Confessional-1-23-04

[Taylor]

Sorry I haven't posted anything in the last few days, nothing has been going on at all.


Well we won the IC for the second time in a row, go us. Everything is pretty quiet, which makes me a little nervous to tell you to the honest truth,could people be scheming and plotting I don't know, sure. The only thing I know is that there is a four person alliance that I am not a part off, and Lucas is. Lucas is my main alliance partner in the game at this point, and if Lucas betrays me I will be in deep crap.


This is a fairly short confessional I know. I wish I could post more , but I really want Ryan out of the game. He causes way to much trouble for me and stirs up to much stuff. I'm also a little pissed I wasn't asked to be part of his " alliance." Guess I wasn't good enought for him.


I was a little surprised to see Steph go. Although I've heard she was in cohoots with Mitch so I guess that's a good thing. She imed me right after she left, and said " She had some things that I should know." I just ignored her. I don't need to cheat to do well in this game.

I AM EXCITED, I've made it past my pervous placement so it's all good. I think I'm in an execellent spot, and I've already reached one of my goals. Let's hope the girls can keep it together on their side.

[Host Karen]

(Previous live confessional...I'm posting here...)

I survived tribal council, so happy mitch is gone. He was honestly, that last convoseration we had making me very nervous. I'm pretty sure I'm in a good spot right now, although ryan/rami duo has me a little worried. luckly if they are able to get SOMETHING together and it works, they will target lucas first, even though , heck they may even think I'm with them. Although, heh, Mitch will probably haunt me from the grave. The big thing that worries me is that Ashlee is going to start to play like she is on crack. I know she is capable of it. She seems to already want to go after jenne after having a final three deal. I think she is overally nervous about the bond jenne and I have. We all three know each other well, but I tend to know Lizzie( Ashlee) better than Jenne does and I tend to know Jenne better than Ash. So I think Ashlee thinks if she eliminates Jenne early enough, she can eliminate and mistrust that we have about a final two deal. I'm going to * hopefully* talk some sense into the youngin'. But I was worried somewhat about the girls tribe losing the IC because of the news I've heard but I think if I talk to her I will be able to smooth things over. So all is well in Arrow land right now. At least for me. Although, heh, it will never last that way. I'm also trying to figure out how to measure if I beat my old mark. is it the fourth boot or getting past 13th place. Since the numbers are different this time. I guess you never forget the stress do you? I keep telling myself " Don't mess up" " Don't overplay" but in reality, it's I'm nervous that I'm trying so hard to not over play that I will over play or underplay for the mater. I'm just hoping the people I've put my stock into are half-way trust worthy, but I still have to remember. Lucas isn't out for Taylor to Win, and I'm not out for him to win. But other than the normal " are the screwing me over" feeling everything is going well.