01-26 Conversations

[Steve]

WooleyBear2006: Hey
LucasHorowitz: we lost :-(
WooleyBear2006: yea, I saw :-(
LucasHorowitz: how you doing though?
WooleyBear2006: I want to thank you for considering my feelings before the challenge
WooleyBear2006: it was real thoughtful
WooleyBear2006: knocked off...ugh
WooleyBear2006: hopefully I will stay on this time
LucasHorowitz signed on at 4:07:26 PM.
WooleyBear2006: knocked off again- i am on the phone
LucasHorowitz: its ok. I'm patient! lol
WooleyBear2006: sorry about that- I haven't been returning any calls and people are calling me like mad
WooleyBear2006: I just haven't felt like talking, u know?
LucasHorowitz: totally understand
LucasHorowitz: you have real life stuff to attend to and that is 100% more important then this game
WooleyBear2006: this game is fine- it helps me more to get it off my mind
WooleyBear2006: I would've gotten a stupid mini idol anyway....haha
WooleyBear2006: how did Lil Stevie do it?!
WooleyBear2006: he got one?!
LucasHorowitz: I told him lol
WooleyBear2006: lol
LucasHorowitz: and hoped kelley wouldn't be back before tony
WooleyBear2006: was Tony on at all?
LucasHorowitz: he was on the board a fair bit through the night
LucasHorowitz: but not on AIM
WooleyBear2006: well, sometimes I leave the site up but I'm not there
WooleyBear2006: so it can be deceiving
LucasHorowitz: well I don't care which one goes. as long as it's one of them. it's more then time to get rid of people who hold us back
WooleyBear2006: well, I like Tony more than Lil Stevie
WooleyBear2006: at least he talks
WooleyBear2006: and he made a contribution last IC
LucasHorowitz: I'm fine with Lil Steve. if thats what everyone wants I have no problem with it
WooleyBear2006: Tony is still not helping himself much but he has some potential I guess
LucasHorowitz: I wonder what he was thinking signing on to play a game in the middle of his competitions
WooleyBear2006: what competitions?
LucasHorowitz: he's a choir and they rehearse most of the week and compete on Saturdays
WooleyBear2006: well, he isn't around enough
WooleyBear2006: ... I don't know... it's a toss up
LucasHorowitz: like I said, it's no big deal to me. tony or lil steve. whatever the group wants.
WooleyBear2006: Taylor says Lil Steven as well
WooleyBear2006: so there is 3
LucasHorowitz: I'd have to think Tony would do it to save his hide
LucasHorowitz: that would be four
WooleyBear2006: well, do u agree that Tony should sit in IC #6?
WooleyBear2006: no offense but we are on more than he is
LucasHorowitz: I wanted him to sit out the last challenge actually
WooleyBear2006: he couldn't though
WooleyBear2006: lol
LucasHorowitz: but no one seemed crazy about it
WooleyBear2006: wait, he could.
WooleyBear2006: it was lil steven that couldn't
LucasHorowitz: right
WooleyBear2006: u guys had a chance
LucasHorowitz: hardly anyone discussed who to sit out
LucasHorowitz: I was surprised
WooleyBear2006: I don't blame it on anybody though
WooleyBear2006: Tony should have tried more
WooleyBear2006: well, he tried...lol
WooleyBear2006: I didn't mean it that way
WooleyBear2006: lol
LucasHorowitz: well if you think Tony more then lil Steve I ain't opposing it
LucasHorowitz: if you think Lil Steve, same deal
LucasHorowitz: one fo them has to go though
WooleyBear2006: Lil Stevie in my mind has to go first
WooleyBear2006: Tony sits out next
WooleyBear2006: he has done nothing to deserve getting this far
LucasHorowitz: I'm cool with that
LucasHorowitz: I agree with that
WooleyBear2006: I am surprised there hasn't been a switch?
