Convos 2/23/05

[Kyle]

Kdadams76: *pounce*
SurvivorGracie: kyle
SurvivorGracie: I have to talk to you
SurvivorGracie: serious talk
Kdadams76: uh oh
Kdadams76: what in the world is happening??
SurvivorGracie: Ellie will be out for my blood
Kdadams76: why?
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: because I have a big mouth
SurvivorGracie: she asked me about the vote tomorrow
SurvivorGracie: and ... I wanted to see what she thought
SurvivorGracie: so I said that I had heard it was between you and lucas
SurvivorGracie: (knowing the vote was already for lucas)
SurvivorGracie: and she asked me if "my alliance" would vote any differently anyways
SurvivorGracie: are you with me?
Kdadams76: yeah....how would that make her mad though?
SurvivorGracie: because she realized that she wasn't part of the alliance
SurvivorGracie: and basically i've lied to her most of the game
Kdadams76: well she's the one that said alliance...so she already knew right?
SurvivorGracie: yes
SurvivorGracie: she already knew
SurvivorGracie: and
SurvivorGracie: I didn't see any reason to lie anymore
SurvivorGracie: <sigh> I should hav ekept lying
Kdadams76: so i don't see why she should be mad at you or why you should be worried
SurvivorGracie: she's mad because ... she knows she was lied to
SurvivorGracie: I can understand that, actually.
Kdadams76: but you have nothing to worry about when you have us right?
SurvivorGracie: I hope not.
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: I wanted to tell you .. that if you have to vote me out
SurvivorGracie: I won't be mad
SurvivorGracie: I know I messed up
SurvivorGracie: I don't know what she'll say to you.
Kdadams76: how is that messing up? she will have to go at some point right?
SurvivorGracie: but I wanted you to hear from me what happened.
SurvivorGracie: yes
SurvivorGracie: at some point .. I would think all of us would be expect to be voted out
SurvivorGracie: only two people can make that final two
SurvivorGracie: and I certainly don't count on the fact that I would be there
SurvivorGracie: but she *is* mad
SurvivorGracie: I tried being as honest as I could with her
SurvivorGracie: saying it didn't help is a major understatement
SurvivorGracie: I take it she's talking with you?
Kdadams76: ellie....no she's not
SurvivorGracie: seriously, Kyle .. if you need to vote me out to save yourself .. I understand
Kdadams76: but i don't see why you need to be voted out because of this!!
SurvivorGracie: I sincerely hope not
SurvivorGracie: I really don't want to be
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: I want you to have that option if you need it
Kdadams76: don't talk like that
Kdadams76: we're gonna stay strong
Kdadams76: she would have to know eventually anyways
SurvivorGracie: I know
SurvivorGracie: I'm just feeling quite horrible
Kdadams76: trust me I empathize
SurvivorGracie: she told me basically that if either Jenne or I made final 2 with any guy .. the guy will win
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: so make sure you take one of us
Kdadams76: well...that just means that you and jenne will be taking each other if you are final 3....lol
SurvivorGracie: lol .. no
SurvivorGracie: but ellie did sort of admit that she told kelley that she should vote for me
Kdadams76: hmmm
SurvivorGracie: and what's funny to me ... or ironic
SurvivorGracie: I didn't lie to kelley about the vote
Kdadams76: she told kelley that Kelley should vote for you?
SurvivorGracie: kelley asked ellie if I was lying I guess .. and ellie told her that i lied about every vote
Kdadams76: but you didn't really did you?
SurvivorGracie: no
SurvivorGracie: I mean ... I wasn't always 100% honest with everyone
Kdadams76: well you can't be
Kdadams76: especially when you have an alliance you have to keep under wraps
SurvivorGracie: I know.
SurvivorGracie: i wasn't going to risk other people
Kdadams76: I know it's hard
Kdadams76: I had to go through this with Ryan
SurvivorGracie: remind me next time to just play solitaire
Kdadams76: this game has turned out to be more emotional than you thought, huh?
