCSC: and are kicking themselves all the way to the voting booth where they make one of us the winner
JenneUCSC: *snickers*
JenneUCSC: as did you my dear
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: thank you sweets
LucasHorowitz: *high fives all around*
SurvivorGracie: *high fives*
JenneUCSC: *group hug*
JenneUCSC: ^5 2 you both
SurvivorGracie: Taylor couldn't understand at all why we wouldn't vote you out tenz
SurvivorGracie: and THIS is why
SurvivorGracie: we love you
LucasHorowitz: my beautiful hazel eyes
SurvivorGracie: hmmmm
SurvivorGracie: and for all taylor's talk of alliances and promises
SurvivorGracie: he was ready at any moment to vote out lucas
JenneUCSC: yep
LucasHorowitz: i had his back at all times
JenneUCSC: i had to tell taylor that though
JenneUCSC: he asked why
LucasHorowitz: I never had him in sites
LucasHorowitz: until he went after me
JenneUCSC: and i had to tell him mikey was a better friend and i was closer to him
JenneUCSC: which i know hurt him to hear
JenneUCSC: but he asked
SurvivorGracie: taylor was pissed as everything at me when we vote out ashlee
LucasHorowitz: what??
SurvivorGracie: yeah
JenneUCSC: me too
SurvivorGracie: he and ashlee had a final - final 2 deal
JenneUCSC: he riled me a bit
JenneUCSC: she had a f2 with everyone
SurvivorGracie: but then
LucasHorowitz: not me
SurvivorGracie: lol. . yeah
LucasHorowitz: lol
JenneUCSC: she always said to me "you and me to the end girl"
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: same exact thing she said to me
SurvivorGracie: and to stephanie
SurvivorGracie: and to kelley
SurvivorGracie: and to lisa
SurvivorGracie: and to steve
SurvivorGracie: and to ryan
SurvivorGracie: and to kyle
JenneUCSC: beth and i could have kept her
JenneUCSC: if we wanted to
SurvivorGracie: yep
SurvivorGracie: we couldn't afford her anymore
JenneUCSC: uncontrollable variables scare me
JenneUCSC: jamie for example, was an uncontrollable variable
SurvivorGracie: jenne and I ruled the girls tribe without them really knowing it
JenneUCSC: sorry mikey :-\
JenneUCSC: but you got yourself a spitfire redhead
SurvivorGracie: *hugs mikey*
JenneUCSC: :-)
SurvivorGracie: from the very first vote of lisa
SurvivorGracie: jenne and I made those decisions
JenneUCSC: mikey helped on that one
SurvivorGracie: *nods*
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: mikey ruled
JenneUCSC: mikey got jamie
LucasHorowitz: big time
LucasHorowitz: ;-)
LucasHorowitz: ok, brother needs on!
LucasHorowitz: so i will see my ladies tomorrow!
SurvivorGracie: nooooooooooooooooo
JenneUCSC: *dog pile*
SurvivorGracie: *grabs mikey*
JenneUCSC: can;t leave if we are sitting on him
SurvivorGracie: makes him stay
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