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Post by Kyle on Feb 8, 2005 11:11:23 GMT -5
Chaos. That's all I can say for the game at this point. Utter chaos. I set out to make friends in this game and to play as honestly as possible and as I've heard over and over again it's not possible to make if far in the game honestly. I wanted to at least show Ryan the decency of not having to be blindsided. I thought I was doing a good thing for him...how was I supposed to know he was going to vote for Taylor and then rat out our alliance to Ellie or whoever it was. If I'd have known he was gonna do that, I would've have gone with the rest of the guys 2 TC's ago and taken Ryan out. Now because of him, Jenne, Gracie, Taylor, Lucas all 4 don't trust me. They think i'm playing them and leaking our alliance. Taylor was mad at me because Ryan voted for him. Jamie tells me I targeted myself in everyone's eyes because of the "Pagonging" and the "guy stomping" statement I made at the Tribal Council last night. All i was doing was trying to play off our alliance like i didn't have a connection with any of the girls. I guess yesterday was just an all around mistake. The worst part about it is not that I may or may not be a target...it's that I potentially have lost my 2 best friends in this game...Taylor and Jenne. That's all I care about.
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Post by Kyle on Feb 10, 2005 0:48:52 GMT -5
So we've had a couple of days to chill out after Monday's dramas. I got to calm down a bit because I was so rattled! Heck yes i was. After talking to Jenne today...I feel so much better about the whol Fab 5 Leak situation. But what I don't feel good about is Lucas. Will I ever??? He says he trusts me and has my back, I tell him I trust him and have his back, but is he for real? How many connections does he have outside of "us?" These questions and more plague me about him....i'm guessing that Lucas will continue to be a mystery for the remainder of this game. What makes me the most nervous right now is that I had no idea that Lucas and Jamie were close. I told Jamie that this was a new game and I don't bring baggage from one game to the next, and I meant that. But that still doesn't take away from the fact that i know she's a very tough challenge competitor, and that she's a sneak, and very bold, and very smug. Ok, enough of that. She told me I was a target, and Jenne told me not to be surprised if she votes for me at the next tribal council. Hopefully I have enough to watch my back on that one. Jenne and I digussed something that sets me at great ease, and that's that Ellie and Steve are good cusion votes/alternate alliance replacements. I really believe that Steve trusts me and I'm glad for that because I really don't want to turn on him soon. I'm fairly confident that he will shield us from Lucas if need be. And Jenne feels the same way about Ellie. So having said that...that's 6 people right there to vote out Kelley not including Lucas in case we can't count on his vote. I will message steve tomorrow. The only thing that scares me, is that i knew Steve is sick and sometimes very scarce around these parts. I just hope I can get to him before Lucas does about voting for Kelley. surely Steve will go along with me, especially since Jenne told me that Steve told her that I was they only guy that he liked. That sets me at great ease after the week i've had!
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Post by Kyle on Feb 10, 2005 16:57:56 GMT -5
Just a few hours and counting to what I think will be the most nerve wracking tribal council in the game thus far. I have never really been in danger before because there has always been other major fish to fry. Mitch, the floaters, then of course Ryan and Rami who seemed to come into this game with their torches already snuffed. I don't really know why. But this council I'm completely vulnerable and it is the first time that I've even heard of myself being a possible target! Cripes! And the ONLY reason I would be a target is because of Jamie. I would feel more comfortable if she was gone...but let's face it, in this game I have no reason to target her so I won't until she is a literal threat. Bringing baggage over from other games is stupid. So with that said, she has no reason to want to target me in this game except for baggage. Lucas just sent me a message that votes were swinging against Kelley so that makes me feel a little bit better. If we could just get past this vote! I know I say that every time, but this TC is the key! Then I can go take my heart medicine and have my stomach ulcer looked at! HAHAHA....i'm totally just kidding, but if this game was a life or death matter, that is exactly what all this drama and strategizing would create!
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