Post by Lucas on Mar 5, 2005 0:37:21 GMT -5
SurvivorGracie: bad lag
SurvivorGracie: wow
SurvivorGracie: *hugs you*
SurvivorGracie: are you okay?
LucasHorowitz: shaking
LucasHorowitz: but better
SurvivorGracie: *hugs you*
LucasHorowitz: I had to decide strategically
LucasHorowitz: I could never do it based on you two as people
SurvivorGracie: want to share?
LucasHorowitz: memories?
SurvivorGracie: memories is strategic?
LucasHorowitz: lol
LucasHorowitz: i just--the indentities is a huge issue
LucasHorowitz: and...jenne didn't have one
LucasHorowitz: she was always herself
SurvivorGracie: *nods*
LucasHorowitz: and while I didn't want to see you torn apart either
SurvivorGracie: that's the only reason why I could think you would take me
LucasHorowitz: :-(
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: its OKAY
SurvivorGracie: I was ready to see my name
LucasHorowitz: i know
LucasHorowitz: but i still want to feel like i suck
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: okay you suck
SurvivorGracie: you meanie
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: what the hell was voab?
LucasHorowitz: no idea
LucasHorowitz: it had no impact
SurvivorGracie: none
SurvivorGracie: except to make us laugh
LucasHorowitz: endearing us even more
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: and ya know
SurvivorGracie: the jury can tear into me all they want
SurvivorGracie: the fact remains
SurvivorGracie: I wasn't mean to them
SurvivorGracie: I wasn't cruel to them.
SurvivorGracie: and with the sense I have about how I am with people
SurvivorGracie: if I can live with myself
SurvivorGracie: I'm okay
SurvivorGracie: know what I mean?
LucasHorowitz: yes
LucasHorowitz: I still think you might win
LucasHorowitz:
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: NOT
SurvivorGracie: you have taylor's vote
SurvivorGracie: in fact
SurvivorGracie: it may be a shut out against me
LucasHorowitz: i hope not
SurvivorGracie: eh
LucasHorowitz: I want it to be 4-3
SurvivorGracie: it won't be
LucasHorowitz: becuse thats what it SHOULD be
SurvivorGracie: ellie, taylor, kyle, steve, annette and kelley will ALL vote you easily
SurvivorGracie: Jenne will hurt over who to vote for
SurvivorGracie: but I think she'll give it to you
LucasHorowitz: i think you will get kyle
LucasHorowitz: steve and annette are iffy
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: did you see kyle stare at me during the tc's?
LucasHorowitz: kyle despises me even more
LucasHorowitz: yes
LucasHorowitz: but he never liked me
LucasHorowitz: i'm not sure he can accept that fact
SurvivorGracie: he will before he will give his vote to me
LucasHorowitz: we'll see
LucasHorowitz: but don't bet money on me
SurvivorGracie: *grin* heck I'm not betting on either of us winning
SurvivorGracie: they may vote for lisa
SurvivorGracie: *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: they may vote for someone from another game
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: I talked to karen for a few minutes before the challenge
SurvivorGracie: she said the jury is HOT
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: she also said
SurvivorGracie: that I wasn't mean or cruel to them
SurvivorGracie: so it helped me ~ inside ~ knowing that
LucasHorowitz: i think it will be unusually ugly
LucasHorowitz: if taylor's remotely close to approaching the facts
SurvivorGracie: well .. taylor basically hates me
SurvivorGracie: so ...
SurvivorGracie: he told me he would vote for you over either jenne or I no matter what
LucasHorowitz: we'll see
LucasHorowitz: I'm not banking on anything
SurvivorGracie: but
LucasHorowitz: two words:
SurvivorGracie: CONGRATULATIONS LUCAS!
LucasHorowitz: jenna morasca
SurvivorGracie: seriously ... even though I was sure you would vote me out
SurvivorGracie: I was happy that you won
LucasHorowitz: I was torn up all day
SurvivorGracie: I know
LucasHorowitz: it ate at me all day
SurvivorGracie: I told Jenne this was a HARD thing for you to decide
LucasHorowitz: i had different reasons all day for you and for her
LucasHorowitz: I wasn't sure what the hell i would ever do
LucasHorowitz: I almost threw it
SurvivorGracie: I wondered if you would
SurvivorGracie: and then figured
SurvivorGracie: you would be upset with yourself if you did
LucasHorowitz: I said something similar
LucasHorowitz: "i always said I wanted to be the bad guy"
LucasHorowitz: "and I'm just doing that to spades now"
SurvivorGracie: nah
LucasHorowitz: very negative final confessional
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: mine was really short
SurvivorGracie: basically said
LucasHorowitz: "i'm doomed"
SurvivorGracie: love em' both
SurvivorGracie: and whatever happens
SurvivorGracie: I'm happy with the game I played
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: I know this was tough on you
LucasHorowitz: its the only tough vote i ever cast
LucasHorowitz: every other one was easy
SurvivorGracie: the good thing here
SurvivorGracie: is you know neither of us would be upset
LucasHorowitz: one friend on the jury
LucasHorowitz: yay?
