Convos 2/9/05

[Kyle]

Kdadams76: hey
taylorserveshard: hey
taylorserveshard: it may be jamie tomorrow
taylorserveshard: but keep it very quiet
Kdadams76: ok
taylorserveshard: espaccialy from lucas
Kdadams76: ok
Kdadams76: why are we keeping it quiet from our alliance?
Kdadams76: i will....but just wondering
taylorserveshard: well
taylorserveshard: here is the thing
taylorserveshard: Lucas and Jamie are very close
taylorserveshard: and Lucas doesn't want to vote her out
taylorserveshard: and doesn't want to know when she will go
taylorserveshard: so we aren't telling him
taylorserveshard: and obviously don't tell jamie
Kdadams76: gotcha....loud and clear
taylorserveshard: just keep it very quiet right now
Kdadams76: i won't say a word to anyone...i'll leave that to yall
taylorserveshard: half way through after tomorrow night!
Kdadams76: cool....i won't be online till right before council anyways
taylorserveshard: don't even say it to the alliance
Kdadams76: i won't
taylorserveshard: it's pretty much a hush hush issue
taylorserveshard: alright brb
Kdadams76: cool cool
taylorserveshard is away at 9:20:57 PM.
taylorserveshard returned at 9:26:10 PM.
Kdadams76: so Jamie has asked me who i thought i was voting for...and i gave her the blanket answer....i don't know haven't talked to anyone....bleh
taylorserveshard: k
Kdadams76: all always hate that answer cause it makes people skeptical
taylorserveshard: ehh what can you do?
Kdadams76: i know right

[Kyle]

Kdadams76: jenne just messaged me....she messaged me...and told me she wants Kelley....what gives?
taylorserveshard: it changed last minute
taylorserveshard: I think
taylorserveshard: just go with kelley for now

[Kyle]

Kdadams76: Jamie just asked me who i thought i was voting for....ack!
SurvivorGracie: Jamie's mad at me
Kdadams76: who are we voting for??
Kdadams76: why is she mad at you?
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: she told me that Jenne lied to her about the challenge
SurvivorGracie: so I asked Jenne about it
SurvivorGracie: Jamie's mad because I said something to Jenne
SurvivorGracie: and she won't talk to me about it
Kdadams76: uh oh
Kdadams76: what did Jenne lie about?
SurvivorGracie: I didn't think it was that big of a deal
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: that's the thing
SurvivorGracie: Jenne didn't lie
SurvivorGracie: at least
SurvivorGracie: according to Jenne
SurvivorGracie: so .. who knows
Kdadams76: drama drama drama
SurvivorGracie: I wouldn't be surprised if she votes for me
Kdadams76: so who are we voting for?
SurvivorGracie: I dunno .. no one has been around
SurvivorGracie: who do you want to vote for?
Kdadams76: i want to vote for whoever is most comfortable voting for...but I don't want to stir up any more problems!
SurvivorGracie: I just wish she'd talk to me about it, ya know?
Kdadams76: I want to vote for whoever is safest for us, but we've got to figure out how to do it
SurvivorGracie: *nods*
SurvivorGracie: I agree
SurvivorGracie: what's your preference?
Kdadams76: well....we've got to consider now that we need at least 6 to get our majority right now
SurvivorGracie: yeah
Kdadams76: here's what i was thinking
SurvivorGracie: yes?
Kdadams76: if we go for a guy....our only option is big Steve....BUT what if the other girls want to go for one of the rest of us
SurvivorGracie: what about one of the girls?
Kdadams76: they will get suspicious if you girls try to steer them away
Kdadams76: if we go for one of the girls...steve will vote with us
SurvivorGracie: does Jamie say who she wants to vote for?
Kdadams76: no...of course not
SurvivorGracie: do you two get along very well?
Kdadams76: well....we are unsure of each other from another game
Kdadams76: but we seem to get along in this one
SurvivorGracie: that's good at least
Kdadams76: yeah
Kdadams76: where is everyone so we can discuss this???
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: I know
Kdadams76: who would you consider....jenne had mentioned kelley
SurvivorGracie: *nods*
SurvivorGracie: wouldn't mind it
Kdadams76: as long as it's not me...i'm all for it....haha
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: you sound like me

[Kyle]