SurvivorGracie: yeah
Kdadams76: yeah it's definitely a lot harder than i thought
SurvivorGracie: Survivor and me .. probably not a good idea
SurvivorGracie: I care too much about other people
Kdadams76: i'm the same way
Kdadams76: everyone seems to be having a bad day
Kdadams76: :-(
SurvivorGracie: *hugs Kyle*
Kdadams76: i don't like to see my chickadees hurting!
SurvivorGracie: my day started sucky too
Kdadams76: i'm sorry to hear that
SurvivorGracie: thanks
Kdadams76: *massages gracie's shoulders*
SurvivorGracie: aw .. *snuggles into Kyle*
Kdadams76: :-D
Kdadams76: so is it just mainly game drama or do you have lots of stuff going on?
SurvivorGracie: game drama right now
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: work today I was so mad though
SurvivorGracie: a co-worker was trying to blame her screw-up on me
SurvivorGracie: and I had documentation to prove what had happened
SurvivorGracie: so I wasn't happy about that
Kdadams76: I've had that happen to me at work before
SurvivorGracie: *grin* I wasn't too pleasant to her the rest of the day
Kdadams76: very understandeable
SurvivorGracie: I *might* be nice to her tomorrow
SurvivorGracie: I haven't decided yet
Kdadams76: is it wrong that i have no sympathy to ellie?
Kdadams76: just to you and Jenne for feeling bad
SurvivorGracie: *smiles* ...
SurvivorGracie: one reason I don't feel rotten as heck .. Ellie signed up for the same game
SurvivorGracie: and has been telling lies to everyone just as much
Kdadams76: well...i just don't like it that she hasn't even bothered to try and get to know me, even though i've tried to get to know her....yet she still openly accuses me of being a threat
Kdadams76: and votes for me 3 TC's
SurvivorGracie: see that's one of the things I said to her .. she hasn't talked to me at all hardly all game
SurvivorGracie: she assumed she was safe simply because of "the girls"
Kdadams76: yeah
SurvivorGracie: and if I had been brutally honest
SurvivorGracie: I would have pointed out to her that she hadn't even played the first part of the game and had the girls lost more challenges
SurvivorGracie: she wouldn't have made merge even
SurvivorGracie: and the fact the girls won challenges
SurvivorGracie: was not due to her help
Kdadams76: right
Kdadams76: even we guys knew she wasn't very active
SurvivorGracie: yeah
Kdadams76: but you hit the nail on the head....she didn't try to get to know people
SurvivorGracie: yeah
SurvivorGracie: I think the only person she tried to connect with was jenne
Kdadams76: yeah....seems like
SurvivorGracie: <sigh>
SurvivorGracie: I still feel bad
Kdadams76: i know...it's hard
SurvivorGracie: let's go out for ice cream instead
Kdadams76: ok
Kdadams76: you like marble slab?
SurvivorGracie: I told jenne to come and take my keyboard away from me :-\
SurvivorGracie: marble slab? does that have any chocolate?
Kdadams76: oh yes
SurvivorGracie: then yes
SurvivorGracie: I want lots and lots
Kdadams76: ok....meet me in 10
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: can I get to Texas in 10?
Kdadams76: sure
SurvivorGracie: woo!
Kdadams76: beam me up scotty
SurvivorGracie: you actually made me smile
Kdadams76: yay!
Kdadams76: I made Gracie Lou smile!!
SurvivorGracie: you did!
Kdadams76: i'm so glad..
Kdadams76: jenne is meeting us for ice cream
Kdadams76: lol
SurvivorGracie: yay!
Kdadams76: i would so love to really do that
SurvivorGracie: I think I'm going to bed
Kdadams76: well I hope you feel better about everything
SurvivorGracie: thanks
SurvivorGracie: *hugs Kyle*
Kdadams76: and I hope you have a great day tomorrow
Kdadams76: *hug*
SurvivorGracie: I hope you do too
SurvivorGracie:

[Kyle]

Kdadams76: hey you!