WooleyBear2006: .*
LucasHorowitz: I'm wondering if thats why we have to be all online this weekend
WooleyBear2006: oh.... they said a live challenge though
WooleyBear2006: maybe the winner decides
WooleyBear2006: and the losing tribe is dispersed
WooleyBear2006: I don't know
LucasHorowitz: I noted that we weren't asked who to sit out
LucasHorowitz: but that may be because a decision wasn't reached yet
WooleyBear2006: how would they split tribes though?
WooleyBear2006: the winner would have no advantage
WooleyBear2006: as far as I'm concerned, the women are sticking together
LucasHorowitz: they do seem more on the ball
LucasHorowitz: way more united then the men
WooleyBear2006: I think we are cool with the core 6
LucasHorowitz: that's mah plan!
WooleyBear2006: lol
WooleyBear2006: "mah"
LucasHorowitz: sorry
WooleyBear2006: mah mah
WooleyBear2006: lol
LucasHorowitz: had to get a little cali on you :-)
WooleyBear2006: I love it
WooleyBear2006: this game is still kind of going slow over here with the inactives
LucasHorowitz: both teams had disruptive types
LucasHorowitz: its hard to stay in the game when you're distracted by those sort of things
LucasHorowitz: of course, we've had it way easier and I hope to keep it that way :-)
WooleyBear2006: I don't mind it being slow but I want to see some action...lol... the girls have had it tougher\
LucasHorowitz: well its going to be a boring tc though...so won't be changing for a few days! lol
WooleyBear2006: I may not attend TC
WooleyBear2006: I may just vote in my journal
WooleyBear2006: it won't be worth staying up that late to pay my respects to Lil Steven
LucasHorowitz: I like to watch the Apprentice and was thinking the same thing
LucasHorowitz: but I haven't done the live one so I might go for curiosity sake if nothing else
WooleyBear2006: I go to bed between 9 and 9:30
WooleyBear2006: but I will stay up if I need to
LucasHorowitz: you be where you gotta be :-)
WooleyBear2006: :-)
WooleyBear2006: AI baby!
WooleyBear2006: tonight
WooleyBear2006: u better watch it
LucasHorowitz: see it last night?
WooleyBear2006: yep....Leroy Wells is my hero!!!
WooleyBear2006: lol
LucasHorowitz: I liked the one who sang "New Orleans"
WooleyBear2006: that guy cracked me up so much
WooleyBear2006: yea
LucasHorowitz: I was very impressed!
WooleyBear2006: I liked the last pair of twins!
WooleyBear2006: and they said NO
LucasHorowitz: I wasn't that enamored of them
LucasHorowitz: I'm still mad they cut Scooter Girl ya know? ;-)
WooleyBear2006: they did?
WooleyBear2006: I missed her last week!
LucasHorowitz: she was on again?
LucasHorowitz: argh
WooleyBear2006: I saw her on the website, I swear!
WooleyBear2006: I think she is coming back for another audition
WooleyBear2006: maybe it will come soon
LucasHorowitz: I heard she was but she won't be in the show
WooleyBear2006: oh... we'll have to see! I liked her!
LucasHorowitz: as did I
LucasHorowitz: I like spunky types

[Steve]

WooleyBear2006: Jenne!
WooleyBear2006: hey girl
WooleyBear2006: what's up?
JenneUCSC: whats up booy?
JenneUCSC: im at work no doin any
JenneUCSC: :-)
WooleyBear2006: :-)
WooleyBear2006: I'm alright- tough weekend though with my Uncle passing away
JenneUCSC: omg honey, i am so sorry
JenneUCSC: :-(
WooleyBear2006: it's why I was sat out
JenneUCSC: and you have TC to deal with to boot
JenneUCSC: how you doin with it all?
WooleyBear2006: I wasn't too close to him but when ur family cries, then it makes u cry
JenneUCSC: oh yah. was he your mom or dad's brother?