JenneUCSC: hey i have good news!
Kdadams76: hey doll
Kdadams76: what's the good news??
Kdadams76: congrats by the way!
JenneUCSC: thank you!
JenneUCSC: i super wanted it
Kdadams76: i can tell!
Kdadams76: wow
Kdadams76: i thought i had done so good....lol
Kdadams76: what's the good news?
JenneUCSC: well jamie lied about me today. and i no likey.
JenneUCSC: so i am not feeling like i owe her anything now
JenneUCSC: :-P
JenneUCSC: which i thought you would be happy to hear
Kdadams76: cool cool
Kdadams76: so who is the target tomorrow?
JenneUCSC: its up in the air
JenneUCSC: i can tell you what i want
Kdadams76: what do you want?
JenneUCSC: kellie
JenneUCSC: for personal reasons
JenneUCSC: jamie can go after that, but i'm scared to turn on her i guess
Kdadams76: why are you scared?
JenneUCSC: cause the girls wont be ok iwth it you know?
JenneUCSC: i dont want to deal iwth wrath
Kdadams76: well we will have the majority after tomorrow
JenneUCSC: doesnt mean i want to deal with pissyness!
Kdadams76: true....but it will make all your next votes that much easier....lol
Kdadams76: but we gotta consider one thing though....Kelley doesn't seem to stand out in the challenges
Kdadams76: if you know what i mean
JenneUCSC: well that pissed me off
JenneUCSC: like she feels safe
JenneUCSC: so she didnt try
Kdadams76: what has she been like on previous challenges?
JenneUCSC: she is not a challenge threat
JenneUCSC: that isnt why i want her out
JenneUCSC: i told you its personal
JenneUCSC: she has never talked to me
JenneUCSC: which means she is allied with who knows who! i dont like mysteries
Kdadams76: lol
Kdadams76: there's too many mysteries already in this game
JenneUCSC: i am not saying lets all vote out kellie. thats just my feelings on the manner
JenneUCSC: doesnt mean i am right
JenneUCSC: *shrugs*
Kdadams76: as long as its not me...i'm for whatever
Kdadams76: i just want what's best for the long run
JenneUCSC: well if we knock kellie out, jamie is a sitting duck next
JenneUCSC: as long as us 5 stay strong we are cool. i was kinda thinkn lucas should go then. but that stays between us
JenneUCSC: :-P
Kdadams76: i thought you and lucas were tight
JenneUCSC: he's too good at challenges to let him into the f4
JenneUCSC: and he is gonna be pissed when jamie goes. i am preparing for the worst
Kdadams76: man, this is so stressful....lol
JenneUCSC: word!
Kdadams76: ok...this makes sense
Kdadams76: if we hold off on Jamie and Lucas gets pissed he won't be able to do anything about it
JenneUCSC: :-)
JenneUCSC: thats what i said to taylor
JenneUCSC: if we do it now...its just too risky
JenneUCSC: i want to, i really do. but that is an emotional decision
Kdadams76: so if we're in a 5 person alliance....how does Lucas think that he was going to hold to her?
JenneUCSC: lucas tends to think people will do whatever he tells them to do
JenneUCSC: impression i have gotten
Kdadams76: might lucas have been the leak?
JenneUCSC: possible. i didnt think he liked ryan but you never can tell
Kdadams76: just as long as i don't get blindsided
JenneUCSC: hell no kyle!
JenneUCSC: i would not do that to you, i dont fuck friends
JenneUCSC: its a policy
JenneUCSC: ...
JenneUCSC: only strangers i meet in bars
Kdadams76: LOL
JenneUCSC: JK
Kdadams76: you are too funny
Kdadams76: lol
Kdadams76: well now i'm hoping lucas doesnt' blindside us!
JenneUCSC: well i am trying to keep this on the DL, its in all our best interests to if you know what i mean
JenneUCSC: lucas is an emotional player
JenneUCSC: i dont want those emotions flying at US!
JenneUCSC: i know you've seen it
Kdadams76: oh yes
Kdadams76: i just hope he doesn't have all kinds of outside connections and he's planning to broadside us...do you think?
JenneUCSC: its survivor, anything is possible
Kdadams76: yeah
Kdadams76: sigh
Kdadams76: i can't even imagine now what it would be like on the real show
JenneUCSC: i'd have a heart attack
Kdadams76: lol....me too
JenneUCSC: ugh! the girls are gonna want a guy gone. i dont know how this will work
Kdadams76: steve
JenneUCSC: i like steve though
JenneUCSC: i dont like kellie
JenneUCSC: thats what sux bout this game
JenneUCSC: sometimes you have to vote out people you like and keep someone you dont
JenneUCSC: i HATE that
Kdadams76: i mean steve will help us get kellie