JenneUCSC: hi honey
Kdadams76: how are you??
JenneUCSC: ellie knows about our alliance
JenneUCSC: i'm upset
JenneUCSC: she's crying
JenneUCSC: i'm crying
JenneUCSC: i';m sad
Kdadams76: well how could she not know by now?
Kdadams76: you're not going to cave into her are you?
JenneUCSC: what do you mean?
JenneUCSC: what is there to cave to?
Kdadams76: i know its sad...but don't you think it would've been worse when she's voted out?
Kdadams76: everything ok?
JenneUCSC: i guess so
JenneUCSC: i suck butt
Kdadams76: no you don't.....but i'm sorry you feel bad
Kdadams76: i can empathize...i really can
JenneUCSC: i really care about her. like how i care about you. if this was happening withyou, you know iw ould be balling
JenneUCSC: this game is hard
Kdadams76: I know it
Kdadams76: I really cared about Ryan
Kdadams76: is this changing our plans?
JenneUCSC: no its not
JenneUCSC: of course it isnt
JenneUCSC: i'm not upset thats all
Kdadams76: if is was there you know i'd hug you
JenneUCSC: be really nice to have someones arms wrapped round me right now
Kdadams76: awww
Kdadams76: so how have you been able to talk to her?
JenneUCSC: she is just hurt
JenneUCSC: and i feel awful for being deceptive
JenneUCSC: i never lied to her except when i had to deny the alliance when ryan told her
JenneUCSC: but i was still deceptive
Kdadams76: yeah...that has to happen though if you have to keep the alliance under wraps
Kdadams76: i know it really does suck
Kdadams76: i'm sorry, friend Jenne
JenneUCSC: maybe ya'll should jsut vote my ass off tomorrow! :-(
Kdadams76: ummmm
Kdadams76: thats not happening
Kdadams76: you haven't done anything wrong
Kdadams76: Ellie signed up for this game knowing about it just like all the rest of us
Kdadams76: it was her fault that she hasn't tried to get to know more people
Kdadams76: i tried to talk to her a lot, and it never worked
JenneUCSC: :-( i know, hard choices now
JenneUCSC: what happens when you go to the end iwth people you like
JenneUCSC: every TC is like this!
Kdadams76: if we get to final 4 with you, me, taylor, and gracie....i'm just rolling with the flow
Kdadams76: that to me is like winning the game
JenneUCSC: the thought of writing anyones name down makes me nautious
Kdadams76: yeah me too....but it's inevitable, you know?
JenneUCSC: i got queasy with the annette vote
JenneUCSC: and im WAY closer with everyone left than i was with her
Kdadams76: yeah me too
Kdadams76: do you want to meet Gracie and I for ice cream at the Marble Slab?
JenneUCSC: i would LOVE some ice cream
Kdadams76: meet us in 10
JenneUCSC: lol
Kdadams76: i would so love that!
JenneUCSC: need dinner!
Kdadams76: you feeling better?
JenneUCSC: not really
JenneUCSC: need dinner and have hw up the wazoo
Kdadams76: ok...well i hope you feel better
JenneUCSC: i'll be fine. i signed up for this game. and i'm playing it. even if i dont like it all.
Kdadams76: yeah
Kdadams76: have you talked to Taylor at all lately?
JenneUCSC: earlier today
JenneUCSC: we mud wrestled
Kdadams76: fun!
Kdadams76: he's so different to me lately
JenneUCSC: he hasnt been around much and like that with everyone i think
Kdadams76: i bet i annoy the heck out of him....:-\
JenneUCSC: why would you ever say that?
Kdadams76: becuase i went through a stage where i questioned him a lot
Kdadams76: and the other day i asked if his profile pic was really him
Kdadams76: if i were him i'd be annoyed too
JenneUCSC: just cause you ask questions?
JenneUCSC: did he tell you it was him?
Kdadams76: yeah
JenneUCSC: he is acting weird
JenneUCSC: he's goin out of town till sunday
Kdadams76: so he won't be here tomorrow?