SurvivorGracie: LOL
LucasHorowitz: six people looking to tear us a new one
SurvivorGracie: *checks ass for room for new hole*
LucasHorowitz: check for six
SurvivorGracie: hmmm
SurvivorGracie: only room for 4
SurvivorGracie: damn
SurvivorGracie: two people have to think of something else to do
SurvivorGracie: *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: if nothing else
LucasHorowitz: you can say one thing
LucasHorowitz: you never got a single vote
SurvivorGracie: ooh
SurvivorGracie: that's right
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: and i got...a lot
LucasHorowitz: lol
SurvivorGracie: how many did you end up with?
LucasHorowitz: 8?
SurvivorGracie: wow
SurvivorGracie: I didn't realize that
LucasHorowitz: Rami and Ryan
LucasHorowitz: half of that was them
LucasHorowitz: oh wait
LucasHorowitz: Taylor cast two as well
SurvivorGracie: fuck him then
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: now I have to think of a memory walk thing
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: nice things to say about mitch---hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
SurvivorGracie: hmmmmmmmmmmm
SurvivorGracie: can't think of anything
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: poor mitch
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: Lisa will be hard
LucasHorowitz: "who?"
SurvivorGracie: since I hardly talked to her
SurvivorGracie: and when I did
SurvivorGracie: it was like pulling teeth
LucasHorowitz: posts at the board
SurvivorGracie: ah .. for the memory walk
SurvivorGracie: I just did Lisa's
SurvivorGracie: one down
SurvivorGracie: 16 to go
LucasHorowitz: I HAVEN'T LOST YET
SurvivorGracie: what/
LucasHorowitz: 1 down...fifteen to go
SurvivorGracie: lmao
SurvivorGracie: *smacks self*
LucasHorowitz: *giggle*
SurvivorGracie: wanna see what I put for mitch?
LucasHorowitz: okay
SurvivorGracie: ~ Mitch ~
*stares sternly at Mitch's torch*
You started out a nice guy and I really liked talking with you. I wish you had been that guy I first knew.
LucasHorowitz: better then anythign I could ever say
SurvivorGracie: brb .. my computer is acting icky
LucasHorowitz: k
SurvivorGracie signed off at 12:38:39 AM.
SurvivorGracie: wow
SurvivorGracie: *hugs you*
SurvivorGracie: are you okay?
LucasHorowitz: shaking
LucasHorowitz: but better
SurvivorGracie: *hugs you*
LucasHorowitz: I had to decide strategically
LucasHorowitz: I could never do it based on you two as people
SurvivorGracie: want to share?
LucasHorowitz: memories?
SurvivorGracie: memories is strategic?
LucasHorowitz: lol
LucasHorowitz: i just--the indentities is a huge issue
LucasHorowitz: and...jenne didn't have one
LucasHorowitz: she was always herself
SurvivorGracie: *nods*
LucasHorowitz: and while I didn't want to see you torn apart either
SurvivorGracie: that's the only reason why I could think you would take me
LucasHorowitz: :-(
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: its OKAY
SurvivorGracie: I was ready to see my name
LucasHorowitz: i know
LucasHorowitz: but i still want to feel like i suck
LucasHorowitz: :-)
SurvivorGracie: okay you suck
SurvivorGracie: you meanie
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: what the hell was voab?
LucasHorowitz: no idea
LucasHorowitz: it had no impact
SurvivorGracie: none
SurvivorGracie: except to make us laugh
LucasHorowitz: endearing us even more
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: and ya know
SurvivorGracie: the jury can tear into me all they want
SurvivorGracie: the fact remains
SurvivorGracie: I wasn't mean to them
SurvivorGracie: I wasn't cruel to them.
SurvivorGracie: and with the sense I have about how I am with people
SurvivorGracie: if I can live with myself
SurvivorGracie: I'm okay
SurvivorGracie: know what I mean?
LucasHorowitz: yes
LucasHorowitz: I still think you might win
LucasHorowitz:
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: NOT
SurvivorGracie: you have taylor's vote
SurvivorGracie: in fact
SurvivorGracie: it may be a shut out against me
LucasHorowitz: i hope not
SurvivorGracie: eh
LucasHorowitz: I want it to be 4-3
SurvivorGracie: it won't be
LucasHorowitz: becuse thats what it SHOULD be
SurvivorGracie: ellie, taylor, kyle, steve, annette and kelley will ALL vote you easily
SurvivorGracie: Jenne will hurt over who to vote for
SurvivorGracie: but I think she'll give it to you
LucasHorowitz: i think you will get kyle
LucasHorowitz: steve and annette are iffy
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: did you see kyle stare at me during the tc's?