Kdadams76: he will go along with the guys
Kdadams76: us 4, you and gracie.....6 to 4
JenneUCSC: ohhhh yah!
Kdadams76: he'll do it
JenneUCSC: ellie would too . i talked to her bout wanting kellie gone since the 2nd TC we went to
Kdadams76: sweet
Kdadams76: we need to make a decision so we can get a hold of steve...he's rather scarce!
JenneUCSC: he is!
JenneUCSC: i wont be around much tomorrow too
JenneUCSC: cant be at TC
Kdadams76: for real? awww gonna miss ya
JenneUCSC: wont be able to go to TH TC anymore
JenneUCSC: math class started
Kdadams76: ouch!
JenneUCSC: very
Kdadams76: i wish i had immunity for tomorrow!
Kdadams76: you just earned yourself a seat on the jury
JenneUCSC: heck no! earned a seat in the final 2
JenneUCSC:
JenneUCSC: well...a girl can dream anyways
Kdadams76: lol
JenneUCSC: if i end up in the f3 with you and taylor are you guys gonna take each other?
Kdadams76: i dont know...that's so far away
JenneUCSC: i mean i kinda expect that i guess
JenneUCSC: true, i wont worry bout it
Kdadams76: i would hate to have to pick between you two...but that's provided i even win immunity
JenneUCSC: just gonna you know...break your fingers so you cant type before then...
Kdadams76: LOL
Kdadams76: honestly...if i get to final 3 with you two....that made the game for me period
JenneUCSC: :-) i already got further than i ever imagined
JenneUCSC: final 9!!!
JenneUCSC: thats halfway thru
Kdadams76: well...i just got voted out of my other game....so i still have to 3 TC's to go before i can say that
JenneUCSC: awww, jamie told me bout that
JenneUCSC: dont be surprised if she votes for you
Kdadams76: yep...jamie turned on me
JenneUCSC: i dont know if she is, but i would not be surprised
Kdadams76: tomorrow?
JenneUCSC: *nods*
Kdadams76: why would she?
JenneUCSC: she told me bout voting you out of the other game
Kdadams76: and...
JenneUCSC: she seemed to want to repeat it. like i said, i dont *know* i just wouldnt be shocked if it happened
JenneUCSC: gracie and i are keeping an eye on her though
Kdadams76: she did ask me today who i was going to vote for
JenneUCSC: so dont you feel scared or intimidated by her. you gots to be chill yo
Kdadams76: i hate when people are so bold to ask that then get pissed when you don't say...or won't answer the same question
JenneUCSC: a tad hypocritical
Kdadams76: heck yes it is
JenneUCSC: i wish we could vote her off this time
JenneUCSC: i would if i felt safe in doing it
Kdadams76: so do i
Kdadams76: did she tell you how she voted me out?
JenneUCSC: nope
Kdadams76: she totally turned on me
Kdadams76: very smugly too
JenneUCSC: brb, potty break
JenneUCSC: added food break onto that
JenneUCSC: havnt had dinner yet
Kdadams76: will it's early yet in your parts
JenneUCSC: 9 :-\
Kdadams76: it seems like every TC it's like...if we could just get past this next vote
JenneUCSC: i know! its like the hiking illusion
Kdadams76: LOL
JenneUCSC: like you think its just one more switchback till the peak
Kdadams76: yeah
JenneUCSC: and you get there, and its one more
JenneUCSC: for like forever!
Kdadams76: hey...can i ask you a question??
JenneUCSC: shoot
Kdadams76: that time that Lucas had his emotional break down before we voted Tony out.....
JenneUCSC: doesnt mean ill answer
Kdadams76: did you tell him that he was being targeted?
JenneUCSC: not in those words
JenneUCSC: i told him the vote switched to tony
Kdadams76: ok....so you didn't say names.
JenneUCSC: i believe i said "the natives are restless"
JenneUCSC: taylor told me not to tell him
JenneUCSC: so i didnt
JenneUCSC: but i didnt want him to be blindsided either
JenneUCSC: if it came to that
JenneUCSC: thats what you do for your allies, right?
Kdadams76: yeppers!
Kdadams76: well it was the Ryan side each time that wanted him gone
Kdadams76: just right before the Tony TC i got very suspicious of Lucas
JenneUCSC: i figured
JenneUCSC: i was trying to respect taylor's request w/o totally bailing on lucas
Kdadams76: only because...when i mentioned that we vote Rami instead of Ryan...Lucas was all for it and backing me up, and i thought it strangely odd
Kdadams76: esp since he couldn't stand Ryna just seconds before
JenneUCSC: odd that he would back your decision?
JenneUCSC: that doesnt surprise me
Kdadams76: to keep Ryan over Rami?
JenneUCSC: he trusts you
JenneUCSC: i think
Kdadams76: i hope so

