Post by Ashlee on Apr 25, 2005 19:27:18 GMT -5
EPISODE ONE
Maybe you want to hear a loser ramble on about their experience, maybe you don’t, but I thought I’d try. And, to be honest, all that is sugar and sweet is not always nice, nothing will be sugar coated. And yes, Beth, that includes you.
Day one was chaos because there were so many people to get to know. It was insane, and to be honest, I like to talk with people but there were just so dang many of them! The girls were all nice and fell into their stereotypical roles. Ellie was the quiet sweetheart, shock! Jenne, actually, nobody really talked to Jenne because Jenne wasn’t really there. Annette and Gracie were busy trying to battle it out for the “mother” slot, Annette whipping out a picture of her gorgeous daughter upon request.
I, personally, could not stop staring at her socks.
Anyways…<br>
And- woah! Hold onto yer pants kiddies, we got some inside scoop with a never-before-aired confessional…<br>
The vote is going towards Lisa tonight, which is great becuase Jenne doesn't leave...but I knew I had to talk to Lisa. I had to. I couldn't bear saying what I have and have her turn out to be someone like Annette. I had to; I just had to fricken open pandoras box.
Infinetely regrettable.
It's like talking to cardboard, it was unbelievable. One conversation and I am already spent, as if our conversation has gone on for hours. The real time? Ah, three minutes. A usual conversation ends with a goodbye, you want some spice add an adios, but no, this one? With Lisa?
Well, this has been perfectly awkward.
You know you loved it, ha, even though I really had no connection with her at all. It was just…dull, and I don’t think we ever said “goodbye”. Not even a little joke to spice it up, no, we were far beyond that. She was really stepping it up a notch in terms of boredom, like- woah, yeah, we’re taking it to the next level.
Lucas, I knew, and knew he was in the game to get himself to the end. I didn’t pick him for Socotra, so I figured he would vote me out if the tide steamrolled me. Taylor, one of the really genuinely great people I like talking to. He’s awesome, nobody can touch him. BUT, at the time, I love him, I love him- I COULD KILL HIM! Here I am trying to be all mission impossible with my undercover alias and who goes around saying Lizzie, Liz, etc? It was…frustrating. Beyond. I really put my mind to keeping everyone’s alias’s under wraps, but, well, you know how that ended.
And that brings us to Gracie…later. Sorry to dangle the cheese ye of little faith, but episode four will have a section for Gracie all her own. I really liked the guys, Kyle and Mitch were cool, little Steven, however, was off ranting how I should go eat poop or something and…<br>
-awkward pause-
I’m good. Passed on that one, no looking back.
I was also REALLY frustrated because I was determined to not play the game at the start, really hard at least, but I guess I should not have been surprised that none of the girls on a GIRLS team had the balls to start an alliance. I mean, everyone loved to tango but nobody grabbed the rose. It just sat in my hand, and let me tell you, the thorns were excruciating. Bum-ba-da-bum…<br>
An alliance needs to be made, but nobody wants to make one. I'm afriad to assert myself to the shear fact that nobody else is going to step it up, and it'll make me look like a bull in a china house. Something needs to be done, and I'll be darned if I let myself slip into the minority. C'mon, grow a spine, something, I don't care at this point, anything.
Really, they didn’t do anything. And anybody could have gone because nobody had the nerve to do anything, dare I say it, outside of their comfort zone. Had this been a horse race, they’d all still be in the barn worrying about the bows tied in their trusty steeds hair. Me? I was three feet out the starting gate, screw the bows, I wanted the wreath! But if that’s the way they wanted to play, fine, so be it. I went to nobody for an alliance except for Jenne and Beth. Lucas and Taylor fizzled in and out periodically.
Other than that, others came to me for an alliance. Most specially, Steph the man and Jamie.
I worked really hard to keep Jenne in the game though, because I really trusted her. Really trusted her. Really trusted her. Oh my god, would you look at that, I sound like a skipping record. God dang, there goes the annoying screeching noise of the needle, or at least that’s how it turned out. But, episode four lads and lasses, just you wait.
The first challenge was really fun and I have no complaints of the hosts- loved them. And by the way, my favorites were in jest- I hate coffee. Beth lives in Kalamazoo. There was an Ashlee Simpson CD on my desk and a Kenwood stereo system box beside it. That was the basis of my character. Because, oh my gosh, I just LOVE Heidi! Please folks, sense the sarcasm even though I do like Heidi, ha, if that makes any sense. But you get it, or you don’t, and I just wasted a few seconds of your life.
I’m sorry, let us pause.
-1-
-2-
-3-
There you got them back. I’m glad we could get past this. For the vote, I didn’t want Jenne to go. She didn’t, you saw who did- thank god. And now there’s no reason to ramble on and on, that’s all she wrote.