LucasHorowitz: kyle despises me even more
LucasHorowitz: yes
LucasHorowitz: but he never liked me
LucasHorowitz: i'm not sure he can accept that fact
SurvivorGracie: he will before he will give his vote to me
LucasHorowitz: we'll see
LucasHorowitz: but don't bet money on me
SurvivorGracie: *grin* heck I'm not betting on either of us winning
SurvivorGracie: they may vote for lisa
SurvivorGracie: *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: they may vote for someone from another game
SurvivorGracie: LOL
SurvivorGracie: I talked to karen for a few minutes before the challenge
SurvivorGracie: she said the jury is HOT
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: she also said
SurvivorGracie: that I wasn't mean or cruel to them
SurvivorGracie: so it helped me ~ inside ~ knowing that
LucasHorowitz: i think it will be unusually ugly
LucasHorowitz: if taylor's remotely close to approaching the facts
SurvivorGracie: well .. taylor basically hates me
SurvivorGracie: so ...
SurvivorGracie: he told me he would vote for you over either jenne or I no matter what
LucasHorowitz: we'll see
LucasHorowitz: I'm not banking on anything
SurvivorGracie: but
LucasHorowitz: two words:
SurvivorGracie: CONGRATULATIONS LUCAS!
LucasHorowitz: jenna morasca
SurvivorGracie: seriously ... even though I was sure you would vote me out
SurvivorGracie: I was happy that you won
LucasHorowitz: I was torn up all day
SurvivorGracie: I know
LucasHorowitz: it ate at me all day
SurvivorGracie: I told Jenne this was a HARD thing for you to decide
LucasHorowitz: i had different reasons all day for you and for her
LucasHorowitz: I wasn't sure what the hell i would ever do
LucasHorowitz: I almost threw it
SurvivorGracie: I wondered if you would
SurvivorGracie: and then figured
SurvivorGracie: you would be upset with yourself if you did
LucasHorowitz: I said something similar
LucasHorowitz: "i always said I wanted to be the bad guy"
LucasHorowitz: "and I'm just doing that to spades now"
SurvivorGracie: nah
LucasHorowitz: very negative final confessional
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: mine was really short
SurvivorGracie: basically said
LucasHorowitz: "i'm doomed"
SurvivorGracie: love em' both
SurvivorGracie: and whatever happens
SurvivorGracie: I'm happy with the game I played
SurvivorGracie: *hugs*
SurvivorGracie: I know this was tough on you
LucasHorowitz: its the only tough vote i ever cast
LucasHorowitz: every other one was easy
SurvivorGracie: the good thing here
SurvivorGracie: is you know neither of us would be upset
LucasHorowitz: one friend on the jury
LucasHorowitz: yay?
SurvivorGracie: LOL
LucasHorowitz: six people looking to tear us a new one
SurvivorGracie: *checks ass for room for new hole*
LucasHorowitz: check for six
SurvivorGracie: hmmm
SurvivorGracie: only room for 4
SurvivorGracie: damn
SurvivorGracie: two people have to think of something else to do
SurvivorGracie: *giggle*
LucasHorowitz: if nothing else
LucasHorowitz: you can say one thing
LucasHorowitz: you never got a single vote
SurvivorGracie: ooh
SurvivorGracie: that's right
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: and i got...a lot
LucasHorowitz: lol
SurvivorGracie: how many did you end up with?
LucasHorowitz: 8?
SurvivorGracie: wow
SurvivorGracie: I didn't realize that
LucasHorowitz: Rami and Ryan
LucasHorowitz: half of that was them
LucasHorowitz: oh wait
LucasHorowitz: Taylor cast two as well
SurvivorGracie: fuck him then
SurvivorGracie: *grin*
SurvivorGracie: now I have to think of a memory walk thing
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: nice things to say about mitch---hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
SurvivorGracie: hmmmmmmmmmmm
SurvivorGracie: can't think of anything
SurvivorGracie: lol
LucasHorowitz: poor mitch
SurvivorGracie: lol
SurvivorGracie: Lisa will be hard
LucasHorowitz: "who?"
SurvivorGracie: since I hardly talked to her
SurvivorGracie: and when I did
SurvivorGracie: it was like pulling teeth
LucasHorowitz: posts at the board
SurvivorGracie: ah .. for the memory walk
SurvivorGracie: I just did Lisa's
SurvivorGracie: one down
SurvivorGracie: 16 to go
LucasHorowitz: I HAVEN'T LOST YET
SurvivorGracie: what/
LucasHorowitz: 1 down...fifteen to go
SurvivorGracie: lmao
SurvivorGracie: *smacks self*
LucasHorowitz: *giggle*
SurvivorGracie: wanna see what I put for mitch?
LucasHorowitz: okay
SurvivorGracie: ~ Mitch ~
*stares sternly at Mitch's torch*
You started out a nice guy and I really liked talking with you. I wish you had been that guy I first knew.
LucasHorowitz: better then anythign I could ever say
SurvivorGracie: brb .. my computer is acting icky
LucasHorowitz: k
SurvivorGracie signed off at 12:38:39 AM.