[Kyle]

JenneUCSC: if you wanted something, i would do it
JenneUCSC: thats why you have allies
Kdadams76: i did my best to keep Ryan/Rami from voting him 3 TC's
Kdadams76: so i hope he remembers that!
JenneUCSC: lol, he should!
Kdadams76: well..i didn't know he and Jamie were so close
JenneUCSC: i told him once that i wanted the pleasure of voting ryan off myself. so maybe thats why he was ok letting ryan go thru. who knows though
JenneUCSC: trying to figure people out is impossible
Kdadams76: yeah
Kdadams76: i've told Lucas before what a tough competitor Jamie is and i didn't know they were close
JenneUCSC: i'm not sure what the tie is, i just know he likes her
Kdadams76: well....before he goes and gets all sappy...he needs to remember that i let go...even turned against a friend for his sake
JenneUCSC: i hope you know that i did appreciate that
JenneUCSC: i never said so, but that meant something to me
JenneUCSC: you were straight with me bout your ties to him, but you always kept your word
Kdadams76: i'm glad it did mean something to you....i had you, taylor and gracie in mind when i did it
JenneUCSC: my favorites!
Kdadams76: if anybody breaks that quartet up...i will be crushed!
JenneUCSC: :-) wont happen
JenneUCSC: we are as hard to break at titanium!
JenneUCSC: grrrrrr!
Kdadams76: tough as nails!
JenneUCSC: tougher!
Kdadams76: well....i got something interesting that might be of some help to us
JenneUCSC: *perks up*
Kdadams76: I believe that Steve will go along with me in whatever
JenneUCSC: he told me before you were the only guy he liked
Kdadams76: so he will be a good shield
Kdadams76: possible replacement if need be
JenneUCSC: i would be cool with that
JenneUCSC: i've always liked him
Kdadams76: we listed the guys we trusted in order from most to least to each other
Kdadams76: and now that ryan and rami are gone...lucas is next on his list for least
JenneUCSC: *not surprised*
Kdadams76: so....i think he will be a good ally
JenneUCSC: i agree
Kdadams76: so the Ryan/Rami hate fest was a whole Survivor Valetines thing....lol..i dont know why i didn't see it
JenneUCSC: its not that im ready to sell lucas out cause he has done nothing to me in this game that would warrant me doing that. im not just gonna turn on him because we allied with him. and that means something to me
JenneUCSC: but i am preparing for anything
Kdadams76: that's where i am
Kdadams76: i like lucas....he is my bud
Kdadams76: but he is so all over the map that it makes me nervous
JenneUCSC: *nods* emotional
Kdadams76: VERY emotional
Kdadams76: he practically tackled me when tony got voted out as soon as i signed in
Kdadams76: i could almost hear him breathing through cyber space
JenneUCSC: lmao
JenneUCSC: taylor told me he did that. i yelled at him on your behalf
JenneUCSC: well maybe not yell, but i told him to chill out!
Kdadams76: yelled at Lucas?
JenneUCSC: not quite yelled
JenneUCSC: i dont yell at people
Kdadams76: as much as you can through messenger...lol
JenneUCSC: like look...jamie and kellie are both on now...neither are talking to me
JenneUCSC: i *assume* they are talking
JenneUCSC: i want to take kellie away from jamie
JenneUCSC: :-)
JenneUCSC: so we can safely get her after
JenneUCSC:
Kdadams76: i'm talking to Kelley right now....this is like the 2nd conversationg we've had in the whole game!
JenneUCSC: OH! *eats words*
JenneUCSC: thats about how many i've had with her
JenneUCSC: dont feel bad
Kdadams76: i'm just trying to keep myself from being a target
JenneUCSC: understood
Kdadams76: we're talking about marriage...LOL
JenneUCSC: just dont mention my gun pointed at her
Kdadams76: well mine is too....never
Kdadams76: lol
JenneUCSC: :-) lol
Kdadams76: is lucas close to her?
JenneUCSC: not to my knowledge, which is ...well...limited
JenneUCSC: if he had other ties...contingincy plan or whatever...he wouldnt tell us
Kdadams76: oh i know that
Kdadams76: although he never misses a chance to tell me he had my back no matter what
