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Post by Kyle on Feb 1, 2005 0:02:53 GMT -5
There was some scrambling goin on up in Aarow. Wow! Before council, i mean, the very moment I signed on Lucas just about tackled me! Totally freaking out! He was a basketcase, and all because we switched the vote to Tony. Well not only that but because Jenne told him he almost got himself voted out. Blast it Jenne! Well, he just riddled me with questions, then I had Ryan on one side and then Taylor on the other, then Big Steve. My head was spinning, and I was wondering why it was all of a sudden on my shoulders??? Well, as planned, Tony got voted out--the poor guy. I know he wasn't expecting that and I hate it for him, but he is just so busy. Well Lucas tells me he got a good cussin from Tony, but I guess that comes with the territory. Well after TC Lucas was also telling me all this stuff that Taylor had told me and I went straight to Taylor and just unloaded. I shouldn't have because Taylor is my best friend in this game and I should've stopped to find out what was going on first. I feel like I kind of hurt him a bit because I was harsh. We just need to not fight anymore and know that we're with each other. What a night. I feel like I need to bust out the oscar for some people...mainly Lucas. Wow, does he take this game seriously! All i know is I need sleep.
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Post by Kyle on Feb 2, 2005 16:24:45 GMT -5
I can't even describe the mood i was in last night. It was awful. I've started to lose my temper a lot within the last couple of days which is really hard for me to do, but this game and certain people I've started let get the best of me. I don't know why. I'm not generally a sore loser even though I am very competitive and a perfectionist by nature. I don't like to lose at anything. I guess what made me the most angry was how we rallied together after the last tribal council and vowed that we were going to work together to win this next challenge. Yeah....that went out the window the second we left the chat. The gains and losses challenge should've been a breeze and would have been if we had ALL worked on it. There was a period of a couple of hours where Ryan and I were the only two working and ALL the girls were online working, there numbers shooting through the roof. I was a bit aggrivated....OK a lot aggrivated that Taylor found it more important to write for his other game than work with us. I don't know if he had some kind of deadline or what, but it was really frustrating. But i was the most ticked at Big Steve who popped in quick enough to say, "We can win this challenge guys" Then disappeared never to show up again for the rest of the night. I sat on this computer from 5 my time to 12:30 only breaking for an hour to eat and watch the Amazing Race. One by one everyone gave up and went to bed just like they did for the story challenge. Then when I went to work today i worked on it a little bit while i was working and trying to hide it from my boss. What I feel like now is that a whole evening of my life is wasted. Completely gone for absolutely nothing. It wasn't even a fight. There's not even a word for the type of beating the girls put on us. The only thing I can imagine they did was write some sort of program or set a setting that would refresh a webpage automatically and just left it running. I experimented and researched all over the place trying to find that solution but could only find a few HTML codes that would redirect but never refresh. That's why i'm so pissed. PISSED. Yeah its a game, but I wasted an evening of my life. And I'm getting tired which is usually one of the main reasons i ever get in a bad mood. This game is starting to wear me out.
Ok, enough wallowing in my sorrow....as Jenne told me last night, if I get all pouty its going to start breaking people's hearts.
NOTE: that line from her was laced with sarcasm
So enought about that. I'm not too nervous about tribal council that we WILL be attending tomorrow night, and yes the challenge is still going on for another yet. So at tomorrow's TC i feel I'm in pretty good standing. Lucas right now is a basketcase, scared out of his mind, and is probably willing to do anything to get the attention off himself and keep safe. I mean he voted for Ryan the other night so that we would focus our attention on Big Steve. I didn't need Big Steve to tell me that...I knew the moment that vote was revealed. So at this point I feel Lucas will go along with whatever. Taylor and Ryan are with me. I have no doubts about that, and I love Jenne to death but I don't really care if she likes Ryan or not. I feel like Big Steve will vote along with us if we target Lucas or Rami, and I feel like Rami will go along with us if we target Lucas or Big Steve. If I had to vote right now it will be for Big Steve because he didn't even lift a finger to help us. Monday, it would have been Lucas, but Jenne brought up a good point. Since Lucas is like a little schnauzer yipping at our feet until we give him a biscuit, he'll follow us anywhere until we give him that biscuit. So we could use his vote. So we'll keep him for now. I hate to be so brutal sounding, but Lucas, come on! Just play it cool and you wouldn't have to have anything to worry about.
Well, we'll just see how this next tribal council goes. All i have to say is that after yesterday if I'm the one to go. All hell will break loose......not really but it makes me sound big and tough, huh?
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Post by Kyle on Feb 3, 2005 9:32:11 GMT -5
Ok, so I've calmed down a little bit from yesterday. Big Steve says that he was online working and just not signed into messenger. It's whatever...i'll take his word for it I guess. I know the girls have a system that Kelley informed me she would be glad to let me in on after all this was over. It was a program....it had to be. And Jamie was the author. I almost found a code in HTML to do it...if only I'd had a little more time. Well, whatever, what's done is done and we're going to TC tonight. My first game shifting move is going to be made...there's going to be some upset people tonight. Well, actually only two, and hopefully I can convince Ryan later that I'm not against him. Rami and Ryan are voting Lucas and think that Big Steve and I are as well. Big Steve told me just the other day when we were being "frank" with each other that he trusts Rami the least....so why would he go with Rami against Lucas? Taylor tells me that Big Steve is on board to vote Rami. I tend to believe that is where Big Steve is really headed, and Taylor commanded me to keep my mouth shut, so last night I just kind of had to go along with Rami however elusively without saying I was with him or against him. I don't like playing that game, but for my safety and for the safety of Taylor, Jenne, and Gracie....and I guess Lucas...I have to play this way.
So yeah....my first play will happen tonight. *Takes a deep breath
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