Post by Taylor on Feb 27, 2005 9:52:57 GMT -5
maroonedcastaway: hi
SurvivorGracie: you're back
maroonedcastaway: WHAY HAPPENED TO VOTING LUCAS?
maroonedcastaway: WHAT*
SurvivorGracie: I just couldn't do it
SurvivorGracie: neither could Jenne
maroonedcastaway: so you changed after I left and you told me it was him
maroonedcastaway: now I look like the asshole
SurvivorGracie: nooooooooo
maroonedcastaway: thanks
SurvivorGracie: let me explain
SurvivorGracie: for one lucas totally understands that you voted him
SurvivorGracie: and I never would want you to look bad
SurvivorGracie: but I just couldn't do it
SurvivorGracie: I knew you'd be pissed at me
maroonedcastaway: Well I am a little
SurvivorGracie: i understand
maroonedcastaway: considering now lucas wants me gone
SurvivorGracie: I don't blame you
SurvivorGracie: no he doesn't
SurvivorGracie: he really doesn't
maroonedcastaway: sure
SurvivorGracie: he wants to vote out ellie
maroonedcastaway: and if ellie wins immunity?
SurvivorGracie: probably me
SurvivorGracie: that's what he's been saying anyway
maroonedcastaway: THEN WHY DO YOU KEEP HIM AROUND
SurvivorGracie: 'cause my heart was bigger than the game
SurvivorGracie: kyle hates my guts
maroonedcastaway: Well obviously his isn't
SurvivorGracie: I know
maroonedcastaway: I'm talking about Lucas not kyle
SurvivorGracie: i know
SurvivorGracie: lucas totally was not upset about your vote
SurvivorGracie: he knew that you couldn't vote kyle
SurvivorGracie: if I could have gotten in touch with you .. I would have told you what I did
maroonedcastaway: I'm sorry if I sound upset
SurvivorGracie: no its okay taylor
SurvivorGracie: you have every right to be upset
maroonedcastaway: I just don't appercatie people going behind my back and changing the vote, I would have been fine with it had Jenne called me
SurvivorGracie: and I'd rather you tell me that you *are* upset
maroonedcastaway: she has my cell number, and I told her to give me a ring if anything happened
SurvivorGracie: hmmm.. I'm not sure why she didn't then
SurvivorGracie: I didn't do it to make you look bad or anything ... please believe that
SurvivorGracie: i just couldn't pick kyle over lucas
SurvivorGracie: for what its worth ... the jury is full of gracie and jenne haters
maroonedcastaway: well that's not what you both told me before we left
SurvivorGracie: i know
SurvivorGracie: I was so pissed at him
SurvivorGracie: I'm still not happy
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: my loyalty
maroonedcastaway: I just don't get the logic
SurvivorGracie: and my heart
maroonedcastaway: I understand loyatly
maroonedcastaway: and that's fine
SurvivorGracie: there wasn't logic to that decision
maroonedcastaway: but if someone told me I was the first one out at the final four
maroonedcastaway: I would have voted him off then and there
maroonedcastaway: but that's me
SurvivorGracie: yeah .... I'm weird :-\
maroonedcastaway: because ultimeantly he would have gotten rid of all of us to save jamie
SurvivorGracie: I'd rather him vote me out .. than me have to face myself in voting him out
maroonedcastaway: and you know that as well as I do
SurvivorGracie: jamie *had* to go
maroonedcastaway: For us yes
SurvivorGracie: that's why I felt not bad at voting out jamie
maroonedcastaway: but I still think he would have voted us out to save her
SurvivorGracie: definitely
maroonedcastaway: infact I know it, since he told her about our plans
maroonedcastaway: that's not showing loyalty beth
maroonedcastaway: sorry
SurvivorGracie: no is okay
maroonedcastaway: I've just wanted him gone for a while
SurvivorGracie: I'm sorry Taylor ... I really am
SurvivorGracie: I just ... couldn't do it
SurvivorGracie: it may cost me the game
SurvivorGracie: but .. I just couldn't
maroonedcastaway: well at the final four could you vote me out over lucas
SurvivorGracie: no .. at final four .. I'm prefectly willing to vote him out
SurvivorGracie: i know that sounds weird
SurvivorGracie: but at final four .. it's what I'm good with .. if that makes sense
maroonedcastaway: like you were perfectly willing to vote him out on wed.