WooleyBear2006: dad's brother
JenneUCSC: its hard to see your parents grieve
WooleyBear2006: my dad doesn't really cry but my aunt did
WooleyBear2006: and that upset me
JenneUCSC: well of course. i've lost quite a few people in my life. death is something you never get used to
WooleyBear2006: the hardest was when my good friend Phil committed suicide last year
WooleyBear2006: I will never understand
WooleyBear2006: he was probably the most carefree person I knew
JenneUCSC: see thats one thing i havnt gone thru. i havnt lost a friend yet
JenneUCSC: a lot of time when someone is depressed they put up a good front to hide it
WooleyBear2006: he had a girlfriend, great personality, good heart...
WooleyBear2006: he was a poor student but it didn
WooleyBear2006: didn't seem to bother him*
JenneUCSC: a kid my boys grew up with commited suicide on new years
JenneUCSC: so ive been helping them deal with that
JenneUCSC: its hard to understand when someone so young with so much opportunity for joy in their lives decides to end it. can never understand that
WooleyBear2006: I have been depressed and I think recently, I have been more depressed than ever but suicide never enters my mind- running away can creep into my mind but not death
WooleyBear2006: I think there is too much you can lose by ending ur life
JenneUCSC: well yah, you lose everything!
WooleyBear2006: nice IC win
JenneUCSC: we needed it!
JenneUCSC: i honestly didnt think i could face another TC this week
JenneUCSC: you are ok right?
WooleyBear2006: yea, I am fine... Lil Steven is going to get the boot or Tony... more likely it's going to be Steven though. I think the hardest thing will be when merge comes
WooleyBear2006: I don't feel safe with these guys past the next few TC's and I think I can do better with the women
WooleyBear2006: it will be very hard.
JenneUCSC: :-) well you have a friend in me
JenneUCSC: you know that
WooleyBear2006: I think I have to switch though
JenneUCSC: glad you are ok for now though. you should make a merge no prob
WooleyBear2006: do u think I could fit in with your group?
WooleyBear2006: or am I toast after the rest are gone? lol
WooleyBear2006: the guys will want to kill me but they never offered me a single alliance
JenneUCSC: oh jeez. well i dont know what the other girls long term plans are at all. i got that question at TC "do you feel you have secured your postion for the long haul?"
JenneUCSC: and i was like hell no. how can anyone secure themselve that far ahead!
WooleyBear2006: I like you regardless
WooleyBear2006: so if I end up getting burned down the road, it's no big deal
JenneUCSC: :-) feeling is mutual. you have great to me this whole game
JenneUCSC: kinda have to see where this game lands us
WooleyBear2006: I just feel better with you, Ellie, and Gracie than Lucas, Ryan, and Rami...lol
WooleyBear2006: Kyle is very nice though and I hope he understands my reasons.
JenneUCSC: i like kyle a lot too
WooleyBear2006: I hope he will jump with me
WooleyBear2006: it would make my life easier but I won't tell him until merge happens or whatever
JenneUCSC: i am down with kyle. he's been one of my favorite guys since the beginning
JenneUCSC: really the guys that were understanding of me during the mitch debacle are the ones i like
JenneUCSC: i still havnt ever talked to rami or tony though
WooleyBear2006: well, I like Kyle alot and he even sent me a PM being concerned about me and my family.... that meant alot
WooleyBear2006: and he shares alot of the same views as me... he doesn't trust the guys either
JenneUCSC: lol
JenneUCSC: what a sweetheart
WooleyBear2006: I think Rami and Taylor are the two that I trust the least
WooleyBear2006: and then Lucas and Ryan are very etchy
WooleyBear2006: Tony is a nice dude when he's around
WooleyBear2006: I like him personally but he doesn't have time to play this game
WooleyBear2006: how is Kelley with the group?
WooleyBear2006: does she fit in?
JenneUCSC: well i have barely talked to her
JenneUCSC: i dont have much a relationship with her
JenneUCSC: not sure bout the other girls
WooleyBear2006: I have to study for two tests tomorrow
WooleyBear2006: but thanks for being nice about me flipping sides... I trust u
JenneUCSC: i have a midterm tomorrow too
WooleyBear2006: good luck on it
JenneUCSC: hey us girls are down numbers. we need you too!
WooleyBear2006: lol... take care Jenne!
JenneUCSC: bye steve
JenneUCSC: goodluck on your exams