CONFESSIONALS (10-14)

[Lucas]

Episode Ten

Okay I did my fussing. If Kelley didn't do the challenge then good riddance I say. I just wanted her to win so I could twist the knife a little bit.

The loss of Jamie isn't a killing blow to my game or strategy. I'm still very secure and safe for the time being. Right now I am content to just keep chopping the names in list. I can not be touched so all I have to do is not make waves or say stupid things.

The game, for most of these people, is essentially over. I'm sure the natives will amuse me for the duration.

[Lucas]

Episode Eleven

Annette is a bigger threat to us. There is no question of that. Zero. But I see an oppurtunity in all this. She is a greater threat to win immunity then anyone else here and that includes me or Gracie. If she wins next I can push Kyle higher up in the booting order and remove him faster.If she doesn't she hasn't a leg to stand on and is no threat to my posistion.

Big Steve is a nice kid. But he has outlived any and all use to me. I can't shape or twist him the way I need or want. He's not even good as a pawn. He has played his best game and has successfully become cannon fodder.

[Lucas]

Episode Twelve

I can'r believe that at this stage of the game people are still blowing simple things. I know it's timed but why not take the extra five minutes to make sure everyone is done proper? There is no way I should have won that challenge. None. But I did. Idiots.

Unfortunately this means the lovely Annette is next to go. Similar to the situation with Steve. I have no use of her. I can't manipulate or mold her into a tool for my victory. Couple this with the fact that she has been a consistently strong performer at individual challenges and she just has got to go. Her number is up.

Everyone tells me how hard the game is at this point. It isn't. Line them up. Knock them down. If it's hard on you it's because you're investing yourself emotionally. They removed my emotional investment. I have nothing but a desire for victory now. Their mistake and, hopefully, a fatal one.

[Lucas]

Episode Thirteen

Kyle's dead. As in doornail. I have waited for this day for so long. I can't even describe my jubilation. Ever since that bastard told me he was willing to vote me out in the days of Arrow I have wanted nothing less then to destroy him.

The guy is such a fucking putz. During the IC he was needling Ellie in a needless and hostile way. He called her a Nazi. I think I would have been first out of the immunity challenge if he had kept his god damn mouth shut.

He has a lot of good qualities but he shoots his fool mouth off. I think he's asking to be beaten. I think he'd be smoked in a final two.

It's also time to test Taylor. We kept his little bitch around longer then planned. Now he has to kiss him off. I think he will because we have Jenne. As much as he wants to keep Kyle around he wants to keep Jenne more. His whole fucking plan was to grab onto Jenne and ride her to the end.

Days like this I feel as if I'm surrounded by idiots. Gracie and Jenne are the only others aside from me who deserve to win this freaking thing. If anyone else is in the final two my head will explode.

[Lucas]

Episode Fourteen

This is the final five. After Jamie left this is the group I wanted. I can manipulate these people any old way I want, daddy-o.

Ellie? She needs me. She hasn't got a fucking leg to stand on. I waited a while but I kissed her ass. And the result was the result you'd expect. Ladies Love Lucas. I knew the women were my weakness and my weapon and my manipulation of Ellie is a testament to that fact.

I still miss Jamie though. She should have been here. She deserved to be here. They can deny it all they want but she was in this alliance. I still am very tempted to tear them all a new one but a lot of my rage has subsided. I think Kyle was closure.

If I could bash his head in I would boot Taylor. You look at me cross-eyed and you have to die. He should know this. I'm the Commander. I will stop at nothing to win.