Post by Steve on Jan 17, 2005 14:15:37 GMT -5
Well, alot has happened lately. Mitch really went after some of the girls and made them uncomfortable. He showed everyone his hand and what his plan was. He almost blew my cover as well. Lucas questioned me but I think I made a good job at covering my tracks. I am sure Mitch will feel very deceived by me after I voted for him. However, I went over all my conversations and I don't see that I ever mentioned the word "alliance" to him. Maybe I did but from what I have read, I didn't. And if I did at some point, he broke some of the rules of the pact we made. We would not tell anyone we were together except for Ellie. He went around and told everyone that he and I had an alliance together. I don't know exactly how to play these games but I know that alliances shouldn't be floating around like that. As far as I am concerned, he blew it himself. He should be only upset with himself and not me or anyone else.
Secondly, I am very concerned with my position in the guys tribe. I do feel I am safe and secure for the next 2-3 TC's but after that, I may be in trouble. I think Lucas is being way too open with all the alliances. "Alliance" is a strong word in my opinion and all the guys have like 3 of them. I have none. How can I trust Lucas if he has no alliance with me? How can I trust anyone who doesn't owe any loyalty to me? If I haven't made an alliance with them, I feel no allegience to stand by them. Therefore, I will feel no obligation to the guys when I joined the females at a switch or merge. Lucas hasn't offered me anything past tribal safety for the next couple trips. He feels no duty to help me. If I join the women, I have a better chance. I trust Gracie and Ellie the most right now and both will welcome me with open arms. I like Jenne too but I haven't spoken to her very much. The bottom line is, the guys cannot expect me to go along with them and then booted because I have no alliances. You have got to be kidding me. I am not going to go with their stupid plan. I got one of my own. And for better or for worse, I am going with the women.
Secondly, I am very concerned with my position in the guys tribe. I do feel I am safe and secure for the next 2-3 TC's but after that, I may be in trouble. I think Lucas is being way too open with all the alliances. "Alliance" is a strong word in my opinion and all the guys have like 3 of them. I have none. How can I trust Lucas if he has no alliance with me? How can I trust anyone who doesn't owe any loyalty to me? If I haven't made an alliance with them, I feel no allegience to stand by them. Therefore, I will feel no obligation to the guys when I joined the females at a switch or merge. Lucas hasn't offered me anything past tribal safety for the next couple trips. He feels no duty to help me. If I join the women, I have a better chance. I trust Gracie and Ellie the most right now and both will welcome me with open arms. I like Jenne too but I haven't spoken to her very much. The bottom line is, the guys cannot expect me to go along with them and then booted because I have no alliances. You have got to be kidding me. I am not going to go with their stupid plan. I got one of my own. And for better or for worse, I am going with the women.