JenneUCSC: and seeing as kellie and have spoke once before the merge and like once since....i'm not the one to ask
Kdadams76: yeah
JenneUCSC: i mean if someone isn't plotting with you at this point, then they are plotting not only with someone else, but probally against you too
JenneUCSC: am i paranoid or what!
Kdadams76: don't worry...i'm probably more paranoid than you are!
Kdadams76: who do you think ellie plots with?
JenneUCSC: *points to self*
Kdadams76: sweet sweet
JenneUCSC: she is my steve
JenneUCSC: well we dont plot
Kdadams76: but she likes you
JenneUCSC: but we always talk before each vote
Kdadams76: that's exactly me and steve
JenneUCSC: and ellie and steve like one another
Kdadams76: good good
Kdadams76: this is setting me a little at ease here
JenneUCSC: good!
JenneUCSC: no one really talks much to ellie
Kdadams76: annette?
JenneUCSC: she feels left out
JenneUCSC: annette is a bit of a mystery to me
JenneUCSC: but i dont underestimate her
JenneUCSC: i think she is good
Kdadams76: she'll pop in and message me every once in a while
Kdadams76: but i talked to Ellie today and she didn't seem to be in a great mood
JenneUCSC: awww, she probally feels vulnerable
Kdadams76: so she is the only one that said anything to you about our alliance?
JenneUCSC: yep
Kdadams76: monday had me so rattled that i pulled a lucas
JenneUCSC: uh oh!
Kdadams76: yeah
Kdadams76: as soon as i signed on...i found out i got the boot from my other game
Kdadams76: then during the TC taylor got pissed at me cause Ryan voted for him
Kdadams76: then Jamie immediately tells me that i just targeted myself to EVERYONE
JenneUCSC: i can see why you would be freaked
Kdadams76: then you message me about the "leak"
JenneUCSC: it was a stressful night for everyone
Kdadams76: yeah it was....then everyone was saying, i don't know anything no one's talking
Kdadams76: and i couldn't believe that NO ONE was talking to one another
JenneUCSC: lol, i was talking to ellie
JenneUCSC: in the gang a bit
Kdadams76: and Tuesday Lucas told me he had a million PM's on the board from everyone on our alliance about the situiaton
Kdadams76: and i was like...oh great...i'm gone
JenneUCSC: eeek, i didnt send him any
Kdadams76: and i can't imagine that taylor did either
JenneUCSC: he hasnt been around much
Kdadams76: or gracie for that matter
JenneUCSC: well it alked to him on im bout it
JenneUCSC: i made sure everyone knew that ellie had heard that
JenneUCSC: we all needed to be on our toes
Kdadams76: i wish i could get into everyone's journal....LOL
JenneUCSC: hah!
JenneUCSC: i dont want you reading mine!
JenneUCSC: i talked bout liking to flirt with you
JenneUCSC:
Kdadams76: LOL....did we write the same thing??
Kdadams76: LOL
JenneUCSC: i refer to you as the kinky virgin!
Kdadams76: LOLOL
Kdadams76: that is hysterical
JenneUCSC: its kinda a pet name
Kdadams76: i like it
Kdadams76: heehee
JenneUCSC: but you werent sposed to know bout it!
JenneUCSC:
Kdadams76: it's ok...it made my night!
JenneUCSC:
Kdadams76: well i would sure definitely love to get into lucas' journal
JenneUCSC: naughty boy!
JenneUCSC: will be fun to read these eps
Kdadams76: O:-)
JenneUCSC: and finally know what was really goin on
Kdadams76: heck yes it will
Kdadams76: well it is good to know that everyone is just as paranoid as i am
JenneUCSC: ok boooy, im gonna get goin. HW to do! but unless you hear otherwise, my vote will be for kellie
Kdadams76: ok....so spread the word for kelley?
JenneUCSC: i would keep it low key
JenneUCSC: i dont know how to handle it
JenneUCSC: cause im scared if lucas hears, he'll tell jamie
Kdadams76: should i pm Steve or wait to see if he's online tomorrow? what if he doesn't show up and votes early?
JenneUCSC: i dunno!
JenneUCSC: i trust your judgement
Kdadams76: ok...i'll see if he's online later in the day
JenneUCSC: hopefully i can talk to him too
Kdadams76: speak of the devil!
Kdadams76: (lucas)
Kdadams76: lol
JenneUCSC: i saw!
Kdadams76: well i'm gonna go before he asks me who!
Kdadams76: lol
Kdadams76: night friend!
JenneUCSC: ok. night!