Love ya, chicas.
Maybe you want to hear a loser ramble on about their experience, maybe you don’t, but I thought I’d try. And, to be honest, all that is sugar and sweet is not always nice, nothing will be sugar coated. And yes, Beth, that includes you.
Day one was chaos because there were so many people to get to know. It was insane, and to be honest, I like to talk with people but there were just so dang many of them! The girls were all nice and fell into their stereotypical roles. Ellie was the quiet sweetheart, shock! Jenne, actually, nobody really talked to Jenne because Jenne wasn’t really there. Annette and Gracie were busy trying to battle it out for the “mother” slot, Annette whipping out a picture of her gorgeous daughter upon request.
I, personally, could not stop staring at her socks.
Anyways…<br>
And- woah! Hold onto yer pants kiddies, we got some inside scoop with a never-before-aired confessional…<br>
The vote is going towards Lisa tonight, which is great becuase Jenne doesn't leave...but I knew I had to talk to Lisa. I had to. I couldn't bear saying what I have and have her turn out to be someone like Annette. I had to; I just had to fricken open pandoras box.
Infinetely regrettable.
It's like talking to cardboard, it was unbelievable. One conversation and I am already spent, as if our conversation has gone on for hours. The real time? Ah, three minutes. A usual conversation ends with a goodbye, you want some spice add an adios, but no, this one? With Lisa?
Well, this has been perfectly awkward.
You know you loved it, ha, even though I really had no connection with her at all. It was just…dull, and I don’t think we ever said “goodbye”. Not even a little joke to spice it up, no, we were far beyond that. She was really stepping it up a notch in terms of boredom, like- woah, yeah, we’re taking it to the next level.
Lucas, I knew, and knew he was in the game to get himself to the end. I didn’t pick him for Socotra, so I figured he would vote me out if the tide steamrolled me. Taylor, one of the really genuinely great people I like talking to. He’s awesome, nobody can touch him. BUT, at the time, I love him, I love him- I COULD KILL HIM! Here I am trying to be all mission impossible with my undercover alias and who goes around saying Lizzie, Liz, etc? It was…frustrating. Beyond. I really put my mind to keeping everyone’s alias’s under wraps, but, well, you know how that ended.
And that brings us to Gracie…later. Sorry to dangle the cheese ye of little faith, but episode four will have a section for Gracie all her own. I really liked the guys, Kyle and Mitch were cool, little Steven, however, was off ranting how I should go eat poop or something and…<br>
-awkward pause-
I’m good. Passed on that one, no looking back.
I was also REALLY frustrated because I was determined to not play the game at the start, really hard at least, but I guess I should not have been surprised that none of the girls on a GIRLS team had the balls to start an alliance. I mean, everyone loved to tango but nobody grabbed the rose. It just sat in my hand, and let me tell you, the thorns were excruciating. Bum-ba-da-bum…<br>
An alliance needs to be made, but nobody wants to make one. I'm afriad to assert myself to the shear fact that nobody else is going to step it up, and it'll make me look like a bull in a china house. Something needs to be done, and I'll be darned if I let myself slip into the minority. C'mon, grow a spine, something, I don't care at this point, anything.
Really, they didn’t do anything. And anybody could have gone because nobody had the nerve to do anything, dare I say it, outside of their comfort zone. Had this been a horse race, they’d all still be in the barn worrying about the bows tied in their trusty steeds hair. Me? I was three feet out the starting gate, screw the bows, I wanted the wreath! But if that’s the way they wanted to play, fine, so be it. I went to nobody for an alliance except for Jenne and Beth. Lucas and Taylor fizzled in and out periodically.
Other than that, others came to me for an alliance. Most specially, Steph the man and Jamie.
I worked really hard to keep Jenne in the game though, because I really trusted her. Really trusted her. Really trusted her. Oh my god, would you look at that, I sound like a skipping record. God dang, there goes the annoying screeching noise of the needle, or at least that’s how it turned out. But, episode four lads and lasses, just you wait.
The first challenge was really fun and I have no complaints of the hosts- loved them. And by the way, my favorites were in jest- I hate coffee. Beth lives in Kalamazoo. There was an Ashlee Simpson CD on my desk and a Kenwood stereo system box beside it. That was the basis of my character. Because, oh my gosh, I just LOVE Heidi! Please folks, sense the sarcasm even though I do like Heidi, ha, if that makes any sense. But you get it, or you don’t, and I just wasted a few seconds of your life.
I’m sorry, let us pause.
-1-
-2-
-3-
There you got them back. I’m glad we could get past this. For the vote, I didn’t want Jenne to go. She didn’t, you saw who did- thank god. And now there’s no reason to ramble on and on, that’s all she wrote.
Love ya, chicas.