SurvivorGracie: I deserve that ...
maroonedcastaway: sorry beth, I know I'm over reacting
SurvivorGracie: no .. its okay taylor
SurvivorGracie: really .. it's how you feel
maroonedcastaway: no it's not
maroonedcastaway: Beth I just want you Jenne and I as the final 3
SurvivorGracie: so do I
maroonedcastaway: and Lucas is the biggest theart
maroonedcastaway: and I kind of felt like I was set up last vote
SurvivorGracie: i never meant to do that
SurvivorGracie: I wouldn't have deliberately done that to you
maroonedcastaway: I know
maroonedcastaway: I know
maroonedcastaway: it's just very odd
SurvivorGracie: I know
SurvivorGracie: I voted with my heart instead of my head
SurvivorGracie: probably not a good survivorish thing to do
maroonedcastaway: it was just odd to come in, sit down, read the tc transcript
maroonedcastaway: it kind of felt like I had been backstabbed
SurvivorGracie: I can imagine
SurvivorGracie: I'm sorry ... that was never my intent at all
SurvivorGracie: 'cause jenne and I talked about her calling you
maroonedcastaway: i would have actually liked that alot
maroonedcastaway: even a voice mail
SurvivorGracie: .. I should have sent you an e-mail at least
SurvivorGracie: and I didn't think about it ... I'm sorry for that .. I really am
maroonedcastaway: it's okay
maroonedcastaway: brb
SurvivorGracie signed on at 8:27:25 PM.
maroonedcastaway: hey
SurvivorGracie: hey
SurvivorGracie: any reactions to socotra yet?
SurvivorGracie: AND
SurvivorGracie: did you see the challenge?
maroonedcastaway: yes
maroonedcastaway: I'm just giving them episode 7a
SurvivorGracie: lmao
SurvivorGracie: that's pretty appropriate *grin*
maroonedcastaway: I hope we can submit links
SurvivorGracie: I'm not sure ... I didn't think to ask
SurvivorGracie: my story is sucky
SurvivorGracie: still there?
maroonedcastaway: I'm here
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: I just wondered ....
SurvivorGracie: 'cause you were so quiet
SurvivorGracie: you're back
maroonedcastaway: WHAY HAPPENED TO VOTING LUCAS?
maroonedcastaway: WHAT*
SurvivorGracie: I just couldn't do it
SurvivorGracie: neither could Jenne
maroonedcastaway: so you changed after I left and you told me it was him
maroonedcastaway: now I look like the asshole
SurvivorGracie: nooooooooo
maroonedcastaway: thanks
SurvivorGracie: let me explain
SurvivorGracie: for one lucas totally understands that you voted him
SurvivorGracie: and I never would want you to look bad
SurvivorGracie: but I just couldn't do it
SurvivorGracie: I knew you'd be pissed at me
maroonedcastaway: Well I am a little
SurvivorGracie: i understand
maroonedcastaway: considering now lucas wants me gone
SurvivorGracie: I don't blame you
SurvivorGracie: no he doesn't
SurvivorGracie: he really doesn't
maroonedcastaway: sure
SurvivorGracie: he wants to vote out ellie
maroonedcastaway: and if ellie wins immunity?