JenneUCSC: dont think so
Kdadams76: is he talking to you now?
JenneUCSC: nope
JenneUCSC: i just talked to him when i was at work
Kdadams76: well...he did say he was packin a lot
JenneUCSC: my buddy list says he is idle
Kdadams76: mine too
Kdadams76: he was here then went away
JenneUCSC: i can call him and wake him up!
Kdadams76: LOL
Kdadams76: no don't do that
JenneUCSC: i think he already sent his vote in
Kdadams76: ok
Kdadams76: well i hope everythings ok with him
Kdadams76: will you play in all stars?
JenneUCSC: i dont think so actually
Kdadams76: i will be sad
Kdadams76: but i understand
JenneUCSC: i just dont think i could go thru this again
Kdadams76: i understand
Kdadams76: i just want to play against those cutthroats and put em in their places....LOL
Kdadams76: naa not really
JenneUCSC: i cant handle it
Kdadams76: i just get too attatched to people
JenneUCSC: preaching to the choir
Kdadams76: well...at least in this game...i've gotten attatched to the right people
JenneUCSC: :-) *hugs*
Kdadams76: hey....so tell me about this big switch to Lucas even before Ellie snatched up that immunity
JenneUCSC: defrosting dinner hang on and we'll discuss
Kdadams76: ok
JenneUCSC: yah, so it was after i talked to you on sunday night i think
JenneUCSC: you made me think bout everything
JenneUCSC: and though i really didnt want to think bout breakin our alliance, you starting the wheels in my brain turning
JenneUCSC: and so i talked to gracie and taylor
JenneUCSC: we hadnt made up our mind or anything but once ellie won it solidified it. cause well, who else would it be?
Kdadams76: right
JenneUCSC: plus we knew it would make you happy
JenneUCSC: even if i am realllllly sad to be doin it
Kdadams76: well i hope i haven't come across as a spoiled brat about it
JenneUCSC: you and lucas were gonna blow at some point. i think everyone knew it was inevitable. no alliance stays solid forever
Kdadams76: i wouldn't have except that he turned on me the first chance he got
Kdadams76: and i'd be more forgiving if i hdan't have stood up for him 3 TC's in a row
Kdadams76: AND sacrificed a friend for him
JenneUCSC: well you want to know how he felt like his pov?
JenneUCSC: why he had a problem with you
Kdadams76: yeah i want to know
JenneUCSC: he felt like you were willing to vote him off when tony left
JenneUCSC: your relationship never was the same after that vote
JenneUCSC: cause he felt betrayed by you over that
Kdadams76: that which he wasn't voted out for....and i confrotned him about my unsureties for him
Kdadams76: i was honest and told him why i was unsure and we cleared it
Kdadams76: so i thought
JenneUCSC: anyways, that is why though. he felt like you were willing to vote him off. and he never recovered from that
JenneUCSC: despite what anyone said
Kdadams76: it's funny though...cuase i didn't vote him off and even confronted him before the TC about why i was unsure about him
Kdadams76: i thought we had gotten it all clear
Kdadams76: i was fine with him after that
Kdadams76: honestly
JenneUCSC: i know
JenneUCSC: but if there is anything i know about lucas, is he is an emotional guy
Kdadams76: heck yes he is
Kdadams76: well..i need to be going to bed
Kdadams76: i'm glad i got to talk to you...seems like it's been a while!
JenneUCSC: life!
JenneUCSC: good talkn though! sleep tight!
JenneUCSC: *kisses cheek*
Kdadams76: awwww
Kdadams76: that was too sweet
Kdadams76: *kisses hand*
Kdadams76: night friend!
JenneUCSC:
JenneUCSC: that was hot!
Kdadams76: awww
Kdadams76: sweet dreams, Jenne Sue
JenneUCSC: night kinky...
JenneUCSC: i forgot the rest
JenneUCSC: *shrugs*
Kdadams76: virgin
Kdadams76: ha!
JenneUCSC: :-P