SurvivorGracie: probably me
SurvivorGracie: that's what he's been saying anyway
maroonedcastaway: THEN WHY DO YOU KEEP HIM AROUND
SurvivorGracie: 'cause my heart was bigger than the game
SurvivorGracie: kyle hates my guts
maroonedcastaway: Well obviously his isn't
SurvivorGracie: I know
maroonedcastaway: I'm talking about Lucas not kyle
SurvivorGracie: i know
SurvivorGracie: lucas totally was not upset about your vote
SurvivorGracie: he knew that you couldn't vote kyle
SurvivorGracie: if I could have gotten in touch with you .. I would have told you what I did
maroonedcastaway: I'm sorry if I sound upset
SurvivorGracie: no its okay taylor
SurvivorGracie: you have every right to be upset
maroonedcastaway: I just don't appercatie people going behind my back and changing the vote, I would have been fine with it had Jenne called me
SurvivorGracie: and I'd rather you tell me that you *are* upset
maroonedcastaway: she has my cell number, and I told her to give me a ring if anything happened
SurvivorGracie: hmmm.. I'm not sure why she didn't then
SurvivorGracie: I didn't do it to make you look bad or anything ... please believe that
SurvivorGracie: i just couldn't pick kyle over lucas
SurvivorGracie: for what its worth ... the jury is full of gracie and jenne haters
maroonedcastaway: well that's not what you both told me before we left
SurvivorGracie: i know
SurvivorGracie: I was so pissed at him
SurvivorGracie: I'm still not happy
SurvivorGracie: but
SurvivorGracie: my loyalty
maroonedcastaway: I just don't get the logic
SurvivorGracie: and my heart
maroonedcastaway: I understand loyatly
maroonedcastaway: and that's fine
SurvivorGracie: there wasn't logic to that decision
maroonedcastaway: but if someone told me I was the first one out at the final four
maroonedcastaway: I would have voted him off then and there
maroonedcastaway: but that's me
SurvivorGracie: yeah .... I'm weird :-\
maroonedcastaway: because ultimeantly he would have gotten rid of all of us to save jamie
SurvivorGracie: I'd rather him vote me out .. than me have to face myself in voting him out
maroonedcastaway: and you know that as well as I do
SurvivorGracie: jamie *had* to go
maroonedcastaway: For us yes
SurvivorGracie: that's why I felt not bad at voting out jamie
maroonedcastaway: but I still think he would have voted us out to save her
SurvivorGracie: definitely
maroonedcastaway: infact I know it, since he told her about our plans
maroonedcastaway: that's not showing loyalty beth
maroonedcastaway: sorry
SurvivorGracie: no is okay
maroonedcastaway: I've just wanted him gone for a while
SurvivorGracie: I'm sorry Taylor ... I really am
SurvivorGracie: I just ... couldn't do it
SurvivorGracie: it may cost me the game
SurvivorGracie: but .. I just couldn't
maroonedcastaway: well at the final four could you vote me out over lucas
SurvivorGracie: no .. at final four .. I'm prefectly willing to vote him out
SurvivorGracie: i know that sounds weird
SurvivorGracie: but at final four .. it's what I'm good with .. if that makes sense
maroonedcastaway: like you were perfectly willing to vote him out on wed.
SurvivorGracie: I deserve that ...
maroonedcastaway: sorry beth, I know I'm over reacting
SurvivorGracie: no .. its okay taylor
SurvivorGracie: really .. it's how you feel
maroonedcastaway: no it's not
maroonedcastaway: Beth I just want you Jenne and I as the final 3
SurvivorGracie: so do I
maroonedcastaway: and Lucas is the biggest theart
maroonedcastaway: and I kind of felt like I was set up last vote
SurvivorGracie: i never meant to do that
SurvivorGracie: I wouldn't have deliberately done that to you
maroonedcastaway: I know
maroonedcastaway: I know
maroonedcastaway: it's just very odd
SurvivorGracie: I know
SurvivorGracie: I voted with my heart instead of my head
SurvivorGracie: probably not a good survivorish thing to do
maroonedcastaway: it was just odd to come in, sit down, read the tc transcript
maroonedcastaway: it kind of felt like I had been backstabbed
SurvivorGracie: I can imagine
SurvivorGracie: I'm sorry ... that was never my intent at all
SurvivorGracie: 'cause jenne and I talked about her calling you
maroonedcastaway: i would have actually liked that alot
maroonedcastaway: even a voice mail
SurvivorGracie: .. I should have sent you an e-mail at least
SurvivorGracie: and I didn't think about it ... I'm sorry for that .. I really am
maroonedcastaway: it's okay
maroonedcastaway: brb
SurvivorGracie signed on at 8:27:25 PM.
maroonedcastaway: hey
SurvivorGracie: hey
SurvivorGracie: any reactions to socotra yet?
SurvivorGracie: AND
SurvivorGracie: did you see the challenge?
maroonedcastaway: yes
maroonedcastaway: I'm just giving them episode 7a
SurvivorGracie: lmao
SurvivorGracie: that's pretty appropriate *grin*
maroonedcastaway: I hope we can submit links
SurvivorGracie: I'm not sure ... I didn't think to ask
SurvivorGracie: my story is sucky
SurvivorGracie: still there?
maroonedcastaway: I'm here
SurvivorGracie:
SurvivorGracie: I just wondered ....
SurvivorGracie: 'cause you were so quiet